A/N: So I have a few things to say today. Firstly thank you for the huge response on the last chapter it has been truly overwhelming so to everyone who reviews, favs, follows and reads a serious thanks are in order. Without you guys this probably wouldn't have lasted as long as it has. Secondly, I posted my new fic today it's called Fate, it is rated M so you don't have to go check it out but if you want to feel free :) Lastly, I'm leaving you guys with a warning as this chapter ends on a dramatic note which may leave some readers upset, so if you don't like the end I won't get to upset.

"You have to go?" Eddie looked towards me, confused by previous statement.

"Yeah, there is something I have to do but once I have done it we could meet up. You, me and Mia."

"Okay, how about the park at three?" I can see that my sudden change in mood has put Eddie on the edge but he has nothing to worry about and once I sorted this, I think we can be together.

"That sounds great, I'll be there." With that I took Eddie's face in my hands and placed a chaste kiss on his lips. Then I leave, making a quick escape through the front door not stopping to say goodbye to Mia. It wasn't that I didn't want to say goodbye to Mia but I just had to do this thing.

I make away through the village passing the pub, Alfie's restaurant and my house until I reach my destination. The hotel Fabian has been staying in whilst over here visiting! I stand outside the front of the hotel breathing in the cold air and planning what I am meant to say. The walk to the front desk took forever, I was about to tell the guy I once believed to be the love of my life that I didn't want to be with him. The woman on the front desk just stared at me and then plastered that smile on her face.

"Excuse me miss, can I help you?" She just glared at me, it wasn't like I had done anything wrong but it didn't seem to matter in her eyes.

"Actually you can, I wanted to know the room Fabian Rutter is staying in?" The smirk on her face getting larger if that's even possible as she turned to type something into the computer.

Then she turned back towards, emphasising the chewing noise from her gum "Sorry I can't disclose that kind of information with people like you." What was that meant to me, people like me. It's the same feeling I get when I talk to KT.

"Look.." I notice the name tag Sandra on her work uniform, "Sandra, you seem like a reasonable woman. I need to talk to Mr Rutter it's important." She looking at me begrudgingly and then she shakes her head vigorously.

"Can't help you love. You can sit and wait but I can't offer anything else." She was testing my patience now. I just needed to talk to Fabian but i obliged taking a seat nearest the window.

I must waited over an hour for Fabian to come down from his room and when he finally arrived he was surprised to see me.

"Patricia, what you doing here?" He looked more surprised that even I thought.

"Urmm, well I need to talk to you in private, do you think we can go up to your room?"

"Actually we can't, how about we go for a walk."

"Okay" And with that both Fabian and I left the hotel and started to walk around the village together. I placed myself close enough to speak quietly but far enough away so I couldn't smell him, I didn't want to make this harder than it actually was.

"So what do I owe this pleasure Patricia?" He gazing anywhere but me, does he know why I'm here? He couldn't could he?

"There is something I have to tell you and isn't going to be easy." He stops everything he is doing and turns towards me, staring directly into my eyes.

"Go on." He's being blunt but I need to tell him, for both of our sakes.

"For a long time Fabian you were the love of my life. You made me feel special and I wanted to feel that way for the rest of my life. I hoped that we'd be together and the day I was going to tell you exactly how I felt, you let me know you were dating Nina. I slowly saw the future I wanted slipping away and I couldn't cling onto you broke my heart and I never thought I'd recover. Then I met Eddie he was so different to you, he was not the guy I would normally fall for but…" Just as I went to continue Fabian shook his head, I couldn't understand what was going on but I needed to continue, "But the way he would look at me made me feel like I was the only girl in the world that mattered. I guess what I'm trying to say Fabian is I love you but I'm not in love with you."

"NO NO NO, this can't be happening not again. I'm not going to be humiliated like this again." I could see the anger flooding across his face. I'd never seen him like this before. I didn't think that he would even mind?

"Fabian calm down!" I tried to reason with him but he just wasn't listening, still shaking his head to indicate his feeling about what I had just said.

"Calm down! You are asking me to CALM DOWN! Are you fucking kidding me!" The anger was starting to scare me, Fabian had never been like this in the seventeen years I'd known him.

"Look I know this comes as a shock to you but you knew about Eddie before you got involved with me." His face is a picture but not one I would like to frame.

"Eddie, he's the reason you've ruined our happily ever after and thrown away everything we could have had! Is he really worth it? He can hardly provide for Patricia, he's a delivery boy!" I can see a smirk forming on his face as the words are leaving his mouth.

"Well I'm a bloody ticket collector at the cinema, so what does it matter!" His face is furious; oh shit I'd never told him about the cinema job. I'd lied told him I was a lawyer.

It was at that moment I saw Fabian raise his fists high above his head and then flung them directly into my line of vision. I fall to the floor unable to move, he has me pinned down and he keeps pounding me until I can feel the blood trickling down my face. Before I know it, I can feel my eyes drooping and the last thing I see before I black out is shocked Fabian running off into the distance.