Miharu awoke in Luka's arms. He felt refreshed and ready to tackle anything. Luka as the heavy sleeper he was stayed perfectly happy in his dream world filled with his harem of a thousand Miharu's. Miharu looked at the sleeping male. He couldn't help but bring out his black marker and draw a mustache and a sign that said: 'Property of Miharu' on his face. Then he stepped back and capped the marker. He walked out of the room and into the bathroom after grabbing his knife. He planned to go cut himself. When shifting of covers was heard. He turned around to come face first into a man's chest.
"What do you think you're doing" Luka asked trying to sound intimidating but failing due to his grogginess from just waking up.
"I was going to go… to the bathroom! Yeah, the bathroom!" Miharu said running his hands through his now black hair.
Luka Looked down at Miharu till their eyes made contact and gave him a no nonsense look.
" What!?" Miharu snapped clutching his knife.
Luka gave Miharu a sad defeated look, then his eyes brightened and his lips curled into a mischievous smile.
"If you're feeling sad then I guess it's my job to make you feel better isn't it." Luka purred. Then without warning he picked Miharu up, plopped him on the bed and climbed on top of him. "I love you!" He sang. Then Luka leaned down and kissed Miharu.
" Luka, Get off! Now!" Miharu demanded as he slapped Luka. "I need to take a piss." He glared.
Luka Slid down Miharu's body until he was facing his lower half. He unbuttoned Miharu's pants and put his member right in his mouth. "Go ahead" He smirked.
"Idiot!" Miharu roared punching the guy off him and running into the bathroom and locking the door. He sighed and smashed his head off the wall again. He placed his hands on his pockets looking for the knife. WHen he found it, he slid his sleeve up and looked at the scars. He slid the knife into his skin harshly. He couldn't help but cry at remembering his past. Suddenly there was a knock at the door.
"It's locked." Miharu choked.
"Miharu today's a weekend right? Lets go see a movie or something as our first date!" Luka asked sounding as cheerful as he could.
"I can't! Not now! I-I can't handle it at the moment." Miharu started to sob as blood dripped from his wrist onto the floor.
"Miharu," Luka sighed. "Open the door."
Miharu obeyed and unlocked the door with a click. He stepped back. "You better not stop me from what I'm doing." He sobbed.
Luka stepped forward and without saying a word he wrapped his long arms around Miharu.
Miharu pushed Luka back and stepped away himself. He picked up his dropped knife and started to cut again. Luka's expression changed to horror as Miharu's blood was spilt. He had to do something. Luka grabbed the knife away from Miharu and lightly set it on the counter. He grabbed the sobbing boy into his embrace one again and hushed him. Miharu's knees gave out from underneath him and they fell to the floor. Miharu grabbed onto Luka's white shirt. Blood stained the pure white fabric but the man didn't care. Feeling his shoulder wetten with Miharu's tears Luka couldn't help but feel sad and happy, Miharu had accepted his comfort! Luka held Miharu tighter and ran his fingers through Miharu's short black hair. Luka stifled a giggle thinking that Miharu had dyed his hair the same color as his, now the only thing different about them was their totally opposite body sizes and Miharu's aqua eyes, Luka had brown eyes. After Miharu's sobs had changed to small shudders Luka finally spoke
"How about we check which movies are playing, oh but before we do anything lets get you cleaned up" Then seeing the state he was in Luka laughed softly and said "Lets both get cleaned up!"
Miharu gave a slight nod when his stomach growled. Luka laughed and helped Miharu up. Miharu sighed and walked into his room on his own. He yawned and reached for a box with gauze in it. He wrapped it on his injured wrist and pulled his sleeve down. The he wet a cloth with alcohol and wiped his knife's blade. He pulled the blade in and rubbed it against his cheek affectionately. Luka scowled. 'I lost to a knife.' he thought to himself.
"Luka. I-It's probably weird to say this after what just happened but… I really and truly love you!" Miharu blushed looking at the floor. Luka looked down at Miharu, then spoke to him in a cocky way. "I know." He smirked.
"You ass." Miharu frowned and walked away.
"Waaaait" Luka wailed in a childish voice.
Miharu slipped on his shoes and grabbed a blue backpack. He grabbed his keys and walked out the front door, leaving Luka astonished in the apartment, depressing over the death of his first date with Miharu.
While Miharu was out, he stopped by the local library to check out some manga. He was undoubtedly an Otaku. He then bought himself some lunch at a local cafe. Most of the girls who worked there knew him by name. They were like the family he had never had. His favorite waitress, Ayumi, walked over to him.
"Hey, what's wrong with you today?" She asked softly touching his shoulder.
"Nothing really, Onee-Chan." Miharu smiled a fake smile.
"Did you just get over a cutting spree?" Ayumi asked.
"Yeah. Oh! I got a boyfriend!" Miharu said excitedly.
"Really? Who?" Ayumi exclaimed with a twinkle in her eyes.
"Luka from my school! Last night we had a little fun." Miharu smirked.
"Ecchi, Miharu!" Ayumi laughed.
"Onee-Chan, are you sure you don't mind me being… you know...Gay?" Miharu asked as a couple of thugs walked into the cafe and sat down at a table.
"Waitress, you should ditch the wimp and serving be the master!" An ugly man with black teeth smirked picking Ayumi up by the throat.
Something inside Miharu snapped. He let out a holler and punched the man in the face. Ayumi fell to the ground. She cowered behind a violent and snapped Miharu. He found a broom in the corner and he began to use it like a staff. When he got the 'boss' down and ditched the wood for his fists. He pounded them into the brawny man. Blood splattered all over the floor. When he stopped the man lay in a bloodied heap.
"Here's two rules of survival that even idiots like you could understand. One don't touch any of the girls in this cafe and two don't piss me off!" Miharu growled in a scary way before walking out to go home.
When Miharu got home he unlocked the door and stepped inside. He dropped his bag and flopped onto the floor. Suddenly Luka came out of the room and hugged him.
"I'm so glad you're safe. I heard thugs were wandering around the town." Luka smiled.
Miharu looked up. Luka looked at the blood spattered on Miharu's face. He wiped it off and hugged the boy. He kissed him on the opposite cheek when Miharu began to cry.
"I hurt those thugs! I-I didn't want to but something made me so mad I couldn't stop! What's going to happen to me? I'm scared, Luka!" Miharu sobbed.
"Shh." Luka whispered as he returned Miharu's embrace. "Lets get you washed up and when you come out I'll have a surprise waiting for you!" He said grinning from ear to ear.
Miharu didn't budge. In fact he clung tighter to Luka. He was too afraid to let go. He didn't want to hurt anyone ever again.
"Well if you really want to I guess we'll take a bath together!" Luka teased.
"Ecchi." Miharu scowled and then started to cry noticing he got mad again. "Ahh! Luka I'm scared! What's wrong with me? I can't- I don't want- I-I…" Miharu cried hysterically.
Luka gently patted his sobbing companion and picked him up. "You're really light you know that? I just love holding you!" He said grinning earning a slap, but Luka ignored it and walked to the bathroom and placed Miharu on the edge of the tub "Nothing's wrong with you Miharu except for the fact that you're too perfect. Every day I fall more and more in love with you" Luka said softly as he turned on the water.
"I'm going insane or I'm being possessed! I'm a dangerous guy!" Miharu cried out almost screaming.
He couldn't stop crying until a stinging feeling was placed upon his cheek. He looked at Luka in shock. Luka slapped him! It was impossible but it happened. "I suppose I deserved that." Miharu smiled sadly. "I really should just die."
"You earned that slap for insulting my Miharu!" Luka yelled not caring how stupid he sounded. "I love you." He began. "I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,"
"Shut up!" Miharu shouted as he gently hit Luka, his face beet red. "I won't stop until you get it." Luka said smirking and continued his I love you's as he shut off the water.
"Please stop. I don't deserve to be loved." Miharu bit his lip.
"Then instead of focusing on my love for you, focus on your love for me" Luka said softly with affection in his voice. Luka leaned down and kissed Miharu trying to put all his love in that one kiss.
"Do you really love me? Are you sure I can live in this world with you? Without having to give something up? I mean, you're interested in my past aren't you?" Miharu asked teary eyed.
"Of course I'm interested in your past, but I want to hear it from you, and only you, when you think you're ready to share it with me." Luka said as he started to strip. "And yes I really do love you, That's the stupidest question I've ever heard! And if you left me or couldn't live with me in this world I don't even think I could go on living" As he said this Luka's face was dead serious, for once.
"W-well. I guess I could tell you a bit about it…" Miharu trailed off as the began to take his clothes off. Luka smiled and stayed silent. He stepped into the large bathtub and sighed at the warmth of the water.
"Come in the water's great!" He cheered as he pulled Miharu, who still had on his underpants into the tub on top of him.
"Luka!" Miharu shrieked.
Luka laughed and said "Sorry, let me help!" As he pulled Miharu's wet underpants off of his slender waist.
"That wasn't much better." Miharu muttered.
"So you were going to tell me about your past?" Luka asked planting a small kiss on Miharu's lips. "You don't have to." He added.
"Y-yeah...Where do I start…?" Miharu sighed.
"I don't know, conception?" Luka joked.
"W-well...I-I could tell you why I cut myself and act all depressed and all…" Miharu trailed off.
"Anything will do, But remember that I love you and want to know everything about you, the good and the bad." Luka whispered into Miharu's ear nibbling it a little.
"W-well, when I was four I won a singing contest in my kindergarten class." Miharu said softly.
Luka's eyes widened in astonishment. "Really, you sing! you never sing in front of me!" He pouted. "Sing for me!" He asked like a greedy child.
" I can't sing. Not anymore." Miharu replied.
"Pleeeeeeeease" Luka begged as he started playing with Miharu's nipples.
"I physically can't sing. I'm sorry." Miharu said softly.
"That's ok." Luka said trying to hide the disappointment in his voice. "Can you tell me more?" He purred as he kissed Miharu's neck and his hands started slipping down Miharu's body to his member.
"W-well around the time I won that contest my father started to beat me. I always getting hurt. There was a time that I thought the he hurt me because he loved me. When my mother died my sister had already moved out and I was stuck with my father." Miharu looked sad. Luka stopped playing with Miharu realizing that now was not the time for that.
"I finally ran away and well…I was a 'gorgeous' boy when I was little and I was raped multiple times by different men. I'm used to the feeling of that going inside me and being touched sexually." Miharu said softly.
"But I'm different right?" Luka asked feeling a little weak. "It's not disgusting when I do it right?" Miharu
"Y-yeah. I'm still a little scared that I'll get hurt." Miharu looked away.
Luka's expression softened. "I will never hurt you, badly…" He laughed at his own joke.
Miharu's eye grew wide and he jumped out of the tub and cover himself in a towel.
"What's wrong Miharu!?" Luka asked surprised. "I only said that because I-I well you know. When I penetrate you-" His voice trailed off as his face turned red.
Miharu screamed and fell to the floor. His hands covered his ears and his breathing was fast.
"Miharu!" Luka immediately got out of the tub and kneeled next to Miharu reaching his hand out to him.
Miharu slapped the hand away. "Stop father! Don't hurt me anymore! I can't take it! Don't you love me?" Miharu screamed in a childish voice.
Luka's expression was one of horror, he had never seen Miharu like this, but what's even worse was that he had compared Luka to his abusive father! Luka couldn't take being rejected by Miharu, but all he could do was scream! "Miharu! Snap out of it! Please! It's me, Luka!" Without realizing it tears had sprung out of his chestnut brown eyes and were dripping down his cheeks as he knelt there helplessly.
Miharu curled up into a ball and screamed at the top of his lungs. He stopped screaming and began to calm down. He evened out his breathing and saw a petrified Luka Sobbing his heart out in front of him.
"Luka! What's wrong!?" Miharu asked.
Luka's eyes widen as he saw Miharu acting normal again. He was so happy that he burst out in tears all over again and crumbled at Miharu's feet.
"Luka. It's okay. Don't worry about a thing. Will you please tell me why you're crying?" Miharu asked wiping Luka's tears.
Instead of answering Miharu's questions Luka lunged forward and hugged Miharu as tight as he could.
"Luka! I can't breathe!" Miharu choked as his lips began to quiver with an unwanted feeling.
Luka loosened his grip and kissed Miharu. He kissed Miharu everywhere. He kissed him so much he could barely breathe! Suddenly Miharu passed out in his jumped with surprise at first but then smiled at the sleeping form of his lover. Luka picked Miharu up and carried him to bed, his surprise could wait till tomorrow considering it was sunday.
Miharu woke up and put on some clothes. He ran his hands through his hair and sighed. He looked in the mirror and saw how pale he looked. He walked out the door to find it dark, the blinds were down? When he made his way to the dining room to his surprise, he found Luka sitting at the table, which had a fancy cloth draped over it and a fancy dinner on the table and to top it all off the room was lit by the dim light of twin candles!
"What is all of this!?" He asked astonished.
"Our first date." Luka purred with an all too excited look on his face.
"Wow...Luka." Miharu looked on as he sat down at the table.
"Thanks." Luka smiled.
Miharu looked down him at his injured wrists and sighed. Luka looked at him sadly.
"What's wrong, Miharu?" Luka asked concerned.
"My wrists hurt." Miharu said very softly, hoping Luka wouldn't notice but he did.
"Well it's your own fault!" He said sliding a cup of water and some pain pills that he already had waiting toward Miharu.
"I'm sorry!" Miharu began to cry.
Luka smiled and motioned toward the pain pills. "Lets just forget everything bad right now and enjoy our first date!"
Miharu nodded and took the pills. He swallowed them and set the cup down. He looked skittish. Luka looked at him and got up from his seat. He kneeled before Miharu and nuzzled into his face, then looked down at him with lust filled eyes.
"I realize I'm sinning but I don't care." Luka looked at Miharu. "Miharu I want you."
Miharu understood and kissed the larger man passionately. He wanted the man as well. Luka deepened the kiss and let his hands wander under Miharu's shirt. Miharu moaned in pleasure and Pulled himself into the man. Luka began to unbutton Miharu's shirt. He slid his hands up and down the other boy's upper body.
"What a lewd body." Luka smirked earning a smack. Someday there would be a permanent handprint on his face!
"That's rude." Miharu growled.
"You're cute." Luka smiled ripping off Miharu's pants and laying him on the table.
Luka took Miharu's cock into his mouth and began to suck hard. Miharu writhed and moaned as intense waves of pleasure hit him. Suddenly he came right into Luka's mouth. Luka licked him clean and unzipped his pants and took them off. He ripped his shirt off and put his 's hard member against Miharu's entrance. Miharu cried out in a mixture of pain and pleasure. Luka immediately started rocking back and forth. He pumped Miharu's shaft in time with his thrusts. Suddenly they both came. As their senses came back, Luka smiled as Miharu scowled.
"What wrong?" He asked.
"You hurt me." Miharu huffed.
"I'm sorry. I couldn't help it. I couldn't wait." Luka explained apologetically.
Miharu got up after Luka pulled his soft cock out and went into his room. He didn't bother to get dressed and just went to his bed to take a nap.
Miharu awoke and read the clock. It was about twelve o'clock. He went to sit up and he cried out in pain. 'Damn you, Luka' he growled internally. He laid back down as Luka rushed.
"Miharu! Are you okay?" Luka asked frantically.
"Speak of the devil. It's your fault I'm in so much pain." Miharu growled pulling the covers over his head.
"..." Luka was speechless.
"What are you even doing up this late?" Miharu asked to end this awkward silence.
"Umm... I.. I woke up from a bad dream that a giant cheeseburger was eating me and now I'm hungry!" Luka said trying to look dead serious.
"A giant cheeseburger?" Miharu asked skeptically.
"Yep." Luka said, this time looking at the floor and shifting his feet a little. Miharu flamed at Luka's pathetic lying.
"Tell me the truth or no more sex!" He threatened. Luka's eyes widened with horror.
"You wouldn't." He squeaked.
"Watch me!" Miharu said. Luka broke after a few hours.
"I was worried about you." He said. Miharu's eyes widened.
"You were?"
"Yeah" Luka said happily. "Now give me my reward!" And with that Luka pounced right on top of Miharu!