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15 days till the Catching Fire trailer and 12 days for the first footage of Divergent at comic con . Anyway check out my new story The Picture Of Our Future. . Sorry for the late update I have been spend time with my little sister ( I call her little duck now lol cause she so small)

Still looking for a back up beta
and this chapter is not fixed by my beta

- Cadence

" Katniss " I hear some call . I look and see peeta siting it front of me .Me and Peeta went to get some lunch but I have been spaced out since I saw my mom . Prim told me she was different and in really bad shape . I didn't want believe it but know that I saw it I can't even think .

" Katniss are you okay you keep starring in to space " Peeta say

" I'm sorry , I just didn't want to believe my mom was in such bad shape " I tell Peeta . He grabs my hand across the table .

" I'm sorry Katniss . I don't know how you must be going though " he say

" I just ... Feel so bad the I shunned her out after my dad died . I just feel ...God I don't even know part me feels broken cause I'm losing my mother then part of me angry at her cause she took piles " I say I start to cry. he walk over to me and sits next to me and puts his arms over me .

"I'm so sorry Katniss " he says and kiss the top of my head .

After lunch we head back to the house . I called prim Prim to ask how mom is .

"Hello " prim answers

"Prim , how's mom doing " I ask her

" I don't know the won't let me see her they keep telling me she alive but that's all there telling me " she says I can tell she hold back tear

" do you want me to come to hospital " I ask her

" no I think there get mad if you come , I call you if I get anymore information " she say

" okay , bye " I tell her

"Bye" she says

I sit on the couch and put my hands on my face

" you okay " Peeta asks as he walks in to the living room .

" I don't know , something happened to my mom but I don't know want we all know she still 'alive'" I tell him he pulled me in to his arms .

" can you go over there " he ask

" prim sad not to but she call if she gets any information " I tell him

" hopefully she okay " he say

" yea" I say

Later me and Peeta are watching TV and me lying in peeta's lab hold my phone in my hand as I wait of prim to call .

"Every thing is going be okay" he say and kiss the top my head .

I hope so but I think it will be

When me and peeta are getting ready of bad my phone rings .

" hello " I say

" Katniss " it's prim

" what happened " I ask

" they said her kidneys field it was cause by the chemo and all the piles she took over the years " says

" so is she okay " I ask

" no , they said there no point to give her a kidney transplant they said ..." She stops

" they said what prim " I ask

" they said she only has 4 months " she cried

" did you tell uncle Haymitch yet " I ask try to hold bad tear I need be strong for my sister .

" no not yet " she say

" will tell him together " I say

" okay " she says

" bye " I tell her

" bye " she say

I start to cry my mom only has 4 months to live .

" Katniss are you okay " I hear peeta say

" my mom only has 4 months to live " I choke out .

Peeta hold me in his arms as I cry . After awhile I fall sleep .

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The chapter was really heard to write . For 2 thing it the anniversary of my grandfather death two cancer brings memories of my great grandmother who died of brain censer when I was 6 I still remember them take her body away .

But anyway a big surprise soon
- cadence