I was walking around and carrying Anthony as I cleaned up the room. Sarah was downstairs with Jake.

"Mmmmmm.." Anthony said.

"Mmmmmm.." I mimicked him. He was so cute. It was like he was trying out words. I walked past a photo of my parents wedding and pointed at it. "There is grandpa and grandpa. Aren't they pretty?"

"Mmmmmm.." he answered.

"Hey babe..?" Jacob came into the room.

"Yes?"

"Sarah is hungry and I have no more bottles. I need your boobs." He smiled and pointed at me.

I rolled my eyes. "How could you live without them.." I smirked and handed him Anthony. I walked downstairs and got Sarah out of her chair and walked upstairs to the bedroom again. She refused to eat anywhere else but in bed. Jake was playing with Anthony on the floor and I sat down with Sarah in my lap and pulled up my shirt.

"Come here you greedy little girl." I whispered to her and smiled.

"She is like her mother." Jake mumbled to Anthony.

"I heard that…" I kept looking at Sarah and heard Jacob muffle a laugh. After a while she was full and fell asleep right away. "Wow.. You got what you wanted and now you just fall asleep? You are just like your dad." I teased Jake.

"I haven't had those all to myself for a while.." He mumbled and looked at my bare chest. I didn't need to look down to see that he was aroused, his face said it all. I pulled down my shirt and smiled at him.

"So the three hours we made love in the living room wasn't enough?"

"God you are torturing me.." he whispered and buried his face in his hands. I knew that was a couple of weeks ago but it felt like that time was almost like a fluke. I didn't feel ready for it again. I heard Anthony yawn and Jacob picked him up. "Bed."

"Let me say goodnight." I said and held my arms out. Jake handed him over. "Can I get a kiss?" I asked A.J and puckered up my lips. He did the same and I placed a kiss on his lips. "Thank you." I smiled and handed him back to Jacob.

"Should I take her too?" He looked at Sarah. I nodded and carefully handed her over. "I'll be back soon."

I cuddled up in the bed and pulled the covers up over my shoulders. I fell asleep really quick and was woken up a couple of hours later by Jake TRYING to be quiet and sneak out.

"Jacob?" I mumbled with a tired voice and sat up.

He froze and looked at me. "I'm sorry. Did I wake you up?"

"It's okay. What are you doing up?"

"Anthony is hungry.." he smiled.

"Oh I can feed him. You go back to sleep." I got out of bed and gave him a kiss. "Go back to bed."

"Are you sure?" he asked with tired eyes. He had been so good to me and been up every time one of the kids woke up.

"I'm sure." I smiled. "It's nice bonding time. And you deserve some sleep." I pushed him back in bed and smiled before I walked out of the room. I heard A.J fuss and ran with light steps and he was standing up in his crib and crying.

"Oh, baby I'm sorry!" I whispered and picked him up. "Mommy is here.. Shhhh." I kissed him until he stopped crying and sat down in the big comfy chair. "Are you hungry?"

"Mmmmm…." He mumbled and put his hand on my chest.

"Greedy huh?" I giggled and pulled up my shirt. I stroked his hair as he latched on and started to eat. His eyes were wide open and he looked frantic. I laughed at his expression. "You are so cute.." I kissed his little hand and he smiled next to my skin but never stopped eating. "Has daddy been taking care of you?" I whispered. He liked to be talked to all the time, even if he couldn't answer. "He has been really good to all of us hasn't he?" I said and heard Jacob walk into the room. "Why aren't you asleep?" I asked him.

"I couldn't relax.." he smiled.

"Well maybe you should try this." I pointed to Anthony. "It seems to calm him down." I winked.

"And you think I will be able to relax now?" he smirked.

"Daddy is jealous of you.." I whispered to Anthony.

Then he stopped sucking and opened his mouth with a smile… "DEEE!"

I looked at Jacob who was looking at Anthony in my arms. He ran up to us and hunched down beside us.

"What did you say?" I asked.

"DEEE!" he pointed to Jacob.

"YES!" I smiled and looked at Jacob who wasn't smiling. He just looked confused. "Why aren't you happy?"

"What is he saying?" he shrugged his shoulders.

I rolled my eyes. "Daddy. DEE is the last part of daddy!"

His eyes lit up and he smiled. "Daddy..?" he mumbled at me.

"Daddy!" I smiled back.

He looked down at A.J and stroked his cheek. "Deee." He smiled.

"Yes I'm your deee." Jacob chuckled. I handed him over to Jacob.

"He probably wants to be with daddy" I looked at Jacob standing there in the moonlight with our son in his arms. Anthony was smiling and reaching for Jake's face. He slowly bent his head down and A.J laughed while he gripped his nose. Jacob looked like he was watching a little miracle happen right in front of his eyes. I right away took the camera that was laying on the table next to me and took a picture of them. Alice had put cameras all over the house. "For moments you want to remember. They can sneak up on you." She said every time she put down a camera. And now I understood. Jake seemed like he didn't even notice I took a picture, his eyes were still locked on A.J.

"Deee?" Anthony said like he was asking for a reaction from Jacob.

"Daddy.." Jacob smiled.

"Deedee." Anthony smiled back. Jacob's face lit up even more. Then A.J turned his face to me and pointed. "MEE!"

It was like someone stabbed me in the heart. In a good way. The love rumbled around in me.

"Mommy." Jacob said.

"Momee." Anthony said. I wrapped my arms around them and kissed Anthony.

"Mommy.." I whispered to him. "Yes. I'm your mommy." I cried. Jacob laughed and kissed me. I walked over and picked up Sarah who had woken up and was looking at us. I kissed her face all over and walked back to Jake and A.J. We stood there with our children in our arms and looked at each other. After a while he bent down and kissed me. "I love you.." I mumbled to him.

"I love you more.." he whispered. "Thank you.." he leaned his forehead against mine.

CLICK.

We both looked over to the opening at the door where Alice was standing and taking a picture.

"They can sneak up on you." She smiled and took another picture. Jacob and I laughed and posed for another picture. With our beautiful children.

So a bit of a calm and loving chapter! Hope you liked it and please leave feedback of the chapter and what you want! :)

Lots of love, m