Bella's Emo Singing Chapter 4: Bring Me To Life and Let You Go, a twilight fanfic

Sorry it took so long. You already read enough disclaimers so I'm not going to bother. You know what I mean anyway.

So here is the next chapter.

BPOV

Me and Edward were just enjoying each other's company till the bell rang. Standing up, Edward grabbed hold of my hand and didn't let go till we got to our next class.

That's when it happened. At first, I heard the clicking of heels against school tile, then the popping of gum between teeth. The Queen of Bitches and her bobble headed followers were here. Dammit...

"So, like, the loser, like has the nerve to like show herself in like my hallways," I heard a slutty voice say from behind. Edward tensed and I rolled my eyes. I would know which one of the sluts spoke. It was Tanya... I would know the fake purr in her voice anywhere. Along with her fake hair, breasts, body, tan, and whatever else.

"Oh Tanya, you shouldn't like waste your like time on a like thing like that." And that would be Jessica. Last but not least would be. 3, 2, 1...

"I like totally agree. She is like nothing compared to like you," the last slut, Lauren said nasally. God can their voices get any more annoying. Apparently so.

"Hey bitch! Are you deaf or something? Can you not hear me talking to you?" Tanya grabbed my shoulder. Oh hell to the fucking goddamn no!

I won't back down to this fake slut. Grabbing her wrist before she could touch my shoulder, I twisted it and she let out a yelp in pain. That's nothing, she should know what real pain is like. But I didn't get that far because some how, the temporary bandage that was wrapped around the knife cut came loose and fell to the ground.

I gasped and let Tanya go, not wanting Edward to see the cut. That would end very badly. But it was too late. He saw the gauze and was currently looking at my arm. It reopened and was bleeding heavily, not that I minded or anything.

Pushing Tanya away from me, I decided to skip Government with Jefferson. I'm not really in the mood. Racing away, I heard Edward calling after me. I can't go to the music room or the library, Edward knows I'll go there... But where will I go?... I got it! I started running for my car, deciding to skip for the rest of the day as well.

Jumping into my Chevy Camaro, I started the engine and sped out of the school grounds. I didn't think of anything, just my destination. I didn't think of Edward, I didn't think of school, nothing. Just the precious meadow. Looking back, I was glad to see my guitar was safe and secure in the back seat. Good.

I relaxed into the leather seats of my precious car. Plugging in my iPod, I let 21 Guns by Greenday take me. It was a long drive, but it passed quickly, soon I was stopping the car in my little hiding spot for it. Grabbing my guitar and slinging it over my back, I reached back for my iPod. Placing it securely in my pocket, I remembered the long walk ahead of me.

Whatever. I took a deep breath and grabbed a first aid kit as well, then grabbed my backpack. I was bringing that with me too. I started walking, stuffing the first aid kit in with my books and binders for school. I took this path so many times, I think I'm starting to make a trail. It's my place for coming to think.

Now it's my place to get away from everything and let me be alone with my music, as always. It would be like I never met Edward. Edward... I wonder what he's doing now. I shook my head free of thoughts, making my hair fling around crazily, the colors of it gleaming in the dim light. No, I won't think of him. I realized I was looking into a puddle, looking at my unusual eyes.

Brown with gold, gold with brown. Blue with green, green with blue. Same but different. I'm the same as everyone else, but different too. Is it possible? Suddenly, I felt like I was being watched and stood up straight. Turning around, I didn't see anyone. Did I mention that my senses were heightened? Well they are. My eyesight is better than normal, so is my hearing and taste.

Shrugging, I continued on my way. Keeping alert, I held onto my guitar and backpack straps for dear life. I don't know what I would find here. Hell, for all I knew, a killer could jump out at me. Then again, if they did I would just stab them with the skull knife in my skinny jean pants leg. I started jogging, popping in my iPod earbuds. Music.

I was listening to Bleed It Out by Linkin Park when I finally made a break in the trees and saw my beautiful meadow. Sighing in relief, I sank in the middle of the meadow, among the wildflowers with my bag and guitar next to me. Closing my eyes, I let myself relax.

I remembered that I needed to rewrap my wounds so I got out the first aid kit. Getting out the gauze, I wrapped it securely around the clean cut, since I wiped the blood away. Once again, I relaxed and closed my eyes.

There was a rustle in the forest after a while. I guess I fell asleep. Looking up at the trees, I saw a dark shape coming out of them. I gasped and crawled backwards away. My hand automatically reached for my knife.

The figure stepped out fully and I saw that it was Edward. I sighed in relief, then stiffened. He sat in front of me and looked at me with deep, emerald green eyes.

"Are you okay?" he asked. I shrugged and looked away. Suddenly, words I never wanted to be said fell from my lips. I was thinking about it earlier.

"Go, go away and leave me alone," I said. Edward looked at me with surprised.

"What?" he stuttered.

"You heard me. I want you to leave me and go to Tanya. You have a better chance with her, than me..." I whispered.

"I can't do that Bella. I won't go to her," he said. I turned and glared at him fully, my eyes narrowed. The unnaturalness of them only made me look more intimidating.

"Do it. Be like everyone else. I don't want you to be anywhere close to me..." I whispered. The words stung me but I wanted him to have a better chance at high school. And he will, if he's with the popular crowd. Really, I just can't trust anyone and I'll only end up hurting him too. There was a gust of wind, knocking him down. He looked at me with fearful eyes and nodded. Then ran off.

I started to cry. He's the only one that brought me to life. Now, I let him go. I stayed there all night. But when the sun was setting, inspiration struck me. Grabbing my notebook I started to write.

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become

now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(Bring me to life)
I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside
(Bring me to life)

I sighed and decided to call it, Bring Me To Life. The sun set and I curled up in the middle of the meadow, asleep.

Sorry if you don't like it. I got bored and wanted to update quickly. Sorry that it's so short. I had other plans but... It was taking to long.

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