Ok. That wasn't a great idea.

Jacob had said he'd be happy for me but he'd looked so upset. I need to talk to him at some point, to get things straight. I love Jacob, but more as a big brother than a boyfriend. Luke though, oh my God. I don't see how I can turn him down now. I'll talk to mum, she went through almost exactly this, and she knows Jacob.

"Mum, you know when you loved dad and Jacob? Was there ever a point when you loved Jacob Moore than dad or the other way round, but you didn't want to not love the other one?" I hadn't thought this through. Never mind, go with the flow, just go with the flow.

"Well there was the time I made Jacob kiss me to stop him running of and dying. Does that count?" Was her reply. If never thought she had ordered Jacob to kids her but I did know about the first time. He'd been guarding her and he just kiss her. She got really cross cos she wanted dad, so she punched him. He was an immortal by then, so she broke her hand. Dad banned him from kissing her, or he'd kill him, and ignore the treaty. But he could kiss her if she asked. Dad said exactly what Jacob had said to me, that he'd be happy for her if she chose Jacob.

And yet Jacob's upset.

"Why are you asking?"

"Um, I'm not absolutely sure I want to be with Jacob when I'm older."

"You're old enough now, and you know he said he just wants you to have what makes you happy. Did you find a hoodie at school today?" She said, teasing.

"Um, well, maybe." Busted. Mum raised her eyebrows. "Ok, fine, Jacob saw me kissing Luke."

"Love at first sight? Who's Luke?"

"He's, well, he's a..." I tried to find the words.

"He's not another wolf if he? Did he imprinting on you?" She looked confused now.

"No he's not a wolf. He's one of us." I bit my lip.

"Is he hunting round here? The wolves could get him." Was her instant response.

"No he knows about that, and the hunting thing. But if he's at school I think he's staying for a while."

"Invite him round here after school so your dad can meet him. Keep your ability closed, he might be in with the volturi." Dad can see people's intentions. But I guess you know that.