So…. The drama is arrived! Muhahahah and btw this is a Rob/Rae chappie all the way lol
I wish I owned them but I assume I don't so….get on and read
I stood up slowly, only to have the other four turn to me.
"Where you going, Rae," BB asked searching my eyes. I instantly blurted out the first excuse that came to mind.
"Bathroom," I mumbled. I walked toward the elevator, totally consumed in my thoughts. When I reached Robin's door, I didn't bother to knock. I created a portal and stepped through the door, into my leader's room. He was facing the opposite wall and fist clenched at his sides. I leaned up against the wall, arms crossed, beside the door.
"Raven," he started. Of course, when he starts like that, I'm in trouble. "Do you not think this…affair with Beast Boy is moving too fast?" Not really the direction I was hoping for, but I'll take what I got.
"Technically, it's not moving too fast. We have known each other for a considerably large amount of time. It's natural," I said listening to knowledge. Robin turned to face me and I saw the tense set of his jaw.
"I don't want a smart ass response, Raven. I am being all too serious. Besides, when did you even start liking Beast Boy," he said, voice rising. I looked away from his face and bit my lip.
"Robin, I have always had a…crush on BB. When he asked me out, I couldn't say no…. I didn't want to," I said turning back to face him. Robin clenched and unclenched his fist.
"Last night, on the roof, it sure didn't feel like you liked him," he said taking a few steps toward me. I glared at him and, if looks could kill, he would be dead.
"I thought that didn't matter," I spat. I knew my eyes were glowing, but Robin seemed not to care as he took a step forward.
"I never said it didn't matter, Raven. I just said it can't happen again," he said reaching me. He was directly in front of me and I threw my hands up at him.
"What is that supposed to mean, Robin? Damn, I don't like being confused," I whispered harshly. He reached up and traced my cheek, making me freeze.
"It means that, it can't happen again, not now," he whispered following his hand. I shivered under his gloveless hand and he smiled. "Raven, just because it can't happen, just because I can't kiss you or you me, doesn't mean I don't want to." I searched his mask. I attentively reached up and traced his mask. I grabbed the edge and looked at him for permission. He nodded slightly and I peeled back the fabric. I looked at it in my hands, before Robin grabbed my chin forcing me to look up. Violet eyes met deep blue eyes. His eyes were dark, almost black, and framed by eyelashes any girl would kill for. I smiled and traced his face, now completely bare.
"Beautiful," I whispered tracing the line that marked his mask. He brought his hand up to hold mine to his.
"I have one thing to ask in return," he said watching my eyes.
"What," I asked bringing my hands to rest on his shoulder.
"Kiss me," he whispered. I was shocked thoroughly as he pushed me against the wall. His waist hard on mine, he wrapped my legs around his waist. I watched the lust raging in his eyes. I also saw another emotion that I had yet to place. "Kiss me." It wasn't an order, or really a question. It was just a want, a want that I wanted too. I nodded and he brought his lips to mine. When our lips touched, my control slipped. I pulled him to me harshly by his hair as his hands massaged my waist. I felt him slowly slip his tongue in my mouth, emitting a moan from both of us. He walked backwards until he hit the bed, pulling me with him. He pulled the ribbon from my hair as he flipped us. He was in the middle of my knees as he bent up to look at me. He traced my face.
"So beautiful," he said causing me to blush. He brought his lips back to mine, not harshly, but soft and gentle. Our tongues battled as ten minutes passed. He would lean up just enough for breath before kissing or sucking my neck. After twenty minutes, I heard someone coming down the hall.
"Raven, Rob, man where yall at," I heard Cyborg scream. I froze, as did Robin, and we looked at each other. I handed him his mask but he took it and slid it into my back pocket. He got up off of me and went to the dresser. He pulled out a replacement and I sat up. I stood, about to create a portal when he grabbed my hand. He pulled me into another sweet kiss before leaning and kissing my forehead.
"Later," he promised. I nodded before simply creating a portal. I stepped through just in time for Cyborg to knock on Robin's door. When I reached my room, I traced my lips. The sensation, the fire, burning though me was still there. I clutched his mask to my chest as I fell onto the bed, into a deep sleep.
"Raven," I heard far off. I mumbled something but my name was shouted again. I opened my eyes and cursed whoever was at the door.
"What," I asked harshly sitting up.
"Hey, it's me. Dinner's ready," I heard Cyborg say. I sat up rubbing my head, only to find Robin's mask was still clutched tightly in my hand.
"I'm not coming to dinner tonight," I said standing up stretching. I couldn't face Robin after what had happened only hours earlier. I heard Cyborg press buttons and I barely had time to slip the mask in my pocket before he came in. He didn't look at my surroundings as he came to stand in front of me.
"Raven, is every thing alright? You didn't come back after you left for the bathroom and we were worried. BB said you were probably meditating and for us not to bother you," Cyborg said wearily as we took a seat on my bed. I nodded and grabbed my brush from the tableside. I also went into the closet to change into a fresh leotard and cape.
"Yeah, I needed to meditate after showing and expressing emotion so much today. I fell asleep maybe an hour or so ago and now I'm just not real hungry. I just want some tea," I said pulling my hair up high on my head. Cyborg jumped up and grabbed my hand.
"Great, you can have your tea at the table while we eat," he said pulling me out the door.
"What? No, that's not what I," but I never got to finish as he pulled me helplessly into the elevator. When we reached the kitchen/ living room doors, I took a deep breath before walking through.
"Oh, glorious, Cyborg you were successful at doing the drugging of Raven to our table," Starfire said as I sat down at the table.
"It's dragging, not drugging Star," I mumbled unable to face her for feel of guilt. I was watching the table intensely when a cup of fresh tea was sat in front of me. I looked up into the dark green eyes of Beat Boy and smiled.
"Thank you," I said kissing his cheek. I felt a slip in the bond, meaning Robin was attempting to reach me. I sighed and opened it up fully.
"Yes, can I help you, Master," I teased as the others were talking amongst themselves.
"Do you have to be so evil to me? I really don't want to see the kissing and all that. I saw enough of that in the elevator," Robin said and I felt the mental wince as the memory played out in his mind.
"Well, Boy Blunder, you do realize that I have absolutely no idea why I shouldn't. I have no idea why you asked me to kiss you earlier or why you showed me your eyes. Has Starfire even seen them," I asked almost throwing in there that that was his real girlfriend. He sighed mentally and I smiled.
"No, she hasn't and I don't think I want her to. Raven, I don't know why I want you to know these things about me. I just do. I have never wanted to reveal myself to anyone like I do you. I have never wanted anyone's touch like I want yours. I have never wanted anyone like I do you. Raven, I honestly can say what happened earlier was the best thing that has ever happened to me. It made me so happy, and so… complete. I don't know what this is, but I know that I want it so bad," he finished. I had frozen by then and I heard everyone at the table, minus Robin, calling my name. My thoughts were a jumble of emotions that ranged from anger to confusion to understanding.
"Rob…Robin, I want this too…. More then anything," I said as I turned my head to face him. Our eyes locked, even through the mask, and we stared at each other for a minute.
"Raven," he started. I shook my head and stood up cutting him off.
"Not while you're with her," I said in his mind before turning to walk away.
"Raven, just wait a minute," he started coming after me. I turned just in time to come face to face with his chest. I shivered and backed up until my back was against the wall. I shook my head.
"No, Robin. I'm not doing this anymore. I'm not going to be in pain because of your damn confusing actions. Maybe you should figure out your thoughts and find reasons behind what you do. Then, maybe things can change," I said before teleporting to the roof. Where I watched the sunset in a small sprinkle of rain mixed with the tears. I attempted to block Robin from the bond and go into a simple meditation. As I chanted my mantra, I had almost reached the point of peace, when the alarm went off. I heard Robin come over the loud speaker on our communicator.
"It's Red X. Meet in the common's room for further information." I sighed as I teleported through the floors and walls to get into the room. When I got there, Beast Boy and Jinx were in a heated discussion, and Starfire was attempting to talk to Robin. Cyborg was just walking through the doors as I came to rest on the couch. When Robin turned, his eyes immediately fell on me. Hidden in the solace of my hood, I averted my eyes. I heard him sigh under his breath before turning to the rest, trying to quiet them down.
"Guys, come on we don't have the time. X is in the midst of robbing the museum. Can we go now," he said and he sounded tired. Everyone nodded and we took to the skies. Starfire grabbed Robin, BB grabbed Cyborg, and Jinx and I flew separate. I flew behind the others, my thoughts hurtling in different directions. It didn't take us long to reach our destination. We settled in the parking lot, and Robin gave orders.
"Ok, I want Starfire and Jinx, to search the roof and keep watch in case he exits. Cyborg, go see if you can get anything on the security cameras. Beast Boy, I want you to search the first floor. Since the second floor is the biggest Raven and I will take it and split the premises. Any questions," he asked. When no one answered, he said "Titans Go!" Starfire and Jinx flew while the rest of us walked quietly through the doors. Cyborg headed left and BB, after giving me a longing look, went right. I gathered up my magic and took Robin and myself through the roof. When we came to the second floor, I immediately went left, toward the Egyptian exhibit.
"Raven," Robin said and I froze. I didn't turn as I replied.
"What," I asked in my usual unemotional tone. I felt rather then heard Robin come to stand behind me.
"Please, talk to me," he said laying a hand on my shoulder. I flinched and gave a humorless laugh.
"I have nothing to say," I said before jerking out of his handhold. I silently floated forward, hovering an inch off the ground. I listened intently to my surrounding, searching for a heart beat, slight breathing, any auras. I went through four exhibits without feeling anything and when I reached my fifth one, I sat on a bench to rest my senses. When I closed my eyes to chant my mantra, Robin's face appeared in my vision.
"Oh Robin," I thought to myself. "What am I going to do? I love you more then anything, and yet you don't know if you love me or not. You're confused and yet, you kissed me and held me so close. If only I could tell you of my true feelings, if only…" My train of thought was cut short by the sound of footsteps.
"Well, well, well, if it isn't, my little bird," I heard X say in his voice. "Hey, are you crying?" I jerked my gaze towards him and reached up with my hand to find I had been crying. I angrily wiped them away as I stood up and my hands incased in black.
"Why don't you ever come out when someone is looking for you," I growled. X took a few steps back and raised his hands in surrender. He threw his bags of jewelry and everything in the floor.
"I don't want to fight you, Raven. I want to talk," he said calmly kicking me the bag. I raised one eyebrow and laughed humorlessly.
"Yeah right, and what do you want to talk about," I said lowering my hands slightly.
"I want to know why you're crying. It must take a lot to hurt you," he said taking a step forward. I sighed and dropped my hands completely sighing.
"It usually does," I said falling back on my bench. X walked calmly to sit beside me on the bench. We sat in silence for a while before he spoke.
"So, what happened," he asked searching my eyes. I turned my eyes from his and blinked back tears.
"Why do you care," I asked and he chuckled. He reached around and brushed the hair back from my face. I froze and looked at him for a minute before realizing that he was still holding my cheek.
"I care because… I care about you. Something about seeing the beautiful, strong willed woman cry cuts me deep. I don't want you to cry, because when you cry, I know it's bad, I know it's painful and I can't ignore that," he said almost in a whisper. I watched him for some source that he was lying to me, but all I sensed was concern. Can I trust him?
Do you want X in this or not it's your choice my pretty lol