Author's note: So here we are chapter 12. I hope you will like it . I decided I will include Rose in all episodes from season 4. So don't worry it will become more exciting. And thanks to everyone who reviewed. You are amazing. :)

Geronimo!

Rose was the first time in her room again. It felt like hundred years since she has last come here. Her room was perfectly cleaned. Her mum must have tidied it up everyday. Rose remembered the pain , sleeping everynight in that bed , without the humming of the Tardis. Standing up everyday and not finding the doctor , fixing something in the control room. Without him holding her hand and showing her new planets. Rose shook her head. She didn't want to thought , about this horrible time again. She walked over , to her old wardrobe and put out her favourite black leather jacket , a dark blue trouser , chucks in the same coulour and a white shirt with dark blue strips on it.

When she was finally dressed she walked back to the living room. The doctor took her hand. Jackie watched the couple. She always had known that the doctor and Rose have feeling for eachother. Everyone could see that. Also in the past. But now , how Rose and him looked at eachother... Now she thought that marriage couldn't be so far away anymore. The doctors arms were always protectively around Rose. You could saw that he was afraid to lose her again. To feel this pain again , like someone has ripped his hearts in pieces. The time without Rose , was the worst thing , he had ever experienced. It was weird. He never had felt this for any companion. Rose had been a human from million. But not for him. Actually, Timelords never fall in love. It's not in their bilogy. On Gallifrey they get childrens , but nothing more. But Rose , had made him feel this for her. He was so lost in his thoughts , that he hasn't noticed , Rose asked him something. ,,Doctor?'' Rose looked worried at him. ,, Ye-p ?'' He came back to reality. ,, Do you want to come with me and get some chips?'' ,,Oh yes , chips that's the right thing now. I'm starving. Rose we need a chipsmaker in the Tardis. Would you like that?'' He ran to the door and pulled her with him. Rose giggled ,,Yes , of course I would.''

Pete and Jackie laughed. ,,It is like they are made for each other.'' Pete took Jackie and Tony in his arms and gave them both a kiss on the forehead.

Meanwhile the doctor and Rose walked hand in hand over the street. They swinged their hands between them. ,,So what will happen next?'' Rose asked , with a warm smile on her face. ,,Well, we have the whole, wide universe, much planets that need to be rescued and two Tardises. I think we won't get bored one day.'' ,,That sounds good.'' Rose grinned. ,,I miss the running.'' The rest of the way , the doctor told her what planets he has explored and what she has missed. Rose wished, she had been there with him , to see how he save the universe , planets and people always and always again.

A hour later , the two came back with the chips. ,,There you are! We are nearly starving. Did you travelled somewhere , before you bought the chips?'' Jackie asked. At some reasons , she was really angry. Rose didn't understood why , but the reason was not that they were late. ,,Hey , we would never do that.'' Rose smiled , to calm her mother down. ,,You not , but the doctor!'' Jackie shook her head. ,,Oi! Should that be an insult?'' he looked , innocent and searching for help , to Rose. ,,No , hey...but I know you. You dissapear from one of the other second. And you leave behind nothing more as a destroyed world.'' Jackie walked away. Still muttering something. ,, Have I said something wrong?'' The doctor whispered to Rose. ,, She is still angry that you have ,,left'' me. She think that you have let me down , like rubbish . I always tell her , it was the fault from Torchwood , but she doesn't believe me.'' He got a serious face. ,,I understand... and she is right. It was my fault. '' ,,Doctor , stop it. Really , you know it wasn't. Not in any possible way.'' He grabbed Rose shoulders and looked into her eyes. ,, No? But I have opened the void and you nearly died. I'm dangerous , for the people I love. I always lose them , or they die because of me. I have put you in danger at the first time, I had met you. I never should have asked you to travel with me!'' That hit Rose deep. She looked at him dubious. Not really sure how she should react on that. Now , he showed her how really broken he was inside. ,, So you regreat it that you asked me , to travel with you and that we have met us?'' Rose waited for an answere.

The doctor let go of her shoulders and looked to the ground. Rose shook her head. She turned around and gave her father the chips. She walked outside and slammed the door. It was dark and cold outside , but Rose didn't noticed. She was angry , disappointed , desperated and incredible hurted. She has spent so much time to find him again. She has became a Timelord. She wasn't human anymore. She has died. Everything for the person she... Her eyes filled with tears. She walked to the park , where she always had played as a child. She needed some time for her , to calm down. She knew that it was childish. But she couldn't change it , how she felt. Rose crossed her arms , because she freezed. She sat down on a bench where she has a free view over london. She saw the london eye. There she has landed the first time after flown in the Tardis. Her first , little adventure. This situation was to much for her at this moment. Suddently, there was a picture from a laughing man in her head. Rose could hear a knocking sound. Four times... ,,What's happening...who is this.'' She held her head in pain. The picture showed up again. A horrible pain went through her body. The knocking sound came closer and became louder and louder. Everything spinned around in her head. Rose eyes rolled back and everything went black before her.

I'm not really happy with this chapter again. I'm so sorry. :( But I hope you still liked it somehow. Review , please. Allons-y!