I stared at Urahara like he was crazy. He'd just cut my chain that connected me to my body. I turned to look at Ichigo but he was looking away. So I turned back to Urahara but then he tied my arms behind my back. I glared at him and then he threw me in the hole.

I hit the bottom with a thunk and I hissed in pain.

"What the frick was that for?!" I yelled up.

"It's a precaution. When your chain starts encroaching you're gonna wanna find your zanpakuto…if you have one…before the chain completely encroaches…otherwise you'll become a Hollow." Ichigo shouted back.

"What…how do I do that?" I was totally confused.

"I don't really know how to explain…" He shouted again. "It's something like going inside your mind….I guess you could say."

That didn't make a whole lot of sense. But that was my only choice unless I wanted to become one of those…things. I shuddered at the thought. I laid there for a minute trying to figure out what exactly I needed to do. But then I heard a noise. A crunching noise.

I looked at my chain and I noticed it was eating itself. Slowly, but it still was. I stared at it for what seemed like forever before I struggled to get into a sitting position and I laid against the wall. I suddenly felt like I wasn't in reality anymore.

I was standing in a meadow. The water was clear and sparkling next to me in the creek. There were trees everywhere. I noticed there were storm clouds as well. And everything underneath those storm clouds died.

I stood up, totally confused and I spun around and froze.

Someone was standing a few yards away from me. She had long red hair, was about my height, with green eyes. I stared.

"Who are you?" I shouted.

Her lips moved but I couldn't hear what she said because of a loud shriek of wind. I gave her a puzzled look and a shrug. She stared past me sadly.

"You're becoming a Hollow soon…" She suddenly said. "You have to find me."

I frowned in confusion. "You're standing right in front of me."

She rolled her eyes. "Not me me. The blade form I dwell in. You've never discovered me before because you've never been out of your body and never had your powers activated. Now they are being forcibly activated unless you want to become a mindless Hollow."

I flinched. It was harsh but it was the reality of the situation I was in. I looked around, not seeing any sort of blade around anywhere. I started to walk around, getting panicked when I saw the storm clouds moving in. They were getting closer and I knew that if I was covered, I'd be a Hollow. I began to search in a panicked sort of way. But I couldn't and I was getting flustered.

"It'd probably be easier if you knew my name." The woman said.

"Then what is your name?" I asked.

She said it loud enough I could hear her. "Yoso."

I picked up on a flash of metal by a rock quite a distance from where I was standing. I started running towards it. I realized the storm clouds were moving faster. I started running faster, finally seeing a clearer view of the blade.

The clouds started to shade over me and I realized that there was someone coming with the storm clouds. Someone who looked exactly like me only white.

I finally reached the blade and ripped her out of the stone.

"Too late." A freaky voice said right behind me.

I spun around to see that figure, standing right in front of me, blade out. I scowled.

She smirked. "I guess not. But you'll see me again."

Suddenly I was back in the training room, out of the hole. I looked about confusedly. I heard a cracking and I realized the whole left side of my body had turned Hollow right as I had found Yoso. The parts snapped off and I realized I was standing in the same clothes as Ichigo had been wearing that day I saw him attack that Hollow.

I looked totally confused. I stared at Ichigo, who was also in his Soul Reaper form, blade out and he was bleeding a little bit.

I stared. "Why are you bleeding?"

"You attacked me while you were Hollowfying." He frowned and looked at Urahara. "That wasn't expected was it?"

I looked at Urahara who shook his head. "It wasn't. Which leads me to believe you already had become partially Hollow when you were attacked by that one that killed your family."

I felt my eyes get huge. "Are you serious?"

He shrugged. "That's just what I think. Which means you've already been partly hollow for I don't know how many years."

"About 5. I was first attacked when I was 12."

Ichigo frowned. "Urahara it would've manifested a lot of faster if it happened that long ago."

"Not really. It had to wake up because this was the first time she was out of her body if you do realize."

"What does that mean for me?" I was starting to shake.

"It means you may have problems with your Hollow side a lot." Urahara stated flatly.

I felt the blade slip out of my hand and I dropped to the ground. I wasn't out of trouble at all. If anything I was in deeper. Because making me a Soul Reaper woke my Hollow side up. Now what was I going to do? I was shaking even harder. I let my head drop onto my knees. It was two days and my life just kept getting more and more messed up.

"See Urahara this is why you should've waited. She wasn't ready." Ichigo sounded upset.

"I don't think it would've matter if I waited. The results would've been exactly the same. Possibly even worse."

"How could it have been any worse?!"

"She could've gone full hollow almost instantly."

Ichigo didn't say anything after that. Words were beyond me at the moment. I was still horrified and shocked that this had even happened the way it did. And there was nothing we could do to fix it. I was having a hard time trying to figure out what the heck was happening in my head.

That's when I heard alarmed shouting from upstairs and Ichigo groaned.

"Crap, Urahara, Soul Society knows what you did."

I froze.