Renesmee POV

I woke up that morning by Sarah and Anthony jumping up and down on bed.

"WAKE!" Anthony demanded and sat down on Jacob's chest.

"Mmmm..." Jacob mumbled and laid down A.J beside him. He easily got out of his grip and put his hands on my cheeks.

"WAKE!" he now pleaded.

"I'm awake." I smiled and pulled him closer for a peck.

"You look beautiful when you sleep." Sarah smiled and appeared behind A.J. My heart melted by her words.

"Thank you sweetie." I said and pulled her in for a hug. "Now why are you guys so happy?" I smiled.

"Friends are here!" Sarah smiled.

"What? Who?"

"Nahuel and Huilen." Sarah said and uttered the words perfectly.

"OH!" I squeaked and kissed them before I ran downstairs.

"Renesmee." I heard Nahuel's beautiful voice say. I looked to my left and saw him. Wow.

My dad chuckled and I shot him a look that made him stop.

"NAHUEL!" I shouted and ran up to him for a hug. "I HAVE MISSED YOU!" I murmured into his neck.

"And I you." He smiled and put his hands on my shoulder as I took a step back. "Can't believe you are a mom."

"Thank you." I mumbled and felt my cheeks warm up. To hide it I looked back and saw Anthony and Sarah standing at the bottom of the stairs. "Come here!" I said and hunched down with open arms. They both ran up me and I wrapped my arms around them. I proudly picked them up and Nahuel smiled at them.

"Hello. I'm Nahuel. A friend of your mom's." He smiled.

"Hello." They both said happily and Sarah showed me that something felt different about him but similar at the same time.

"He is like me." I said to her. "Half vampire, half human."

"Oh." She whispered and looked back at him. "Are you special like my mom?"

"No one is as special as your mom." Nahuel smiled and Huilen looked over his shoulder at the kids.

"Except for you." Jacob said to Sarah and wrapped his arms around us.

"Hello, Jacob." Nahuel mumbled a bit and they gave each other an intense look.

"Hello." Jacob said cold and an awkward silence came along.

"Pancakes?" Anthony whispered.

"Could you?" I gave Jacob my sweetest smile and he took A.J.

"So pancakes huh?" Jacob said to Anthony as they walked into the kitchen.

"Should we go out for a walk?" Nahuel asked and gestured towards the door.

"Sure." I smiled and handed Sarah over to my mom. "I will be back soon." I whispered to her and kissed her cheek.

We walked outside slowly towards the woods and walked along a trail in between the trees.

"So how have you been?" he asked.

"Great." I said and ran my fingers through my hair. "You?"

"I have been alright." He murmured.

"That doesn't sound too good."

"Well…to be honest." he said and stopped. "Life since I meet you has been strange."

"What do you mean?" I asked, genuinely confused. He took one step closer to me.

"You can't say you have never felt this." He said and put my hand on his chest so I felt his fast beating heart.

"Oh." I mumbled and took my hand away. "Nahuel, I'm sorry but I don't feel the same way." I murmured and looked down. "We have been over this."

"All I want to do is to ask for another chance."

I looked up and hesitated to answer. Because I knew my answer and I knew it would hurt him.

"No."

"Renesmee." He pleaded.

"I belong to Jacob." I said and crossed my arms. "And we have been over this."

"That was before you even… 'grew up'."

"It was one year before I married Jacob." I rolled my eyes.

"But you can't tell me you didn't feel anything when we kissed." He whispered. In a surprise I looked up at him.

"Was this why you came here?"

"No. I will protect you no matter what. I would never want to hurt you." He whispered and leaned down to me.

"Then don't." I said and stepped back once more. "I love Jacob." I started walking back to the house. "And you kissed me." I hissed before I emerged from the trees.

Jacob POV

I warmed up some pancakes as Renesmee and that Nahuel guy went outside. I have to admit…it made me very uncomfortable. Just the way he looked at her…it made me think of how I looked at her.

"Here you go big guy." I said and put down a plate of pancakes for Anthony.

"THANK YOU!" He smiled and started to dig in. I sat down on the chair beside him to keep him company. And honestly to keep myself from punching that guy out there.

"You don't like him?" Sarah came inside the room and sat down at the table.

"He is nice." I lied.

"Mommy likes him." She said and looked confused at me. Like 'How can they think different? They are married.'

"He is okay." I said and wiped some jam from Anthony's chin. As I got it all away my eyes caught something shining around his neck. "What is this?" I asked and held the little silver necklace in my hand.

"Mommy gave it to us." He smiled.

I read the little inscription on it and it made me think of that night when Renesmee herself was young and I first said those words to her. She had trouble falling asleep and I crawled in bed with her. After a while she convinced me to sing to her and she quickly fell asleep. Just as my eyes were getting heavy and were about to close her little voice woke me up.

"Jacob?" she murmured.

"Yeah?"

"You would never leave me right?"

"No. Never." I said and looked down at her head laying on my arm. "Why would you think that?"

"I don't. I just wanted you to say it." She smiled. "To make sure."

I lightly chuckled. "Well you don't ever need to worry about that."

"I will never leave you either. You are my best friend." She murmured and cuddled up closer to me.

"And you are mine." I smiled and watched her little pale lavender eyelids shut. "Que Qquowle." I whispered and we fell asleep.

"Daddy?" Anthony's little voice brought me out of my memories and back to now.

"Yeah?"

"More." He smiled and pushed the plate towards me.

"More." I smiled back and went to get some more for him.

I heard Renesmee come back inside and she walked straight into the kitchen.

"Hey." She smiled and wrapped her arms around me.

"Hello beautiful." I smirked and kissed her.

"DAD." Anthony pouted.

"Wait." I laughed and put the plate down in front of him. "Happy?" I asked.

"Happy." He nodded and took a bite.

I turned around and Ness looked a bit sad. "Are you alright?"

"No." she whispered and I saw tears coming as she started walking away. I followed her up to our room and closed the door behind us.

"What is wrong?" I asked and wrapped my arms around her.

"There is something I have never told you." She whispered.

"What is it?" I asked as the concern grew.

"A year before we got married Nahuel kissed me." She cried and buried her face in my chest.

I let out a light chuckle and hugged her tighter. "I know." I said and kissed the top of her head.

She quickly stopped crying and looked up at me. "W-what?"

"Your dad told me." I said and wiped her tears away. "Right after you came home."

"And you aren't mad?" she whispered.

I laughed lightly and hugged her again. "No."

"Oh god." She murmured and exhaled. "I was so scared." She finally chuckled. And then it hit me.

"Wait." I said and pulled her back. "Why are you telling me this now?"

"Well..." She looked down and played with her hands. "…he kind of reminded me."

I gave her my 'you are not telling me everything' look. "Renesmee."

"He asked for a second chance." She said quickly like she was ripping of a band aid.

"He what?" I hissed and let go of her. My eyes instinctively looked out the window where I saw him walking on the field. I glanced at Renesmee and walked away with a growl.

"JACOB!" Renesmee pleaded.

Before anyone could stop me I stomped outside and saw the fear in Nahuel's face.

"YOU…." I growled and pushed him down on the ground. The next second someone was holding me back.

"Jacob calm down!" Edward hissed.

"YOU CAME HERE TO RUIN A FAMILY?" I yelled at Nahuel. "I WILL KILL YOU!"

"JACOB!" Bella yelled and looked into my eyes and pushed me back by the shoulders. "Don't."

"I will kill him." I hissed to her. "He will die."

I felt like I was getting out all my frustration and anger from the last couple of days.

"Not like this." Edward growled and pulled me back. I created big marks in the grass as I tried to resist. Bella ran up to Nahuel who was still lying on the ground.

Emmett and Edward put me down on the steps to the porch and I felt Jasper calm me down.

"Give me one good reason to NOT rip his head off." I growled.

"I have a couple." Alice's stern voice surprised me as she walked up towards me. "One, Benjamin and Tia will soon be here. Two, we have more important things to worry about. Three."

"OKAY OKAY!" I interrupted her and tried to calm down. "I will act nice for the guests." I snarled and walked inside. All of the vampires stared at me. "WHAT?"

They all shook their heads and I rolled my eyes. How could he think of coming here in such a bad time and do something like that? He was here to help us. Our children.

Renesmee POV – later that day.

Nahuel stayed out of the way as Benjamin and Tia arrived. They were just as baffled about Sarah's gift as all of us were. Sarah greatly enjoyed Benjamin's gift and they both played around in the leaves for a while outside. Jacob had finally calmed down but was still a bit on the edge. But if anything could relax or soften him up it was seeing our children happy.

We were all gathered in the living room and the chatter of everyone didn't really register as we stood in front of a window and watched Sarah, A.J and Benjamin play outside. Jacob had his arms around me from behind and leaned his chin on the top of my head.

"They are amazing." Jacob murmured.

"Yes they are." I said and placed my hands on his. My dad started playing a song on the piano and we turned around to interact with everyone and not be boring all alone.

My mom was standing leaning against the piano and I could really see her eyes sparkle as dad played her song. We all stayed silent and admired the love between them. I looked around the room and saw pretty much everyone divided into couples. Something I was very blessed with was good role models for true love. Rosalie was sitting in Emmett's lap on the couch, Alice and Jasper were standing in the corner with their arms wrapped around each other and Carlisle and Esme were standing behind the couch hand in hand.

When my dad finished playing we all lightly clapped and mom sat down beside him at the piano and kissed.

I dramatically cleared my throat and everyone giggled. My parents stopped kissing and rolled their eyes at me.

"Well at least you weren't almost thrown out of Dartmouth because you were 'too loud'." Emmett chuckled.

"What?" I asked confused as everyone looked at him. My dad sighed and put his face in his hands.

"Rose and I were being a little too loud one night and got some complaints." Emmett smirked and Rosalie giggled.

"Wow... Just…wow." I whispered to Jacob and shook my head.

"You know what we should do?" Emmett said.

"Do we really want to hear this?" mom sighed and Emmett laughed.

"What about a good old Cullen baseball game?" he smirked.

We all looked at each other and for the first time Emmett actually had a good idea. The game was a great way to think of something else and Sarah and Anthony enjoyed seeing everyone playing. I tried to stay with them but couldn't stay out of the game. For the first time I kicked Emmett's butt and I just had to gloat in that moment.

"Don't feel emasculated because a half human girl kicked your butt Emmett!" Jacob grinned.

"That was all luck! Sarah probably helped you out!" he frowned and threw his bat into the forest.

"Sarah is sleeping." I mumbled as we all tried to hold ourselves from laughing. Emmett looked around at us all and tried to think of something to say.

"Now, now Emmett." Carlisle said and put an arm around him. "You have won so many times before."

"That's right." Emmett grinned.

I rolled my eyes and hugged Jacob. "So..." I murmured in his ear. "What should we do for our last night?" I of course don't know if it would be but it could be interpreted in different ways.

Neko Case- I wish I was the moon

"I have an idea." He smirked and took my hand as he lead us towards the forest.

"Where are we going?" I chuckled as we walked through the thick woods. All I could hear was leaves, branches and water around us.

"You will see." He smirked.

"When? This is taking forever."

"Now." He smiled and parted the bushes in front of us.

It was a little lake surrounded by trees and the moonlight hit the surface perfectly. The water was dark and I could finally hear the wind going around the lake and through the trees. I lightly smiled to him and we slowly walked up to the lake. The grass was slightly wet and felt great against my tired feet. Jacob put his hand on my shoulder as I looked up at the moon. It was so beautiful. Blinding.

"When did you find this?" I murmured.

"I took a little run." He whispered and kissed my shoulder. The serene feeling was replaced by that warm wave rushing through my body. I slowly turned my face and saw him looking at me. His eyes looked just like the lake. Dark, beautiful and perfect as the moonlight reflected in his eyes. With one hand I caressed his cheek and pulled his lips towards mine. The kiss was unlike any other we had shared so far. We had nothing to lose now. But at the same time we had everything to lose.

He placed his hand in the curve of my back and pulled me closer to him as I braided my fingers in his hair. I threw my head back with a moan and he kissed my neck. With my legs wrapped around his hips and my hands around his shoulders he slowly started undressing me. Button by button he got my shirt of and threw it on the ground. I ripped his shirt off and when he let me back on the ground I took of my own pants and he did the same.

"First in wins." I quoted him from our honeymoon and jumped right in. He jumped in right by my side and pulled us down further. As the water swirled around us we got back to the surface.

With light chuckles we wrapped our arms around each other and kissed. Everything felt so great. I pushed back his hair and kissed his nose.

"You are so beautiful." He murmured.

"You are not too bad yourself." I smiled and kissed him. He grabbed my hips and I moved with him as I slid down on him. The water moved with us as we enjoyed ourselves in the water. With my hands on his cheeks we murmured to each other how good it felt.

Our lovesick muttering turned into grunts and moans. Taking this time to ourselves made me feel both bad and euphoric. This might be the last time I will ever kiss these lips, I thought and dragged my thumb across his lower lip. His eyes closed and loud moans escaping his lips made my body start to shiver. Not from the cold water but from the man I had with me. The one I loved more than life itself. The one I was born for. The one I birthed for.

"I love you." He murmured through his moans and it pushed me over the edge. My body twisted in spasms and I felt him pull me harder to reach the peak himself.

"I love you too." I murmured back to him as we stayed still in the water, arms still wrapped around each other. We caught our breath for a few seconds and just looked at each other. Took in every second we could. Maybe the last ones.

When we got back to the house Jacob kissed my forehead and said he had to do something before he could go to bed. As tired as I was I decided to go on without him. Having a huge bed with the kids isn't exactly anything bad anyway.

Jacob POV

Leaving my kids with anyone else but Renesmee wouldn't be easy. Leaving them at all wouldn't be easy. I never imagined having such a wonderful life and the thought of losing it all made my heart ache. Before I even saw Bella when she came back to Forks it was like I could feel it. Something amazing was about to come into my life. I just never imagined it would be her daughter…and having Bella as the grandmother to my kids wasn't something I had planned on I have to say.

"We need to talk." I said to Seth who was sitting on a rock outside, admiring the moon.

"What's up?"

"It's about tomorrow." I muttered and sat down beside him.

"What about tomorrow?"

I took a deep breath and pushed it out. "I know you can take care of them."

"Jake?" he looked at me with puppy eyes. God I hope he isn't gonna cry.

"Here." I said and handed him a key.

"Where does this go?" he asked and watched the little link to their survival shined in his hand.

"At our old house, behind the big rock in the backyard." I murmured. "…dig in the ground and you will find it. It's all I have to leave them."

"Jake..?"

"Just…" I interrupted him and stood up. "Promise to do it."

"I promise." Seth almost whispered.

"Thank you." I said and gave him a pat on the back. "And one more thing." I pulled him straight up in a quick movement and grabbed his arms.

"Jake?" he said once more with this time with fear.

"Just listen." I looked deep into his eyes and almost wanted to shoot the thought into his head. "Life for you is never going to be safe again. As long as The Volturi live, you are in danger."

"And...?"

"You are aware of what you are getting into aren't you?"

"Yes." He said and I let go. "Jacob, you don't need to worry. I will give my life for both of them." He assured me and I could tell he was sincere.

"When the time comes." I mumbled.

"I know what to do." He interrupted me.

Renesmee POV - next morning

It had been hard to sleep through the night and I almost felt relieved when morning came, even though I knew what was to come. I slowly turned over with the hope that the last time had been a bad dream. With both happiness and sadness I saw Jacob looking at me as our kids had their arms wrapped around each other in the middle of us. He smiled lightly at me and I felt like I could see into his soul. His eyes were dark and I could tell his guard was down.

"You are so beautiful." He murmured and placed his hand on the side of my hip.

"I love you." I whispered and caressed his cheek. "...and you too." I smiled and woke the kids up by sliding my fingers across their foreheads lightly.

"Mommy." Sarah whined and hugged A.J tighter. It felt like someone stabbed me in the heart. I would miss them so much. But at least they had each other.

"We have to wake up now." I mumbled and placed kisses on their faces. "Come on."

"Big day?" A.J asked with tired eyes.

"Big day." I whispered and held back tears.

"Can I have pancakes?" he asked with a smile and sat up.

"Anything you want big guy." Jacob chuckled and rubbed his back. So happy with the answer Jacob gave him he flew up and wrapped his arms around Jake.

"Now?" he smiled and Jacob chuckled.

"Sure" Jacob smiled and got out of bed with A.J in his arms. "Coming with us?" he held his hand out to Sarah.

"I can go myself." She pouted and crawled out of bed and her little feet clapped against the floor with light steps.

"Like her mother." He smirked and walked out of the room.

I sat up in the bed and pulled my legs to my chest and rested my head on them. Only when Jacob had left the room I realized he had slept in his clothes for today. He really was ready.

"Are you okay?" my mom asked from the door opening. No matter how vampire she was I could always tell when she was worried about me.

"I'm fine." I insisted and got out of bed with heavy steps. It felt like my stomach was starting to turn and I leaned against the table. "Could you… uh… help Jacob with the kids?" I asked.

"Sure." She mumbled and walked away.

I rubbed my hands against my face and tried to wake up. It felt like I was a zombie. Just moving without emotions. How can you ever be ready for a day like this?

"Pull yourself together." I hissed quietly to myself and stood up straight. Just get dressed, I told myself. Get dressed, go downstairs and maybe the hardest part of all…smile.

Determined I walked over to my dresser and threw some clothes on the bed before I put them on. I had no energy to care what it was or how I looked.

"Ness?" I heard my dad say from downstairs. Okay good. Now I have a reason to go down.

"What's wrong?" I asked when I walked into the kitchen. Only my parents, kids and Jacob were there.

"Nothing is wrong. I just wanted to help you." He smiled but it never reached the eyes.

Thank you.

"Don't worry." He said and put some pancakes on the kids plates. To my surprise Sarah smiled and took a big bite. She usually (just like me) just liked meat.

"Is it good sweetie?" I asked and ran my fingers through her hair.

"Yes. I like this." She smiled.

"How about you buddy?" Jacob hunched down next to A.J's chair and placed his hand on A.J's back.

"GOOD!" he smiled with a mouth full of pancake.

"DON'T TALK WITH YOUR MOUTH FULL!" Sarah pouted and put her hand over A.J's mouth. "Rude." She muttered and took another bite.

We couldn't help it and we laughed.

"We should get ready." My dad said and placed his hand on the small of my moms back.

She nodded. "I will go and put everything in the basement." She said and ran away.

My dad looked out the window where I saw Sam in wolf form. "Sam wonders what form you are going out in."

"Human to start." Jacob said to dad as he walked out to tell Sam. "Is Seth ready?" Jacob mumbled to me as dad closed the door behind him.

"I don't know." I mumbled back. It felt good to know that we both knew what was to come. I wasn't alone.

"I'm full." Sarah muttered and rubbed her belly.

"I have!" A.J said in an intense way and grabbed her plate to start eating her left overs.

"Just like dad." I whispered and looked at Jacob.

"Always." Jacob whispered back and walked up to me. "We should talk alone before we go out."

I nodded and placed my hand on his chest. "Yeah."

"Is Sarah done?" my mom asked as she entered the room.

"All done?" Jacob asked Sarah and when she nodded he picked her up. "Are you ready to help?"

"Ready." She said with more passion I thought that little body could ever muster up.

"Here." My mom smiled and Jacob handed her over. "Come out when A.J is done?"

"Actually…could you take him? We need some time alone." I said.

"Of course." My mom went right over to take him with her. "Come here." She smiled and picked A.J up.

"Going out?" he smiled.

"Yes. To the others." I heard her say as they walked out.

Everything went silent and Jacob and I looked at each other. Someone could cut the tension with a knife. He slowly took my hand and played with my wedding ring. I admired his beauty as he smiled.

"What?" I asked with a soft voice.

"If we don't…" he started but I knew he couldn't utter the words. But I understood. If we don't survive is what he wanted to say. He took a deep breath and continued. "…promise something?"

"Anything." I murmured and he leaned his forehead against mine.

"No matter where we are. If it's here or in another life. If it's here or in heaven." He cupped my face in his hand and I felt his hot breath swirl around my face. "Que Quowle.." he whispered.

"Forever." I mumbled and kissed him. My fingers braided in his hair as I pulled him closer and my body ached for him. "I promise." I whispered and placed a feather light kiss on his lips. He wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tighter.

"Renesmee?" I heard my mom shout from the basement and out embrace slowly stopped.

"Should we?" I mumbled as we slowly caught our breath after that moment.

"Yeah." He said and kissed my forehead. "Guess so."

We walked down hand in hand and when the stair ended there was a little hallway with one door on each side and in front of us.

"In here." Mom said and waved at us. We walked into the room straight ahead. The ceiling was low and it had brick walls all around. In a weird way it felt somewhat welcoming in here. My mom had put up a lamp, bed, chair and table. Don't know how long they intended for us to stay here or if it was just to make everything feel normal.

"This is great." I mumbled and Jacob nodded.

My mom pushed out a smile and pointed to the corner of the room. "There are two backpacks over here."

I nodded and swallowed the lump in my throat. The thought of leaving them was too much. "Okay." I said cold and looked out the little rectangular window right under the ceiling. On the field I could see Sarah giving everyone their power and A.J was playing with Seth's tail. IF something went wrong I knew Seth could take good care of them. But I knew how Jacob was in this situation. Three words could describe it. Dreamer, naïve and optimist would do it.

"I have to go up and… 'warm up' my shield." My mom said and her awkward human side came out. "I'll see you there." She kissed me on the cheek and hugged Jacob before she walked out and we saw her on the field a couple of seconds later.

"Seth is ready." Jacob said and I have to admit I was surprised. Before I could say anything my dad came into the room.

"Are you ready?" dad asked.

"Yeah." Jacob mumbled and took my hand. All I could do was to nod and walk up with them.

Sarah and Anthony were standing by my mom as we walked onto the field. Jacob and I held hands as they stood in front of us. To the left of me Seth was in human form and my parents stood to my right. Everyone was in their positions and had their powers.

I don't know if I was happy about the fact that we didn't have to wait for them to come or if it just made my heart sink. But I knew that I was ready when my dad muttered the words.

"Get ready." He hissed as we saw them all walking towards us with the forest behind them.

Get ready! The fight is here ;)

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