Bella's Emo Singing Chapter 21: Reflection on Taking Hints and I Give Up, a twilight fanfic

Hey peeps. Sorry its taking so long. Please forgive me.

Song: Reflection by Christina Aguilera, Take A Hint by the Victorious cast, and Give It Up by the Victorious cast

Also, I've been getting bad headaches lately, so yeah. School is getting on my nerves, I even have a C- in Algebra! :( That is hurting my grades so bad!

Anyway, I do not own Twilight or the songs. Please enjoy!

BPOV (Bella)

Edward held me in his arms as the guys looked through the mini fridge. I swear, they are the reason why I barely have any food in my house. I could hear them laughing and praising the fact that there was a fully stocked fridge. Edward chuckled and kissed my forehead.

I smiled up at him but was hit in the head with a banana that was thrown from one of the guys... To be more precise, it was Jake. I glared at him and threw an empty root beer bottle at him. They ducked as the glass shattered and started laughing. Edward's phone vibrated and when he looked at the collar ID, he stood up.

"It's my mom, I have to take this," Edward said. But something was off, his voice was too low. Then he walked off, me looking after him.

"What's up with Eddie Boy?" Jake asked coming in, eating an apple. I shrgged and shook my head.

"I don't know," I replied but before I could say anything, my phone vibrated as well. I looked at the collar ID and it said Esme. Isn't she supposed to be calling Edward? I looked out where Edward left and then back at my phone.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Bella hi! I just wanted to check up on you and Edward. I can't reach Edward so I called you," Esme explained. So she didn't call Edward. If that's the case... Then who is Edward talking to?

"Yeah, everything is going awesome! Oh crap, um Esme yeah my phone is dying so I'll have to call you later with more details. Okay, bye!" I hung up before she could reply and stared at the door where Edward exited. Deciding to snoop, I crept towards where Edward was standing and hid, listening to his talk.

"No, no! I told you before I am not doing it! I told you to leave me alone you stupid bitch!" Edward growled. I raised an eyebrow. The person on the other side replied and Edward snarled. "No, Tanya, I want and need you to leave me and Bella alone got it!" With that he hung up. Tears were in my eyes. Tanya? He was talking to Tanya?

For how long has this been going on? Was he playing me? A tear fell as I snuck away before Edward saw me. The band was still waiting for me in the kitchen and sitting room. I shook my head and went to my room. I could feel their eyes watching me as I closed the door behind me. Grabbing my suitcase, I pulled out a Mango motorcycle leather jacket, a black vest tank top, a pink, plaid skirt with a lace hem and small black bows that ended at the middle of my thigh. I grabbed my HTC motorcycle boots with studs. I put in some earrings shaped like bicycles and pulled my hair into a tight ponytail. I grabbed my guitar and walked out. Edward was sitting on the couch, watching TV and the others were watching him. Edward didn't notice me, so I pulled Jacob into the hall.

"Can I borrow your bike? I want to go for a ride," I said. Jake gave me the keys to his bike.

"Scratch it, I will break all of your precious instruments," Jake said playfully. But I knew that he was serious, his bike is his baby, just like my instruments and vehicles were.

"Don't worry, I won't harm your bike," I said as I went through the front door. I'm pretty sure Edward didn't even notice that I was gone. I got onto Jacob's motorcycle and revved up the engine. I ulled out and me and the bike were out of sight, heading in a random direction.

EPOV (Edward)

"But Eddie! Why do you hang out with the loser! I mean like you can be like so popular if you went out with like me!" Tanya screeched into the phone. I growled quietly, still confused on how she got my fuckin number.

"No, no! I told you before I am not doing it! I told you to leave me alone you stupid bitch!" I snarled.

"But Eddie!" Tanya whined.

"No, Tanya, I want and need you to leave me and Bella alone, got it!" I hung up before she replied and punched a wall. Why can't she just leave me alone? Doesn't she get the fact that I hate her?

Ugh! I walked back to the sitting room to see that everyone but Bella was in the kitchen or in the room. I sat on the couch, not noticing all the stares I was getting.

I heard Bella's door open then her talking to Jacob. It didn't last long till the door closed and Jake came back onto the couch.

"Where did Bella go?" I asked him. Jacob shrugged casting me a glance.

"Eh, on an errand," was all Jacob said. I raised an eyebrow and shook my head. Best leave it like that, Bella can take care of herself.

BPOV (Bella)

I rode the motorcyle outside the city, and into a small forest. I turned off the engine and got off the bike, hiding it real quickly. Strapping my guitar to my back, I started walking. I kept my eyes on the forest floor as I walked. Being able to control the air, I used wind to keep the plants out of my way.

I noticed that I was coming closer to a field and smiled. It was open and beautiful, a coastal meadow. The rocks potruded the water. The grass was lush and green. I could even sit next to the ocean, there was a a ledge where I could sit. The ocean waters were calm and gentle waves crashed against the rocks.

I walked over and sat next to one of the rocks on land. This is a nice place, I'll probably have to come here again. I sat on the grass and crossed my legs. My index and thumb formed circles as i placed my hands on top of my knees. Closing my eyes, I began to meditate.

Easily finding my center in the sound of the ocean and the scent of the salty air in my nose and resting on my tongue, I hummed deep in my throat to keep the balance. I breathed deep breaths, my emotions calm and subdued for the moment. My powers are controlled by my emotions at times.

I became lost, I didn't know how much time had past, all the sounds had disappeared. However, that didn't stop the thoughts that ran through my head.

Why did Tanya call Edward anyway?

Why am I so sad about it? I heard what he said. I heard him telling her to back off. I guess I just got overly emotional as always. I sighed and opened my eyes. I can't meditate with all those thoughts, I can't concentrate! Looking at my phone, I noticed that two hours had passed since I got here. I've been meditating for two damn hours? What the hell?

Shaking my head, I crawled over to the water's edge and looked at my reflection. Many people said they thought I was ugly, a worthless piece of shit and they said this so many times that I began to believe it. My eyes closed in disgust, then opened. They stared into the eyes of my reflection, I could see the pain and some relief.

A tear leaked down my face as I flashbacked to all the comments, to all the insults. I heard them so often that I began to believe them. A waste of space, a worthless piece of shit, slut, whore, bitch. Every name in the book. I shook my head and started to sing quietly, my guitar still next to the rocks.

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

I looked around, sighing. My voice started to shake but I forced it to stay steady. I forced every bad thought out my head.

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

Tears ran down my face as I bit my lip, ending the song. Taking one last look at my reflection, I scoffed in disgust and swiped my hand at the image. Sitting back, I looked at the sky. I lied down, the grass swaying, almost dancing around me. The clouds passed overhead slowly, casting occasional shadows when they blocked out the sun.

When I was little, I would sometimes make stories from the clouds, when my mom was still alive. I remember that much. Actually, I only remember the fun times I had with her. I didn't remember much anymore.

I heard my phone beep and when I saw the collar ID it said Edward. I smiled and picked up.

"I'm sorry but if you're looking for the whore's house you got the wrong number, but if you are looking for a fuck awesome bitch named Bella this is she," I said teasingly.

"Haha, you are so funny love. I was just wondering when you would be getting back, I miss you," Edward murmurs. I blush and look down, even though he couldn't see me.

"I'm actually on my back right now hun," I said as I grabbed my guitar and strapped it to my back.

"Oh really?" I could hear the happiness and excitement in his voice. "Great! See you soon, I love you," Edward finished.

"Love you too, see you when I get back to the hotel room," I muttered, looking out at the ocean. I heard Edward chuckle. Then the dial tone sounded in my ear. I placed my phone back in my guitar case, then strapped the guitar case onto my back and took one last look at the ocean. I'm going to have to come back here... I thought as I walked off towards the lended motorcycle.

Turning on the engine, I rode down the road and onto the main highway to the hotel. My helmet kept my hair from flying everywhere as I went faster, thank God! A groaned quietly when I saw a red light and slowed to a stop, keeping my hand on the throttle.

Then a white Lamborghini murcielago lp640 roadster rolled up and the driver's window went down to reveal a man. I could feel his eyes rake my body up and down. I groaned. Oh damn no.

"Hey sweet cheeks, nice legs," he called. I groaned again. I was right, he is a tool, not to mention an ugly one at that. "Baby, why don't you come back to my place? We can have some fun together?" he continued. Dude, just because I'm in a short skirt does not mean I'm a hooker... I'll call Tanya for you if you want me to though.

I raised my hand and flipped him the bird. He looked shocked and the light turned green so I sped off. I lowered slightly to gain some speed as the hotel came into view. I pulled into the hotel parking lot and ran into the lobby, gaining many disapproving looks. I could hear some whispers of disgust, making me stop. I took a deep breath and turned to the culprits.

Two middle aged women in bikinis, obviously just coming from the beach, were staring at me in disgust. I was holding the helmet under my arm to give back to Jake, so they saw my face. They cowered under my unforgiving, different colored gaze.

"You were saying something?" I asked sweetly. They shook their heads, obviously in fright. I smirked and grabbed a glass of water that was conviently placed on a table next to me. "Good because I would hate to have slipped and spilt something all over you," I continued. I started walking and the elevators were behind them and as I walked past, I 'slipped'.

MY hand jerked forward, spraying all the water all over them and I smirked. "See that's what I meant," I cooed. Then I continued towards the elevator, getting in and going up to my room. I tapped my foot impatiently and bit my lip. Finally the elevator dinged and the doors opened to reveal Tanya trying to get in, her foot between the door and door jab, yelling.

I could hear the boys trying to push her out and close the door while trying not to get 'Whore germs' on them. Then I heard Edward yell.

"Enough of this shit! Why don't we just slam the door on her foot! It's not like she'll need, not with all the time she spends on her back!" he yelled. I laughed, a cold, bone chilliing laugh that could scare Satan himself. Tanya stopped screeching my ears off (thank God, thank you God) and froze. Slowly she turned to meet my hard, freezing smirk that was on my pale face. I could see the death glare she directed to me.

"Bitch, what are you doing at my door?" I said sweetly. She gulped.

"I-I.." she was cut off when the door suddenly opened, but all the boys fell at my feet and I laughed.

"You know, it's nice to be treated like a Queen," I snickered. Then I turned to Tanwhoreya (I must admit, I did not come up with the name myself, I would like to thank bexie25 for making the fic A Choice, so thank you!) and sneered. "If you know what's good for you, it would be best to leave... Now!"

With those words still in the air, Tanya screamed and ran to the elevator but her ankle went sideways, and she fell down the flight of stairs. I laughed, almost falling to the floor.

"Now that is a highlight of my day!" I giggled out. The others were laughing too and we went in to relax.

...

It was six pm and Lola text messaged me.

Btch, i'm bored, wanna go 2 a sushi bar w/ me? she texted. I thought it over and texted back.

As a girl's night? Sure why not, I sent. I smiled as she replied quickly.

Awesome, pick you up in 30 min. be ready!And with that text, I was looking through my suitcase. I laughed when I saw an outfit. I chose a JITROIS Black Leather Biker Jacket, a seamless black tank top, and Rhinestone Destroyed Skinny Jean. I also got out Blink Ankle Biker Boots. I was already ready and only five minutes had passed.

I sat in the kitchen, waiting when Edward came in. He saw me in my outfit and raised an eyebrow.

"You look sexy, what's the occasion?" he teased. I grinned.

"Girl night with Lola, Travis is staying with you guys," I answered.

"Oh, cool," he smiled at me. I swayed and he wrapped his arms around my waist. I stared into Edward's eyes and leaned in. Edward leaned in half the way then our lips met.

We kissed passionately for a bit, but was interupted when there was a knock.

"That must be Lola and Travis," I said as we went to open the door for our friends. Lola and Travis smiled brightly when the door opened.

"Hey Bella, Edward! Thanks for coming tonight and thanks Edward for allowing Travy to stay with you guys," Lola said her eyes bright. I looked over and grinned. It was nice and cute.

She had a rippled purple and black top with a Kelly Ewing Short Hitched Black Lace skirt. Her shoes were Pleaser boots, with buckles going up the whole thing. I giggled and after introductions were made, Lola and I said our goodbyes and left.

...

Lola and I were laughing as we ate our sushi with chopsticks. We were having a great time. We watched a new chef get caught on on fire, watched someone get beat up by their girl friend for looking at one of the waitress's ass. Yeah tonight has been awesome.

That is, until these two guys decided to hit on us. There we were, eating our food when suddenly there were two dudes pressing me and Lola together, yelling 'babe sandwich'.

Lola and I shared a look and shudder. Ew, tonight just got worse.

EPOV

We were all laughing and the tv was roaring. We were watching the news, but none of the guys were actually watching it. More like teasing Travis for being whipped about Lola. Is it bad to admit that I miss Bella? Suddenly the TV turned to something else, showing a sushi bar that looked new. (Okay this is coming from the Victorious episode "Play Date", including the dance).

It showed a group doing karaoke. They were pretty good. Then the camera went onto a guy whereing jeans and blue shirt.

"Okay this is the newest and hottest sushi bar called Sushi to ongaku, which means Sushi and Music! It opened tonight and from what I hear, the food is awesome and they are doing karaoke each and every night! Oh looks like a new pair of contestants are going up, let's see how this is!" the announcer said.

The camera zoomed over to the stage and showed two girls. They were wearing the same exact outfits that Lola and Bella were wearing. Then I realized. That is Bella and Lola.

"Okay we got two fresh ladies up here! Give Bella and Lola a hand, singing Take A Hint!" the DJ yelled out. The entire sushi bar yelled and clapped. Bella and Lola smirked at each other as the music started.

"Wait Lola can sing?" I asked Travis. He shrugged.

"Yeah, and awesome too," Travis said with goo-goo eyes. We turned our attention back to the TV as the music started.

Lola:
Why am I always hit on by the boys I never like
Lola:
I can always see 'em coming from the left and from the right
Bella:
I don't want to be a priss, I just try to be polite
Bella:
But it always seems to bite me in the

Lola:
Ask me for my number, yeah you put me on the spot
Bella:
You think that we should hook-up, but I think that we should not
Lola:
You had me at hello, then you opened up your mouth Vic,
Bella:
And that is when it started going south
Both:
Oh!

Both:
Get your hands off my hips, 'fore I'll punch you in the lips
Stop your staring at my- Hey!
Take a hint, take a hint
No you can't buy me a drink, let me tell you what I think
I think you could use a mint
Take a hint, take a hint
La, La, La...
T-take a hint, take a hint
La, La, La...

Lola:
I guess you still don't get it, so let's take it from the top
Bella:
You asked me what my sign is, and I told you it was Stop!
Lola:
And if I only had a dime for every name that you just dropped
Both:
You'd be here and I'd be on a yacht
Both:
Oh!

Both:
Get your hands off my hips, or I'll punch you in the lips
Stop your staring at my- Hey!
Take a hint, take a hint
No you can't buy me a drink, let me tell you what I think
I think you could use a mint
Take a hint, take a hint
La, La, La...
T-take a hint, take a hint
La, La, La...

Lola:
What about "no" don't you get
Bella:
So go and tell your friends
Both:
I'm not really interested
Lola:
It's about time that you're leavin'
Bella:
I'm gonna count to three and
Bella:
Open my eyes and
Both:
You'll be gone

Bella:
One.
Lola:
Get your hands off my
Bella:
Two.
Lola:
Or I'll punch you in the
Bella:
Three.
Lola:
Stop your staring at my- Hey!
Lola:
Take a hint, take a hint

Both:
I am not your missing link
Let me tell you what I think
I think you could use a mint
Take a hint, take a hint
Take a hint, take a hint
Lola:
Whooooooooaaaaa

Both:
Get your hands off my hips, or I'll punch you in the lips
Stop your staring at my- Hey!
Take a hint, take a hint
La, La, La...
T-take a hint, take a hint
La, La, La...

All our mouths were open as the song ended. Travis and I had stars in our eyes. Our girls were hot as hell and not to mention awesome as hell! But apparently, the girls weren't finished.

"Hey DJ, how bout one more?" Bella called into the mic. The crowd cheered enthustiastically. The DJ laughed and asked them what song. Lola whispered in Bella's ear and they smirekd at each other.

Lola lifted her mic to her lips. "How bout we Give It Up!" The DJ gave them the thumbs up and the music once again began.

The two girls started dancing as they sang.

[Lola:]
Someday I'll let you in
Treat you right
Drive you outta your mind
Oooh

[Bella:]
You never met a chick like me
Burn so bright
I'm gonna make you blind

[Both:]
Always want what you can't have
Is it so bad
When you don't get what you wanted
Make you feel good
As I whip you
Into shape, ya boy
Let's get it started!

[Both:]
Give it up
You can't win
Cause I know where you've been
Such a shame
You don't put up a fight
That's a game that we play
At the end of the night
It's the same old story
But you never get it right
Give it up

[Both:]
Come a little closer
Baby, baby
Come a little closer
Come a little closer
Baby, baby

[Lola:]
So stop trying to walk away
No you won't ever leave me behind
[Bella:]
(Noooo)

[Bella:]
You better believe that I'm here to stay
[Lola:]
(That's right)
[Bella]
Cause you're the shade and I'm the sunshine
(Ooooohh)

[Both:]
Look at me boy
'Cause I got you
Where I want you
Isn't it so exciting?
Wanna shake you
When I break you
Take a backseat boy
Cause now I'm driving

A oooh yeaaah
Ah oooho heeey
Hey yeah yeah yeaaaah

[Both:]
Come a little closer
Come a little closer
Baby, baby
Come a little closer
Come a little closer
Baby, baby
Come a little closer
Come a little closer
Baby
Yeah if you are my baby
And I'll make you crazy tonight

[Both:]
Look at me boy
'Cause I got you
Where I want you
Isn't it so exciting?
Wanna shake you
When I break you
Take a backseat boy
Cause now I'm driving

Jake and the other band members turned to look at me and Travis then back at the girls that were now getting off the stage during the giant cheering of the crowd. Then they looked back at us.

"Dude... You are so lucky..." Jake muttered. I smirked and so did Travis.

"We know," both of us said.

Whew finally that is done. I hope it's long enough for all of you! Sorry for the wait by the way.

Anyway, I am sorry for all my slow updates. I've been having writer's block and I've been getting new ideas for new stories that will be posted when I finish some stories. Tell me if you'd like a new Pirates of a Carribean and Twilight crossover, a new Twilight non crossover, and two new Inuyasha Sess/Kag fanfics!

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