Frou Frou - Let go

Renesmee POV

I woke up slowly without opening my eyes when I heard a light banging noise coming from the right side of me.

Where am I? I thought without moving. The last memory I have was from the venom burning through my body. With fear I stopped breathing abruptly and concentrated on my heart. To my relief I felt it beating and I exhaled. But I was still too scared to move because I also had a memory of bones breaking. As carefully as I could I started to move. First my fingers, then my hands, then arms. Everything okay. I continued this process with my whole body and when nothing felt broken or wrong I slowly opened my eyes. I saw an open window and felt the wonderful breeze caress my body. The light shining through when the curtain moved made me close my eyes right away and I automatically stopped breathing for some reason.

When the light went behind a cloud I opened my eyes again and inspected my surroundings as I sat up. I had never been here. The walls were a light grey/purple color and it had two big windows on each wall to the sides. On the wall right in front of me was a white door. The bed I was laying in was all white and a couple of pillows behind me in subtle pop of colors. Next to the bed on each side there were nightstands with a flower and some pictures on it. My eyes went straight to the window when the curtains moved with the wind. In front of the window there were two thin layers of white and dark grey curtains. On the walls there were some paintings and decorations and to the left side of the room there was a dresser and a big chair in black. A table and chair stood against the wall where the door was in front of me. It was placed on the right side of the door and on it I saw some letters and things laying.

After a while when the banging noise didn't stop I got out of the bed and looked out of the window. I gasped and stuck my head out of the window.

"JACOB!" I shouted as I saw him working on a little play house. He looked over at me in disbelief and dropped the hammer in his hand. With long strides he ran into the house. I heard him stomp up the steps and as he ran into the room he wrapped his arms around me and spun me around. I pressed my lips against his and braided my fingers into his hair.

"GOD I HAVE MISSED YOU!" he cried and I wrapped my legs around his hips as he walked over to the bed with us.

"Where are the kids?" I asked franticly but we never stopped kissing.

"They are down at the lake with your parents." He answered and laid down on the bed with him on top.

"Are they okay?" I asked him as he ripped the dress off my body.

"They are amazing." He moaned as I kissed his neck.

"And everyone else?" I asked as I now ripped of his shirt. It felt like my body was burning with desire.

"They are fine..." he mumbled as I unbuckled his belt. "Great."

"The pack?" I asked in between kisses and pulled down my underwear and lead him inside. We both moaned and the question slipped his mind. "The pack?" I moaned as he thrusted.

"Great." He moaned and I wrapped my legs around his back to make him go deeper. "Just… great." He mumbled and kissed my neck. We both breathed heavily and didn't hold back at all. My hands caressed his back, shoulders and neck as he placed one hand under my back to lightly hold me up and the other one he gripped my thigh with. I had missed him so much and I didn't even know how long I had been.. gone? Oh heck I didn't even know what I had been! As long as the kids and everyone else is safe.

My trail of thought was abruptly stopped when he picked up his pace. No matter how long I would want to hold on to him and this moment of pure euphoria I couldn't.

I felt my walls tighten around him and as I looked at his face I knew he couldn't hold on either. As he moaned I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled myself up to kiss his neck. He pressed me to him closer and never stopped moving.

As I let go of the moment it felt like my body broke into a million pieces and each and every one was bursting with pleasure. My body built up again and I steadily caught my breath as he reached the same peak. He sat up on his legs and me in his lap, without parting us, and just as he pulled me down I felt that moment rush back. My body was in pieces and I let my head hang back. He kissed my chest in between breaths as he finished with me. We both slowed down and I placed one hand on his cheek and the other on his shoulder. His hands were still gripping on to my thighs as we slowly kissed.

"And how are you?" I whispered to him as beads of sweat rolled down my back and his forehead.

"Great." He panted as I let my finger slide along his lower lip. His eyes flickered just like the first time we made love. I smiled at his expression. Like a little boy who had just gotten everything he ever wanted. "And you?"

"I'm alright." I smiled and pressed my cheek against his as my hand slid down from his face to his chest. His heart was almost beating through his chest. "Hanging in there." I chuckled and closed my eyes.

"We should probably go see the kids soon." He murmured and kissed my neck. His lips felt like they hit a spot that was colder than the rest of my body and his skin felt unusually hot. As a reflex I pulled away and put my hand on the spot. "What's wrong?" he asked gently.

I felt a light confused frown form on my face and I looked over to the mirror on the right side of the room next to the window. Why had I ignored it before? My eyes zoomed in on the mark on my neck as my fingers slid across it. I gracefully got out of the bed and stood in front of the mirror.

"My neck." I mumbled and Jacob went after me. He lightly caressed my upper arms and gradually pushed back my hair. I carefully moved my head so my neck was exposed. Jacob looked at me as I inspected the mark. My eyes followed the crescent shaped scar on my neck.

"It's the bite mark." He explained and looked guilty.

I raised my eyebrows and cocked my head. "Oh." I murmured and covered it with my hand. The scar was a few degrees colder than the rest of my body and hurt a bit. I remember mom's scar. She has one on her wrist but it doesn't hurt. Neither does Jasper's.

"Are you alright?" Jacob asked when he noticed I went away in my thoughts.

"I'm alright." I said and turned around to him. "I'm great." I assured him and wrapped my arms around his neck for a kiss. The kiss was tender and his hands caressed my back. Without knowing why I let out a muffled moan of pain and he pulled back.

"I'm sorry." He said with a bit of panic in his voice and I looked back in the mirror. I pulled up my dress and glanced at the light scar in the curve of my back.

"How many do I have?" I asked and started to get annoyed. One was enough. One was too much!

"Three." He answered and his voice cracked. I gasped and franticly pulled my dress of to find them all. My neck, my back…

"No." I breathed as my fingers traced along the light scar on my thigh. It looked similar to the one on my back. Not noticeable to human eyes I'm sure but I could see them…so could Jacob. "How?"

"We don't really know..." he admitted and took my hand away. "But humans can't see them." He tried to comfort me and it didn't work. Since I had already figured that out it was not news to me. I pulled my hand out of his and walked over to my dress on the bed.

"But you can." I muttered and pulled it back on. Angry and upset I sat down on the bed and crossed my arms.

"So?" he asked and walked over to me. When I ignored him he placed his hand under my chin and forced me to look at him. "SO?" he repeated.

"It's ugly." I hissed and held back tears. And it was…there was nothing beautiful or okay about them. They were just a reminder of him. Of Nate.

"They don't matter." He said and cupped my face in his hands. "You are STILL the most beautiful woman I have ever laid eyes on." His eyes locked with mine and I could see myself in the dark mirrors I loved so much. But I wasn't the soft girl I knew he loved. I was mad and the frown I saw annoyed me even more. "…and they aren't that bad." He chuckled and sat down beside me.

"Easy for you to say." I muttered as he kissed my shoulder. He lightly nibbled on my skin and it caused a tickling sensation. I couldn't help but smile even though I tried.

"Come on." He whispered and nibbled on my neck, the side where the scar wasn't. I pushed him away and laughed. "There is my girl!" he smiled and hugged me. He pulled us further up on the bed and laid with his upper body on mine. I let my hands trace along his abs and down. "…there she is." He said in a voice that made both of us laugh.

"I love you." I chuckled as we kissed.

"I love you too." He said with triumph and kissed my scar. "…all of you."

I smiled and admired his smile in the sunlight that shined through the window and he bit his lip. A light squeal of happiness traveled from the lake into our room.

"The kids." I mumbled and he smiled.

"I should probably get dressed but you can run down before me if you want." He smiled.

I playfully pushed him of me and jumped out of the window. The sun beamed on my skin and brought out that glow I had. Another little squeal came from the lake and I ran towards it. I ducked when all the branches came and was a bit surprised by my enhanced reflexes and speed. The voices of my children and parents came closer and closer and I ran faster and faster.

When I came out of the forest I slowed down and everything went in slow motion. My parents were down at the lake with the kids. Dad had Sarah in his lap and they sat on the dock, mom had A.J in her arms as they were in the water and he happily splashed around with his feet. Seth was in the water beside the dock and held his arms out as dad and he tried to get Sarah to get in the water.

"MOMMY!" Sarah was the first one to see me and she got out of dad's arms and ran up to me. I met her halfway and hunched down on the ground for a hug. I watched mom get out of the water over Sarah's shoulder and A.J ran up to us. His warm wet arms wrapped around us and I felt tears fall down my cheek. Both my mom and dad smiled proudly and mom walked over to the dock where my dad was. Their skin shined beautifully in the sun and dad pulled mom out of the water and put her in his lap and their eyes never left us.

I heard Jacob come out of the forest behind us but the kids never let go of me. He just sat down on the grass beside us and waited for our embrace to end. Even though I didn't want to, we let go after a while and I kissed their little cheeks and admired their special beauty I had missed so much.

"I have missed you so much." I murmured and pulled them in for another hug.

"The water is warm mom!" Anthony stated and pointed to the lake. "Come feel it!" he laughed and dragged me to it. Sarah held my other hand but let go when I came to close to the water.

"Mommy isn't dressed for a swim right now darling." I said sadly and he shrugged his shoulders. "But you go in!"

"BELLS!" he demanded and mom swam over to us. She took him in her arms and they went out to the deeper parts.

"Why don't you want to swim?" I asked Sarah and sat down beside her on the grass.

"Too deep!" she pouted and pointed towards mom and A.J.

"Well let's stay in the shallow part." I said and held her hand. We carefully put our feet into the water as a start and she seemed to enjoy it.

"Warm." She said happily and splashed around.

"Told you!" Seth smiled to her. As Seth came closer and closer she went further out to him and all of the sudden she had water up to her tummy. "SEE!" he chuckled and carried her to mom and A.J.

"Now we can all have fun." Mom smiled and A.J took Sarah's hand.

I walked over with Jacob to my dad and sat down beside him. He gave me a quick hug and stroked my scar on the neck.

"How are you?" he asked.

"I'm alright." I shrugged my shoulders and leaned again him. "How long was I…?"

"Two weeks." He said and stroked my hair.

I sighed heavily and buried my face in my hands. "Two weeks?" I muttered.

"Your body needed time to heal." He explained like he did after I woke up the last time. "Plus we had time to fix up the house." He smiled.

"It looks great." I said truthfully and looked over the trees and saw a little top of the roof.

"I assume you have only seen the bedroom." He said and I sighed. Great dad. Like this wasn't a weird enough situation. Make dirty jokes all you want! "I just assumed that because it seemed logical that right after you woke up you would come down here…not look around the house." He said and I blushed.

"Oh." I mumbled and sat up to lean at Jacob instead.

Jacob muffled a laugh and I playfully nudged him. "So what's next?" he asked us all and we looked at each other.

"I don't know." I said and my thoughts ran away.

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