I laid in bed thinking about this whole situation. Is this it? Am I ever going back? Is this where I am meant to be? I thought about me and Linda being pirates, I didn't hate it a lot but didn't love it. I tried closing my eyes and sleep but I couldn't so I turned to stare at the ceiling when I noticed Edwardo staring at me. Oh god, was he staring at my butt! His eyes widened as if he knew what I was thinking.

"Why are you awake?" I asked

"My room, my rules" he said

I rolled my eyes at his "rule", I was going to stare out the window but he was facing me, I didn't know what to do so I just sat up.

"What are you doing?" he asked

"My body my rules" I said

"Well if you noticed, you are in my room so its best you sleep" he said

This line always pissed off Rita, wonder how he would act

"Oh yea, make me" I said

He stood up and walked towards me, I wasn't scared until he jumped on top of me making me lay flat on the bed. He had both his hands holding down my wrist and his legs holding down my legs. His body weight was holding me down. I felt my heart beat go crazy beating against his chest. I tried to shake my body to get him off but not budge. I suddenly had an idea. I kept trying and trying to move sideway till we fell off the bed and I was on top of him.

"Ow!" he said he reached for his head but I grabbed it pinned them down and smiled.

"Karma" I said smiling.

"It doesn't seem as bad as it sounds" he said smiling back at me.

I got off and went back onto the bed. I looked back down at Edwardo and he was touching his wrist and grinning to himself. When he saw me look at him he frowned and ordered me to sleep. I chuckled and slept.

Breakfast the next morning was awkward as hell. Nathan and Linda kept giving me glances and smiles, and me and Edwardo kept having eye contact but no talking. Until doctor and captain broke out laughing.

"Whats up? Why you laughing?" Nathan asked

"I know there is chemistry on this table," captain said. He punched the table and removed the grin from his face.

"Now whats going on? Nathan"?

I wonder what Nathan knows, I mean I didn't do anything right? Or was it them? Nathan tried to keep his mouth shut but couldn't and broke out laughing.

"We heard Edwardo and Mila yesterday! They were so loud! He said in between laughs"

I felt my face automatically heat up like someone put it in a microwave.

"Everyone laughs but me and Edwardo"

"We weren't doing anything that you dirty thinkers think we are, we were fixing the bed because miss Mila is picky of the way she sleeps" Edwardo says

"Riighhtt lol that's a lot of noise for fixing a bed" Nathan said

"We didn't do anything, what would I do with this nasty dog!" Edwardo violently pushed his chair and walked away.

Even if we did do anything would he be that ashamed of it. I felt my heart hurt and like I wanted to cry. I excused myself and saw Edwardo standing next to the wheel. I walked past him and ran down my room and locked it. I hate him! How can someone be so cruel! My tears rushed down my cheeks but I brushed them away. No one cares for my tears here, I looked into the mirror. Am I a dog? Do I act like one? Rita always told me that I looked beautiful. She said that I have the features of a portrait. Was she serious then? Was she saying that to make me feel better of myself? I heard a knock on the door and opened to see Linda.

"Hey, Im sorry for what happened back there. I didn't think it will end like that" Linda said

"No its fine, we really didn't do anything, we were fixing my bed. I couldn't sleep" I replied

"Well captain wants everyone on the deck" she said patting my back.

I follow her to the deck avoiding Edwardo as much as I can.

"We are going to land in Moldor this evening, so Nathan grab the drinks as usual, Doctor renew your medical supply and Edwardo take Linda and Mila to go shopping for their needs, they will be staying on the ship for a while might as well have supplies. Captain said

Before Edwardo was going to say anything, I instead said I want to buy liquor with Nathan, Captain had a look of doubt for a while then shrugged and said ok. Linda looked at me with mad eyes, but then she soften them when she remembered why.

"I will buy you clothes, make up and a new pair of boots" Linda told me "though I would have more fun shopping if you were with me."

"Linda I would go, but I am not very good with shopping plus, I can depend on you! I love your style!"I said with a smile."

"Fine whatever, she said laughing"

When we finally landed we all got with who we were assigned to and went on the shopping spree. Nathan kept mumbling on about how he is so happy that we are staying on the ship and how much he appreciates Linda. I kept nodding and acting like I care when we finally reached the liquor store. Nathan made his order and I helped him carry the liquor. We stay quite on the way back and by the time we finally reach the ship, Linda and Edwardo and captain still haven't come back.

"Captain is probably drinking with some girls by now, wish I could've been with him," he said

"Oh, because Linda doesn't isn't enough?" I asked

"No no I swear I am not going for the women, I just want a drink you know , chill" he said

"fine go, I got the drinks" I said

"For real?" he asked

"don't push it" I said

He ran off and I started unloading the bottles into the kitchen freezer. When I finished I saw Doctor sleeping in his room. Oops don't want to disturb him. I had nothing to do and I have no idea where everyone else or when they will come back. So I decided to go off the ship and go exploring. That was probably the worst decision I made today.