We had packed everything up and bought a house in a city close to Dartmouth. I was sitting on the floor in our bedroom and said one last goodbye to the room I loved the most. In this room I had lost my virginity, found out I was pregnant and gave birth. Those wonderful memories were engraved in the walls of the room. It was even harder to say goodbye to this place than it was to say goodbye to the one in Forks where I grew up.

"The car is ready, Ness." Jake said softly from the door. I looked at him and nodded.

"I will be right down." I whispered and he walked away. I didn't want to leave this.

I walked down to the car, Anthony and Sarah were already strapped in and Jake was waiting for me at the wheel. I got in the car and Jake drove away. We didn't say a word. I just looked at the house disappearing behind us. The drive to the airport wasn't long; it went by fast since I was thinking about other things. Just like our honeymoon; everything was ready and Jake took care of it all. We decided to get a private plane which made me happy. I didn't feel like sitting with strangers. My family was already waiting on the plane as we walked on board We greeted each other with love. Rosalie and Emmett played with the kids the whole flight there. I was too caught up in my thoughts while Jake was talking to his family on the phone. They had decided to come with us, since we were all a big family. My family offered to pay for everything but they refused. They would arrive about a month later. Better late than never!

I hadn't been happy since I talked to Lynn and everything had went down after it but my face held a big smile as we traveled to our new destination. Our new house looked just like our old one. I looked over at Alice and she was smiling. I ran up to her and hugged her.

"Thank you." I whispered. "How did you get time for this?"

"You are very welcome!" She beamed with pride. "I'll always have time for you."

I looked over at Jacob and he took my hand as we walked inside. Everything was just like our previous home. I really appreciated Alice doing all of this. And the fact that she did it in a month was very impressive. It wouldn'tbe hard, I thought as it already felt somewhat like home. When we looked at the living room I turned around to Jake and hugged him and he spun me around. Everything was the same, like nothing had happened and we were still in our same old house. Rosalie and Emmett came walking in with Sarah and A.J who, as soon as their little feet hit the ground, came running towards us. We picked them up right away and seeing them happy and taking all of this so well, made us just as happy. We spent the day getting settled in our new house and in getting the kids comfortable. Anthony demanded food, which we gave him, and Sarah demanded to breast feed, which I gave in too.

I had fallen asleep with her in my arms and woke up to Jacob getting her out of my grip.

"What are you doing?" I mumbled.

"Bed." He whispered and I let go of her and turned over to fall back asleep. I was successful but Jacob woke me up right away again.

"Hey babe." he mumbled against my skin as he kissed my shoulders. "The kids are sleeping…"

"I'm tired." I mumbled. That was the truth but the other half of it was that I still wasn't ready again. It had been five months since we had been intimate.

"Okay." he mumbled back and turned away from me and fell asleep.

I woke up by the light shining thorough the curtains. Maybe all things weren't the same.

I turned over and looked for Jacob. Nothing. I touched the print he had left on his side of the bed and it was still warm. He hadn't been gone for long. I got out of the bed and went into the bathroom where I found Jacob brushing his teeth. I wrapped my arms around him from behind and kissed his back.

"Good morning." I whispered against his skin.

"Good morning to you too." He chuckled and turned around when he finished brushing his teeth. "How are you today?" he whispered and kissed me.

"I'm fine. You weren't in bed." I pouted.

He smiled and cupped my face in his hands. "Sorry. But I have to go to work soon."

"Kiss me." I whispered and he almost looked surprised. "Kiss me." I whispered again and he gently pressed his lips against mine. Kissing Jacob is something I never got tired of and I always wanted more. But…

"I have to go to work." he mumbled against my lips and pulled me closer.

"Mhmm." I mumbled back and braided my fingers in his hair.

"I really have to go to work." he almost moaned as he kissed my neck.

"Yeah." I moaned and jumped up into his arms and wrapped my legs around his hips.

"The kids are still sleeping." he whispered and backed up against the sink and put me down on it.

"Oh really?" I giggled and let my fingers trace along his chin and down his chest.

"Mhmm." it was his time to mumble and he pulled me closer and took my shirt of. He kissed my neck as he pulled down my panties and I leaned against the wall. I could barely breathe; my body was hungry for him. I pulled him closer to me and he pulled his boxers down. Just when I was about to get everything I wanted Sarah started to cry. We froze with our lips together and he leaned his forehead against mine.

"God…" He sighed. "It was five months since we did it and she has to cry right now…" he slowly pulled away and I held back a laugh.

"Later." I whispered and kissed his neck before I jumped down and walked to Sarah's room. She was standing up and her hands reached for me as soon as she saw me.

"Hello my little pretty girl." I smiled and picked her up. "What's the matter?"

"Hurts." she cried and wrapped her hands around her throat.

"Oh!" I mumbled and looked at her for a second longer before I walked back to our bedroom to Jake with her in my arms.

"What?" He asked when I looked at him with Sarah crying in my arms.

"Hurts!" she cried to him and rubbed her throat.

"Oh!" he said as he walked up to us. "Hurts?" he asked her and stroked her back.

"Mmmm." she cried and rubbed the tears out of her eyes. I looked at Jacob as we both were thinking of what to do.

"We have to..."

"I know.. I will go and get it." He nodded and kissed me and Sarah. "I will be back soon and I will make the hurt stop. Okay?" he waited for her to respond.

"Okay." she mumbled and cuddled up against my shoulder.

"Hurry." I kissed him good bye before he ran downstairs and out of the house. "He will be back soon. We will make it stop." I whispered to her as she showed me Jacob running away.

"ME!" I heard from the nursery and walked to him. "MEE!" Anthony smiled when he saw me but when he saw Sarah cry he looked sad. "Rii!" he pointed at her. Rii was his nickname for her.

"Yes. Rii is sad." I picked him up and he hugged Sarah. "Let's go down and wait for daddy." I kissed his hair and we all walked down. I put Anthony down on the rug that Alice had brought. All the furniture were the same as we had in the old house.

"Mommy." Sarah said with a quiet, sad voice. "Why does it hurt?"

Oh God! Could I explain to her? Should I? This is a decision I should make with Jacob, right? Could her little head take in all the facts? Vampires, werewolves, thirst, hunting?

"I'm thirsty?" she asked with big eyes. Oh crap. I showed her everything.

"Yes sweetie you are thirsty." I looked right at her and sighed. The burning pain hit me when she showed me how she felt.

"Is that thirst?" she asked.

I nodded and swallowed down a burning ball of thirst that I had gotten. "Yes."

"Thirst?" Anthony asked and stopped playing with his toy. Oh God! This constant reminder of thirst was killing me.

"Yes honey. I will explain some other time." I said quickly and heard my father running up to the house and the next second he was by my side and I felt a wonderful smell. Blood. I saw Sarah's face turn from confusion and pain to excitement and curiosity over the strong feelings she had for this new smell.

"Human?" I asked.

My dad nodded and handed me the bottle. Cute. Blood in a baby bottle. I walked over to the couch and held her head back slightly and looked deep into her eyes.

"Sarah this will end the pain, okay?" I said with a gentle voice. She just had a light smile on her lips and held her hands out for the bottle. "When you taste this, it might feel overwhelming. But it's okay to feel that. But you can't drink from humans. Okay?" I hesitated and looked at my dad.

"It's okay." he whispered. "She understands."

I nodded and held the bottle for her as she slurped it all down. I gasped when she showed me how it felt. The taste. I leaned my head back and closed my eyes as the burning took over. God she is lucky.

My thoughts were interrupted when Jake ran inside the house. I snapped out of it and looked at him, he looked worried.

"Everything is fine." My dad assured him. Jake took a few steps closer to us and looked at dad. "She understands."

Jake let out a light smile. "Really?"

"Completely." my dad smiled and wrapped his arm around Jake. WOOH!

"So many surprises.." I whispered to Sarah as she finished the bottle and gave it a strange look.

"Empty." She pouted.

"Is she full?" I asked dad.

"You can't ever really get enough of it but yeah… she is satisfied." He smirked and let go of Jacob.

Jacob sat down beside us and looked at Sarah. "Hurt?" he asked her. He was so cute when he would give in to their little 'baby talk'.

Sarah giggled and shook her head. "NO!" she smiled and held her hands out to Jake. I handed her over and picked up Anthony who was observing us.

"Ok?" he asked. He must have been a bit worried.

"Everything is okay now." I smiled and kissed his cheek. "It's great." I tickled him. None of us could hold back a laugh when we heard A.J's hysterical laughter.

"TICKLE!" he laughed. I looked over at Jacob and leaned my head against his shoulder.

"Tickle." I whispered and stuck my hand to his stomach and tickled him. He lightly jumped up but kept a firm grip on Sarah. I looked at dad who was smiling at us.

Thank you.

"You are welcome." He smiled and started to walk out.

"Wait." Jacob said and looked up at dad. I could tell he was saying something to dad through his mind. I heard my dad let out a chuckle and he walked up to us. Jacob handed Sarah over and then dad held one arm out to me and Anthony. I gave a quick glance at Jake but he just nodded. I shrugged and handed him over to dad. One baby on each hip with his arm wrapped around them. He was really a great grandfather. And father.

"Thank you." he smiled and walked out of the house. On the way he smiled at them as they talked and played with his hair. I smiled as I watched them walk away and closed the door. Then Jacob wrapped his arms around my stomach from behind. He pulled me closer and nuzzled his head into my neck and started to kiss and nibble at it.

"Mommy and daddy time." he moaned.

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