A couple of days later

We had started to get back on track to our normal and new life. Almost everyone had meet the babies and adored them just as much as Jake and I did. A.J was like our own little laughing machine. He laughed and smiled constantly. He seemed very content with life. Sarah was always smiling but not laughing. She was always observing everything that went on and liked it that way.

"When are Seth and Leah arriving?" I asked Alice.

"In about 5 minutes I think." She said and concentrated. When it came to Alice's visions about them she could not see them clearly or far in the future. Only small decisions within a day or two.

Sarah and A.J were sitting on the big soft couch and playing together. Alice and Rosalie always had a camera at hand and loved dressing them up. Only two weeks old and already our little models. They were strong and had some motor skills already. Well they could sit up pretty much. They were growing so irregularly. I was standing at the stairs when Jacob came and wrapped his arms around me.

"What are you thinking about?"

I smiled and kept looking at the babies. "Them. They are so beautiful."

"They sure are." He smiled. "They get it from their mother."

I looked at him with a goofy smile. "You are never going to accept your beauty are you?"

"Nothing is beautiful next to you.." He murmured and kissed my neck. I closed my eyes and parted my lips slightly to take a sudden breath. I couldn't control myself. I pushed him away slightly and he looked so.. well.. hot. His eyes were filled with passion. I could see myself in his dark eyes and my look was just as consumed with passion as his was.

"No.." I whispered and raised my eyebrow. I was challenging him, to stay away but still keep his thoughts right where they were, letting him know I wanted it as much as he did.

"You tease.." he looked serious but I saw a hint of a smile. He walked up to Alice who was straightening out the babies clothes. She had dressed them in very gender neutral clothes. Just how I liked it. If she had her way Sarah would be covered in pink tutus and Anthony would be dressed in a blue tux. I giggled at the thought and walked up to them. I placed my hand on Jacob's shoulder and showed him my thought. He let out a big laugh and Alice ignored it. She was too concerned with if the outfits looked good.

"They look perfect Alice. Relax." Jacob smiled to her.

She relaxed her frowned face a bit and sighed. "Maybe I should have gone with something more girly for her." She stood up and looked at Sarah.

"Please don't.." I laughed and picked her up. "She is not going to be your little model."

"We will see about that.." Alice smirked and ran to the kitchen to get the food ready.

Jacob picked up Anthony and gave me a kiss on the forehead before he walked after Alice.

Food

Sarah showed me Jacob eating ribs with Paul. I laughed and looked at her.

"Daddy likes to eat. A LOT." I kissed her cheek and walked to the front door to look out of the window. No one.

"They will be here soon." Alice smiled and put some plates out on the counters. "And they will love them." She assured me. She knew I was concerned that Leah wouldn't. I knew she would never accept us fully, which I had accepted but if she disliked my children I wouldn't know how to cope with it. I walked over to Jacob and Anthony.

"Ready?" I asked Anthony. I knew he couldn't understand yet but that didn't stop any of us from talking to them in a silly baby voice. Dad was the only one who could hold back on it. But I knew he would crumble one day.

"Ready." Jake smiled and looked at Anthony. "We are always ready. Huh, big guy?"

Anthony giggled and placed his hand on Jakes chest and cuddled up. I looked up when I started to hear Leah and Seth in the forest. Alice looked at me and ran up to us.

"Everything will be fine. Don't worry." She smiled at me and kissed my cheek. "Goodbye guys. I will see you later." She smiled at the babies and ran out the back door. I looked up at Jake and took a deep breath.

"It will be fine. She said so." He assured me and we walked over to the door. After a minute we started to see them in the forest. They started walking to the side of the house. I looked confused at Jacob.

"I hope so." I whispered and kissed Sarah.

"Backyard.." he mumbled and we walked outside.

My heart started racing when I saw them walk through the gate. Everything went in slow motion. Leah walked first. She stopped when she saw them in our arms. Seth was smiling at Leah but stopped when his eyes locked on something else. He looked over at us. His face turned from a smile to an almost weak state of mind. I could see it on him. He looked like all the life had been sucked out of him and was being filled up with something new. His eyes were still filled with wonder and amazement. He looked like he was about to cry and took a slow, deep breath and then I realized.. He was looking at Sarah.

"No.." I whispered and Jake grabbed Sarah from me. I have no idea how he was holding both of them but I didn't care. No. Seth's eyes followed Sarah from my arms to Jacob's. Like he was in panic about her being hurt in the process. The next second Leah ran up to Jacob and held the babies. What? I looked back at Seth and took one step forward. Jake grabbed my arms and held me back.

"LET. GO." I growled. I didn't even know what I was going to do if he did but I wanted him to let go.

"No. Calm down, Renesmee." He growled back but with a calm undertone. Seth took a step back and held his hands out.

"I.. I.. I'm sorry!" He said terrified.

"Don't be. I know you can't help it." Jacob said. I turned around to him and turned my anger with me.

"WHAT?" I hissed. "YOU THINK THIS IS OKAY?" I didn't even know if I thought it was okay. All these new protective feelings were so bewildering.

"It's normal." He whispered back and tried to hold me down. I pushed him away.

"NORMAL?"

"As normal as our lives can get." He rolled his eyes.

I turned back and looked at Seth. "Go."

He looked at Jacob almost like he was asking if he should.

"Go.." I heard Jacob whisper. Seth looked at Sarah one last time. I growled and he ran off. Leah was still holding the babies. I calmed down a bit when I saw them. How could she accept them so fast? I walked up and demanded Sarah. She hesitated and the anger fired up again.

"Give her to me."

Leah looked at Jacob and held Sarah out to me. I walked inside with her and sat down on the couch. I rocked her back and forth. She was mine. I heard Jacob walk inside but I didn't let my eyes go from Sarah's face. He sat down and put an arm around me.

"Renesmee.." he whispered and tried to get her out of my arms. I frowned and held her back. "Come on.. We need to talk about this and she doesn't need to be around it." He had a point. What if I got mad. I reluctantly let her go and he walked outside and came back inside without her.

"Where are they?"

"Your parents came and took them to their place. Leah left." He sat down and put his arm back around me. "It's okay.."

I looked at him and frowned. "How can you think this is okay?"

"Because I know the feeling."

"But she is your daughter. You want Seth to.." I frowned at the thought but continued. ".. sleep with your daughter?" I finished.

He frowned and looked mad. "Don't you dare to see it that way." He stood up and looked down at me.

"Don't I dare?" I hissed and stood up. "What did you just say to me?"

"Don't.. you.. dare.." He hissed and pointed a finger at me. I shook my head and didn't back down.

"Don't think you have all the say in this.. She is my daughter too." I growled.

"She is my daughter too.."

We stayed silent as we looked at each other. I almost felt ready to attack and I knew he did to. We had never spoken to each other like this. He had never been this protective over someone else and mad towards me.

"Seth won't see her again.." I growled.

"Sip it.." he took one step closer.

"Or what?" I was afraid of him for some reason. But all ready to defend. We were both caught up in it. So protective of our children.

"Seth will see her again." He said after a while.

"HE WON'T." I took one step closer and saw his lip trembling. Why? Was he so ready to attack? Kill me?

"Renesmee.. Listen very well now.. He will see her again."

"How can you be so defensive? We are supposed to protect them. Not Seth!"

"SHUT…" he interrupted himself and walked away. He looked frantic. I didn't dare to move. I wasn't sure what I would do anymore. He put his hands on his hips and turned to me. I saw tears in his eyes. All the anger washed of me.

"Wha…?" I whispered. I couldn't even finish. I didn't understand.

He took a deep breath. "You are insulting US.." he cried.

Then it all clicked. For some reason it hadn't. I didn't see us like that. "No.."

"Yes you are.. Who knew how things would have been without it?"

"What do you mean? We wouldn't be together without imprinting? That is the only reason you love me?"

"No. Your father might not have understood.." he relaxed his arms and walked up to me. "Things just wouldn't have been this good. Don't take that as an insult. It helped us out. I would have loved you no matter what."

I took his hands in mine and tried to calm down. "I don't want him with her.." I whispered. The truth was if she was going to be with somebody.. she couldn't do better. Seth was one of the most amazing people I have ever meet.

"I can't hold him back. If Edward had held me from you.. I don't think I would have been here today.."

"Maybe you would be with someone else. Happier." I tried to justify Seth staying away.

"I wouldn't be alive, Ness.." he whispered. I looked at him in shock.

"What? Why?"

"You.. and now them." He pointed at a picture Alice had put up on the open fireplace. "..you are the only reason I'm alive." He slowly leaned down and kissed my neck with a moan.

I felt all the anger wash of me for real now. Nothing left. I couldn't fight back. Then everything went in vampire speed. I threw him down on the rug and climbed on top of him. The anger I hadn't gotten out before I got out on Jacob in a very pleasing way. To us both. I bit his lip lightly and he ripped my shirt of. I sat up on him and got my bra of and ripped his shirt of. I leaned back down and kissed his chest. My lips left a trail of aggressive kisses from his neck all the way down to his pants. I ripped his belt open and buttoned up his pants. I stood up quickly and ripped my pants of and sat back in top of him. Our lips meet and his hands were all over me. They went from my shoulders, down my back and down to my panties that he ripped off. I leaned back up and lead him to my entrance. He put his hands on my hips as I slowly slid down onto him. No pain. As he filled me up completely I placed my hands on his chest as I rocked back and forth, up and down. I was in total ecstasy. I wanted him more and more with every stroke. He pushed me down onto him harder and harder. He placed his hand behind my neck and kept the other on my hip. He let his head lean back on the rug as he moaned. His eyes were closed and mouth wide open. Seeing him enjoy me was so arousing. It pushed me over the edge. Again and again. I couldn't get enough. He was on top, under me, behind me, slow, fast, hard, soft. I don't know how long we spent on the floor but we ended up satisfied when the sun was down. We laid on the rug with a blanket over us and felt the heat from the fire.

"I've missed you.." he whispered and kissed me again.

"I've missed you too.." I smiled and kissed him back.

"I thought I lost you.." he whispered and cupped my face with one of his hands.

"You won't lose me that easy." I giggled to him and cuddled up closer to him. I placed my head on his chest and wrapped my arm around him. "I love you.."

"I love you more.." he whispered.

"Impossible." I said and kissed his chest.

"This can go on forever.." he quoted me and laughed.

"Sounds good.." I looked up at him.

"Sounds perfect.." he whispered and pulled me up for a kiss.

Feist - Fire in the water | Was totaly the song I had in my head when I wrote the.. intimate part ;)

BTW! I have been thinking about re writing some of the first chapters if that would be fine with you. The engagement maybe and some other stuff. Which means you will get a bit more stuff. Not less. So is that a terrible idea? I just feel like if I had written it now I would have written it another way. A yes or no to that? haha. Please leave comments about it.

(Update : I have now re-written some chapters. No big changes.)

Okay, I think this is one of the most risky things I have uploaded! But I think the fighting is really about love and protecting. Renesmee is so confused with the whole new mother feeling and wanting to protect her kids, which Jacob is to but he understand the imprinting in another way since he experienced it. He can't be mad beacuse he thinks of how it would have been if he couldn't meet Renesmee after she was born and he imprinted. Plus what's better than passionate making-up sex? LOL!

I want to keep the dramatic part to the story. I have read many many FanFiction's and I like those that stick to the story but still keeps drama going. Not the kind of.. everyday family life. Beacuse nothing is normal with their life. I personally don't want to read a story with you know like.. well everyday life. Them cleaning the house and just raising kids. I want to keep them young and fun. No offense to those who write the more everyday kind of FanFiction! Sorry if you take offense. I really don't mean to! I still read those FanFiction's and like them but I don't want MY FanFiction that way.

If you hate it, then please be kind! ^^

Hope you enjoyed! Lots and lots of love, m