Chapter Twenty Eight
Jasper
I could have lain here for the rest of time with Bella curled up content in my arms but I knew trouble was coming. I heard the others downstairs and knew Alice had rung with a warning. Much as I wanted to change Bella I loved the feel of her warm soft human body pressed against mine. I had no idea how Edward could have resisted such a willing and exciting mate nor why he wouldn't let her participate. The thought of making love to a woman while not allowing her to move or reciprocate kisses and caresses made no sense but then she hadn't been Edwards mate and that I was grateful for. She moved slightly in my arms snuggling even closer and whispering my name in her sleep and I kissed her again then closed my eyes and remembered the expressions on her face as she climaxed, the smile of pure joy and ecstasy. When she finally woke up it was only to demand more of me, her hunger was deep and it was many hours before she was finally satisfied and willing to get up and greet what was left of the day.
"I know we have to get up but I really wish we didn't. I could stay in bed with you for days."
"I think that fragile human body will be protesting when you get up as it is"
She looked down to see various bruises on her rib cage, her hips, arms, and wrists, where I had been a little too firm in my grip. I kissed each one,
"I'm sorry Bella but I found it really hard to concentrate on not hurting you"
She stopped my apology with her lips,
"I'm not, I'll wear my war wounds with pride but for now I guess you are right, my poor little human body is screaming for a few human moments."
"I'll give you a little privacy if you like. There's a robe on the door but remember the bathroom is downstairs"
As her face fell I put her out of her misery,
"Its OK, the others are out at the moment"
She smiled in relief and wrapping the robe around her too desirable body we went down together. I let her have first use of the bathroom while I made her coffee and toast then while she ate I had a quick bath and we went back up to dress. It was a struggle but we managed to control our urges and dress then heard the others come back.
"Good timing"
She nodded and we joined hands and walked downstairs to cat calls from Peter,
"So, you didn't eat him then Bella? Cos that's sure what it sounded like"
"Jealousy will get you nowhere Peter."
He laughed and nodded
"I'm liking you more every day Bella."
Bella
We all sat round the fire and Garrett told Jazz and myself what Alice had said.
"So, she thinks Carlisle knows but he hasn't told Edward so we have a few weeks maybe. Any news on the Volturi Garrett?"
"No she didn't say but its my guess Aro is suspicious of Demetri and he knows the next best tracker is Carlisle's friend Alistair so by telling Carlisle he's hoping Alistair will be brought in to find Bella."
"Doesn't he think Carlisle will tell Edward though and try to locate me for him?"
"I would think Carlisle is aware that if you are with me there's a good chance I will have changed you which makes you useless to Edward and he knows Edward could never win you back from me, he just isn't a good enough fighter even if he can read my mind."
"Then like Alice says you need to change me quickly. Like today."
I saw the faintest hint of pain flit across Jaspers eyes before he nodded,
"I know you are right Bella, I just wished we'd had a little more time first."
"We'll have all the time in the world once I'm like you."
"Yeah I guess I'm just worried about how long it takes you to get over the newborn stage. I only just got you and I hate the thought of losing you for a while to your rage and thirst."
I stroked his cheek and slipped onto his lap,
"My greatest thirst will always be for you Jazz"
As he wrapped his arms around me I heard his whisper,
"I really hope that's true darlin'"
I guess he had every right to be concerned, he'd seen enough new borns during his years with Maria but I knew somehow that what I had said was the truth.
Peter
I could see it was hurting The Major and putting it off wouldn't make it any easier so I thought a kick in the ass might be appropriate
"Well if we're gonna be stuck here with a rabid newborn I guess now is as good a time as any. With the weather as it is even the Volturi wont be able to fly in, or Alistair for that matter. So Major?"
He still hesitated and I saw Charlotte's look of compassion then Bella took matters in her own hands. She jumped up and pulled The Major to his feet,
"Come on Casanova, let's get it over with. I'll see the rest of you in a few days, bigger and better than ever."
She kissed Garrett and I and hugged Charlotte then squaring her shoulders she almost dragged him back upstairs.
"That girl has guts, she's perfect for him."
"Amen to that" Garrett clapped me on the shoulder as he spoke.
"Right Peter let's get ready for incoming enemies.
"Now that sounds like my kind of job. Come on Char, let's have some fun"
Jasper
I heard the others go out again to give us some privacy and I was grateful for that, this transformation seemed more intimate than any other I had been involved in.
"Do I need to do anything special?"
"No darlin' just lay down and forgive me"
"Would you try something for me?"
"Of course, anything"
"Then just take me in your arms and kiss me then do it, rather than making it so formal. You can lay me down afterwards and promise me you won't take my pain on yourself, you'll be suffering enough as it is. I love you Jasper and I already forgive you. I'll see you again in a few days, until then keep safe for me"
I nodded, unable to speak, then pulled her close and kissed her, burning the memory deep in my brain to keep me sane while she burned then I moved to her soft warm throat and bit deep in the flesh. Some blood squirted into my mouth but I was so wrapped up in pumping her body full of venom that I hardly tasted it. As her body tensed I lay down with her whispering my apology over and over and hoping she could still hear me as the pain made her gasp and then cry out softly.