Hey guys! How are you? I hope you're fine! I was thinking about making this story a little bit slower ya know… I mean after this chapter and the next one and the valentine's episode…. I just really wanna see what happens in the end with tike before I can move on with the story so that I don't write inaccurate things… It's just a thought though… I guess we 'll see in the future. Ok. This is gonna be Tina's POV and I'm thinking of doing a mike's pov in the end like I did in the previous chapter. Not sure though… Anyway! Here's chapter 13 (episode 12) for you! Enjoy!

Tina's POV

WE ARE BACK! Hell yeah! Everyone around me is cheering and clapping and shouting in the choir room –cause yes we have the choir room back in our disposal- and we're heading again to Regionals so maybe my dreams are not as over as I thought they were. We congratulate Sam and Blaine for saving Glee club and then Finn announces that we have to raise money.

One step ahead of him of course. He proposes a bake sale –total failure- so I step in quickly to give the solution to our problem.

"This is silly. I know exactly how we're gonna get the money" I say getting up from my seat and facing the glee club "The Men of McKinley Calendar. Let's face it" I say and point out that this is the glee club with the cutest guys and Marley agrees with me "There are six guys so each one can take two months. I think Blaine should definitely be December. You can do a Santa thing but… sexy. Sexy Claus"

Artie argues for a moment but then Finn agrees that it's a great idea.

"This could actually work. Tina… You're in charge" he says and a wide smile appears on my face "You can set up the photo shoots, everybody else pick your months and work on your concepts" he says and everyone starts clapping. When I reach my home after a very tiring day I sit on my bed. I haven't spent much time with Blaine these last days. How am I gonna get closer to him if we don't spend time together? I have to find a way to spend time with him… I can invite him for coffee but it might seem like a date and I'm not sure that he will like it that way. What else can I do? I might ask him to help me with biology. No absolutely not. I used to do that… with Mike. Since I blocked him and deleted his number from my cell phone –not that I don't know it by heart but whatever- I don't have any contact with him. Oh stop it Tina. Stop thinking about him. Focus to Blaine. He is the one you want.

Focus… How can you spend more time with him? I hear a knock on my door and I roll my eyes. It's my mum for sure.

"Mum I told you that I joined the cheerios only for some days, I'm not in coach Sylvester's disposal anymore you can calm down now" I say and when she opens the door she's smiling.

"I was actually gonna tell you that your favorite shop has sales. I was wondering if you wanted to go with a friend of yours tomorrow or else we could go together" she proposes and my eyes widen.

"It has? I bet it started today or else there's no way I wouldn't know" I say skeptically and then BINGO "Mum thanks so much but I know exactly who I am going to go with. Maybe we could go together another time?" I say and she nods.

This is it. I'm gonna ask Blaine to come with me! And I do so the next morning!

"Hey Blaine will you please go to the mall with me after school? I wanna go clothes shopping"

"Sure" he says and then he looks behind me shocked almost whispering "Oh sweet merciful Lord" so I turn around to see an almost naked Sam entering the school "Sam" says Blaine approaching him and I follow him "What are you doing? It's January"

"What do you mean?" answers Sam confused "It's hot out there you know"

They have a little talk which I really am not interested in listening to, cause YES Blaine is coming with me to the mall and I'm so so happy! My goal is accomplished. But then I get out of my thoughts cause I hear something about Blaine and being jealous of Sam's body so I step in to point out the obvious.

"Well for the record, Blaine has an awesome body and a perky and delicious behind that looks like it got baked to perfection by some sort of master chef" ok maybe I overdid it cause Blaine looks really confused and answers awkwardly a thanks. Sam is looking at me like I'm crazy. Thank God Blaine starts speaking to him again. Sam is concerned for the photo shoot. When he leaves both Blaine and I turn around to look at him. And then I get it.

"So you're not going to the mall with me?" I ask and Blaine seems indecisive.

"I, uh, I have to go. B-but if you are ok with it you can go home and when I'm done I can come pick you up" he suggests and I smile.

"You'll do that for me?" I ask and he nods "Thanks Blaine" I give him a little hug and I go to my locker. Of course I don't go home once I learn from Kitty that they are going to perform a number in glee club so there's no chance I'm gonna lose this. More Blaine for me!

When the performance ends I clap with the rest of the guys. Blaine was so good. He's so perfect. I wait for him and when he approaches me I smile.

"That was pretty good" I say and he smiles looking on the ground.

"Thanks, I'm kinda afraid for Sam though… He's doing all these things, he practices so much, I think this is not going to end good"

"Blaine, Sam is ok. He just wants to look good at the photo shoot. Don't worry" I try to calm him down and I think it works cause he looks me in the eyes and smiles.

"Ok, maybe I'm overreacting. Come on let's go shopping. Let's have some fun" he says and leads me to his car. We get in and Blaine turns the radio on. We both start singing together and we laugh in the end of the song.

"You have an amazing voice Tina. You should sing more" he says and I stop laughing. It's not what I was waiting to hear. I shocked me. It made me shiver. I know these exact words. They are the same words that Mike told me the first time he drove me with his car. I was singing back then again. I was singing alone, he was just looking at me like I was the biggest treasure in the world. We weren't together yet. We were still in friends' zone, starting having feelings for each other. It was a couple of days before we kissed in front of these kids in Asian camp. He said the exact same words.

"You have an amazing voice Tina. You should sing more" Back then he was the first to tell me so. The first to tell me that and actually mean it. Back then I felt so good inside, so happy and… appreciated, in a place and time that not many people appreciated me a lot. He did. Back then I looked into his eyes and he smiled back. And from then on every time I was in his car I used to sing and with a little encouragement I persuaded him to sing with me and then we would end up singing hundreds of duets together. We managed to get his voice improved. We managed to prove that he has a great voice too. And then I was the one always saying these exact words every time after we sang together.

"You have an amazing voice Mike. You should sing more" that's what I told him every time he stopped singing to look at me.

"Tina. Are you ok? Did I say something bad?" I hear Blaine's voice and I blink to clear my view.

"Huh?" I say cause I don't know if he was talking all this time I was daydreaming about Mike. Shit, I'm thinking of him again. This is bad.

"Did I say something to offend you? Cause you went silent suddenly like I said something bad"

"No not at all, I was just lost at my thoughts. I'm sorry"

"No reason to be sorry" he smiles and I smile back. I have such an incredible person next to me and I'm thinking about Mike. I should stop acting so irresponsibly. When we arrive we get out of the car and enter the mall. I think going to the mall was a bad idea. Everything here reminds me of Mike. We used to walk around here hand in hand, laughing. He would buy me whatever I wanted from that beautiful dress I saw in the shop windows to the delicious ice cream from out favorite store. He would hold me in his arms tightly and never let me go.

"Which store is your favorite?" I hear Blaine asking and I show him the way. Shit Tina. This has to stop. You are with Blaine now. Stop thinking about Mike. It's pointless and stupid.

I manage to distract myself and I actually have pretty much fun with Blaine who's making jokes and I laugh that much that my stomach aches. Blaine puts his arm around my shoulder and it sends a shiver down my spine. Despite my stupidity, I can see this perfect man in front of me treating me so good and I smile.

"Are you hungry?" he asks and I nod a little bit while he takes my hand smiling. His hand is warm. I like it in mine. When we sit down and order our food we talk about a lot of things. Blaine is such a great company. He's sweet and kind and caring and always smiling with this incredible lips of his making me want to kiss them. He's so perfect that I really can't focus on what I'm saying. I just stare at him while he talks. I feel like I can share everything with him. Well…. Not everything. That's proven by his next question.

"So how did you come up with this idea of the Men of McKinley Calendar?" he asks and I almost choke on my food. My eyes widen a little bit. This is not something that I would like to share with him.

"It just came in my mind. I was thinking of a solution since we learnt that we can compete in Regionals. I was thinking and… bam it came in my mind" I give him a fake smile and he seems convinced. The truth is… I have already done a calendar like that. With Mike. It's quite an embarrassing thing to tell to Blaine. Almost childish. We had done that with Mike for fun. You know…It wasn't quite the same with the one we're planning to do but… I took the idea from there. I still have this calendar in my drawer well hidden from my mum and dad. But it's still there. Not a thing I would like to share with Blaine if I want him to see me in a different angle.

"What songs do you think we should do?" I ask changing the conversation so that he won't ask me something relevant to the calendar. And that seems to mislead him because he starts with a list of possible songs we should do.

When he drives me home I thank him one more time for spending time with me and he reassures me it wasn't a problem and that he had a great time. When I enter the house my mum looks at me with a knowing look which I ignore and I climb up the stairs to reach my bedroom. I lock the door silently and I open my computer. Nothing new. He is in the block list Tina. You can't get emails from him.

I probably shouldn't… but it's not like I can restrain myself so I walk across the room and open the drawer I keep the calendar in. I shouldn't be doing this. I shouldn't be doing this. I shouldn't be doing this. But when I open the calendar all my thoughts are gone. The calendar isn't so "improved" as I was thinking of the Men of McKinley. It doesn't consist of topless pictures of Mike. Ok maybe it has some from the summer. But mostly it's him every month of the year. And sometimes us. For December we both wore Santa Claus hats and he was kissing my cheek. For July we were both wearing our swimming suits and we were at the beach. Some months have just him. A few of them have me. Some both of us.

It was his idea. A year for us. Just us.

A single tear runs down my cheek and I quickly wipe it with the back of my hand. I shouldn't have seen this. And I don't have to be sad. From now on I will have a calendar with sexy boys in the same place that it used to be this calendar. Cause this calendar is going to the trash.

The next day I am taking my notebook out of my locker when Kitty approaches me. She waits till I'm done –unusual for her cause she's oh so impatient- and when I close my locker I raise an eyebrow.

"I want to help you with the calendar" she announces and I frown.

"You? You want to help me?" I ask and she nods. Ok this is weird… But… on the other hand… We could get along I guess…

"Ok sure" I answer and she smiles a little bit "You wanna see the concepts for some of the boys?" I ask and she nods with excitement. We end up informing the boys about their concepts together. Kitty can be a good company when she wants too. I find myself laughing at her words and her not insulting me all this whole time not even once. As we enter the boys' locker room we see Jake and Ryder shirtless.

"Here's our money makers" I say and Kitty smiles.

"It's the boys' locker you can't be in here" says Ryder smiling enjoying this whole situation.

"We couldn't help ourselves" says Kitty and I step in quickly.

"I wanted to talk to you about the concepts for your pictures" I announce and both Jake and Ryder look at me expectantly. When we inform them about their concepts they seem satisfied. We then get out to find Artie and announce to him his concept.

"Where could he be?" asks Kitty and I shrug.

"We could look at his locker first" I say and she nods. Artie is indeed near his locker and a wide smile appears in my face. He's gonna love his concept.

"Hey Artie" I greet him and he smiles a little bit.

"We're here to inform you about your concept for the calendar" says Kitty and Artie's smile fades a little bit.

"Aha. You are going to be March and you will be a sexy lepric-" I try to finish my sentence but Artie interrupts me.

"No, no, no. Look girls thanks for including me in this but… I don't want to do it. I don't want to be shirtless, or wear clothes when the rest of the guys are going to be topless. I just… I can't participate in this"

"B-but Artie! You are going to ruin everything. If you don't participate then the two months won't be filled"

"Put someone else. I won't do it" he says and wheels away leaving me and Kitty speechless.

"I guess we can use some of the rest of the guys to fill these months. We could do a draw?" she suggests and I nod. In Glee club Artie looks at me apologetically and I nod. I can't force him to do it. Even though it would be great if he was a part of this too. Jake sings for Marley. A song is a good way to tell someone you love him. Marley seems happy.

The next day we plan the photo shoot when the boys arrive. My eyes focus on Blaine. He is so handsome. He's amazing! This must be one of the best days in my life. He is posing like a model. He's perfect. When Ryder steps in he seems a little bit shy at first so I decide to help him.

"Ok Ryder free yourself ok? Look at me. You are great ok? Come on, give me sexy liberty, give me sexy freedom" he seems to relax and when I tell him "Give me I want you sexy" he flashes a smile at the camera and I am completely satisfied.

"Alright! August will come next. Artie are you sure you don't wanna pose?" I ask Artie one more time in case he changed his mind but he refuses so I continue "Hey why don't we do August with a few of the guys? Blaine why don't you jump in with Sam? You're looking particularly cute today" I say and then Sam freaks out getting out of set. My eyes widen -where the hell is he going in the middle of the photo shoot? – and Blaine follows him. So the photo shoot stops there. I shake my head and get up from my seat. Later that day Blaine finds me and asks me a favor.

"We need to help him. He is in crisis. Will you please help me?" he asks and I nod. How could I ignore him when he asks me with those puppy eyes looking at me?

"What can I do?" I ask and he takes a camera out.

"I want you to tell me something that you admire about Sam" he says and records me.

"Well, Sam saved Sectionals last year when we were short a member and he moved back" I say and then shrug to show that I'm done.

"That's perfect. Thanks Tina" he says and gets out of the room.

"Yeah, you're welcome" I whisper.

In the end Sam is ok now and Artie agreed on getting his picture in the calendar but he and Sam are wearing clothes. We print the calendar and when we arrive at the choir room it's full of girls waiting in a huge line to get their autographs from the guys. Money is raised quickly and I help Unique cause the line gets bigger and bigger every time. Maybe the photo shoot didn't turn out as I was imagining it but I'm happy that everyone is ok. I got my autograph from Blaine before arriving to the choir room. He had laughed and signed my calendar with excitement.

After glee club –which was the time of the calendar sale- we did a musical number to celebrate our success. I danced with Ryder and he seemed happy. I think we can be very good friends with him. I'm currently walking out of McKinley High and I see Artie talking with Sam.

"Good job guys" I say and Blaine comes next to me.

"Good job to you Tina! This idea was amazing" says Sam and I smile.

"Thanks. Well… I'm heading home. The only good thing is that tomorrow it's Friday and we can rest a little bit" I roll my eyes and they laugh. Blaine accompanies me to my car and I smile at him. When I arrive home my mum is talking with my father. I greet them both and after putting a glass of water I go to my room. I have some homework to do so I decide to finish them now so that I can be free later. I open my computer despite the urge to start reading immediately. I put out my books and start reading.

This is the time of the day when Mike used to send me emails. If he still does. I catch myself looking at the screen of my computer numerous times. I shouldn't do this… But when did I ever listen to myself? Back then when we were breaking up with Mike I kept shouting in my head that all this was not ok and it was bad and wrong and unnecessary. But I ignored myself and agreed on breaking up. I never listen to myself. That's what I do now. Cause my mouse is on the block list. And Mike's contact gets unblocked. What if he sends me now? No. I should focus to my lessons now. If he sends me a message I will hear it. Three hours later is when I finish my homework with a lot of breaks to see if Mike sent me a message. No messages. Maybe he gave up on me.

Well… I guess that's good. I guess this seems that he finally decided to move on. That he finally forgot about me. A shiver reaches my spine and I tremble. That's good for him though. And it's better for me too. That seems that I shouldn't feel guilty for finding a new love interest. And that I can move on too.

I decide to eat something and then watch some TV. The hours pass and I look at my computer. Nothing. But since Michael Robert Chang gave up on me and forgot about me it's better to return to my block list. And now he's blocked again.It's 22:30 pm.

Mike's POV

"Finally" I hear my roommate's voice greeting me as I get in the apartment "Were the hell were you?" he asks me and I roll my eyes. He sounds like my mum.

"I had practice" I answer and he frowns.

"They are killing you in this college. And why did you have your cell phone turned off?"

"I didn't have battery. Are you done with the questioning?" I ask and he shakes his head.

"You're in a bad mood again"

"I'm always in a bad mood" I answer and he nods.

"I guess she didn't answer yet" he says and I shake my head negatively "To any of them?" he asks again and I exhale deeply "I don't understand why you're still trying. It's quite clear she doesn't care about you anymore. I bet she's not even thinking of you"

Well… I don't know about her thinking about me but I think about her all the time. Every second. And every time I see that she hasn't answered to any of my messages I get even sadder and disappointed. So this is it? I guess so… The fact is that I can't move on. Not yet.

"Can we stop talking about it?" I ask somehow irritated at my friend and he shrugs. When I open my computer he gives me a meaningful look but I ignore him for good. What if I try one more time? I'm not going to lose anything. I can try. One last try. It won't hurt anyone. Except from me but then I will be sure she has literally moved on. And what if she moves on with Blaine? I should stop thinking stupid things. Blaine doesn't like her like that. And I know that neither Tina deep, deep inside her likes him that way. She's just confused…

"Did your friend spy on her again?" asks my roommate and I frown. It's true that Puck didn't call me again to tell me something relevant to Tina and Blaine. I decide to explore our school's website for clues.

W-what is that? The Men of McKinley Calendar. It has shirtless photos of the guys –well except from Sam and Artie- what the hell? I read the description: Tina Cohen Chang's idea for the Men of McKinley Calendar is even better than her Sawdie Hawkins prom. Both ideas were successful and brilliant. The Men of McKinley idea was inspired by her to raise money for Regionals. But it seems that the girls of our school freaked out and the whole purpose transformed to a huge line of fan girls waiting for their calendars to get signed by the "Men of McKinley". Tina and her friends were in charge for everything: the photos, the costumes, the concepts. And they did a great job. What else is Miss Tina Cohen Chang hiding for us?

HOW DID PUCK HIDE SOMETHING LIKE THAT FROM ME? Do you know what this means? Tina made a calendar with shirtless boys in it. We had our own calendar. And she ruined everything. She took a photo of Blaine while he was shirtless. Not only him. Almost all of the glee club boys. She was in charge for the concepts which means she decided what the guys would wear. This is going too far. I bet she got a calendar too for her "good work" signed by everyone. This is ridiculous. This is unbelievable. This is… the end of us. This is clear proof she moved on. Without me.

I promise this is a goodbye email. I promise this to myself. I won't send anything else again. This is the last thing that will ever be Tina related. I type quickly.

To: Tina

So I guess this is it. You… moved on. I can't fight this anymore Tina. I'm fighting alone. And I'm so weak right now. I've been sending you every day and you haven't answered to any of my mails. And you won't. I know that now. Cause you moved on. I'm not angry. It is the right thing to do. I'm just… sad. This could have worked perfectly. This could have gone better. I'm sorry if I bothered you too much. I hope you will have a great life ahead of you. And just so you know… I will always love you. You will always be the love of my life. Good bye.

Sent at 22:31pm

I hope you understood what I did here. For those you didn't understand Mike sent this last message only a minute after Tina blocked him again. Sorry if it made you sad. Just think about the fact that the wedding episode comes in two chapters! Thank you all for your amazing reviews! You guys are great! See ya next time!