Okay so where to start right?...Well let me try:
So I have gotten a lot and I mean A LOT of emails with rage and hate and such saying "Why haven't you written anything for the story? I MUST KNOW WHAT HAPPENS!"
Sorry I have a life. In case you were wondering I am not by any means killing or quitting on this story. See I got a girlfriend, Nicole around the end of October and she has quickly become the love of my life. Why are you telling me this Relentless? I don't care about your love life man. Just tell me why you gave up on this amazing story? I will tell you why, it started to scare me a little because little details in the story started to play out with my relationship with Nicole and another girl I used to have feelings for but had repressed them to just be friends until she told me that she wished we could date but knew Nicole was now in the picture so a long two month fight began...and that's not even the start of this bullshit.
Christmas happened and things seemed to be going great. See I had written out over four chapters of the story on notebook paper that I wrote in school whenever I had a chance...but there is always a catch.
On February 25th at 9:05 AM my mother died of cancer. This was all a shock to us...sort of. Two weeks prior she had been admitted to the ICU and then eventually a hospiss, the doctor looked me in the eyes that day and told me she's dying. Now this was the first time ANYONE had EVER even said the phrase 'she's dying' so I braced myself for the worse and went to visit her everyday or any day I was able to. She died quicker or sooner than anyone had imagined. This was a two year battle with breast cancer and had been her second fight with it, the other being in 2000. So I have been in a sort of daze/depression for the past two months. Not aware of it most of the time.
SO SORRY IF I DON'T HAVE THE FUCKING ENERGY TO WRITE THIS STUPID STORY!
*breathes in deep*
My apologizes, its just after the cleanup and moving out of the townhouse where I lived with my mother, somehow the paper was thrown away. I was so pissed you don't even know.
So I get to start all over, my ideas gone, along with her.
I, a little less down, am starting to deal with end of year stuff and am trying to be able to have the will to sit down and start typing some new storyline plot and such.
Thank you for listening to me rank and I hope this clears up why I've been "dead" for like six months.
^-^ As always,
Relentless