Here is the next chapter. Sorry if it took too long.
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Song: Dear Agony by Breaking Benjamin
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EPOV (Edward)
Carlisle was rushing out of the house; I couldn't catch what he was saying. Something about a crash that an eighteen wheeler was involved with. He also said that a young woman was dying, I think. Without so much as a word, Carlisle had rushed to his car and drove off, going three times the amount of the speed limit. The family instantly followed him out, trying to keep up.
As we got closer to the hospital, I could see the ambulance arriving, the lights and sounds blaring. Carlisle was running over, as they unloaded the passenger. I caught a glimpse of neon blue and black hair, deathly pale skin, though to me, it looks creamier. I instantly knew who it was.
"Bella!" The cry escaped my lips before I could hold it in. I ran towards the stretcher, but Esme grabbed my arm. She looked at me and shook her head. I stood back, lowering my head so that my hair is covering my eyes.
I heard laughter coming from behind me and snapped my head to look. Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper, and Alice were snickering behind their hands. I heard Rosalie sneer something.
"Looks like she finally got what she deserved!" she sneered, glaring at Bella's body as they took her into the emergency room.
"Maybe the world will finally be rid of her bad fashion sense and hideous looks," Alice snickered, standing next to the blonde.
"Shut up," I growled, looking down.
"What did you say?" Rosalie snarled at me. I turned and glared at her, my green eyes becoming darker and sinister.
"I said shut up you idiotic bitch! I finally realize that no matter how hard I try I can never be accepted by you four, now can I? I lied when I said I felt sorry for her, I lied when I said that I didn't want to be around her! I thought that if I said any of that I would be able to be accepted by you guys but no! She heard me say all those things and I hurt her once again! But you, you have no right to say any of this! I'm in love with Isabella Marie Swan and you four ought to be ashamed of how you speak of her! She goes through more hell than you know! Being abused at school and not noticed by her father after her mother was killed in an accident! She is more remarkable than any of you and the reason why you are being so cruel hearted is because you are jealous you can't be her," I spoke, ending my speech with a turn on my heel and went into the waiting room, leaving my four adopted siblings and mother for all intents and purposes behind me.
EsPOV (Esme)
I looked towards my children and put my hands on my hips. I glared at them and they shrunk back.
"I have never been more disappointed in you four than I am right now. That girl is nothing more than a sweetheart and a selfless creature. I would be more than happy to have her as my own daughter than have any of you as my children. And right now, she is on that surgery table and she probably has lost the will to live because she heard what Edward say, because he was trying to be accepted by all of you! Now get out of my sight, I don't want any of you anywhere near Edward, Bella, Carlisle, or I until further notice," I barked out, then went to Edward, sitting next to him.
He had his face in his hands, sobbing. I wrapped an arm around his shoulder and brought him to my side hugging him there. He placed his head on my shoulder and cried himself to sleep. I held him with my head on top of his, though it felt wrong, like I wasn't the one who should be doing it. I wasn't Bella, and I know only she could comfort Edward when he was like this.
I watched as Chief Swan, Bella's father burst in through the door and try to run in. He started yelling about getting to his daughter and my heart went out to him. I watched as a doctor sedated him and told a nurse to put him in one of the rooms.
A few hours passed and Carlisle came out, taking off the surgical mask. I stood up and put Edward in a comfortable position before going towards my husband.
"How is she?" I asked as we sat down in a quiet part of the waiting room.
"Stable, we were able to save her, mostly deep gashed, some broken bones. We had to give her some blood transfusions and she died once on the table before we could revive her," Carlisle whispered to me, holding my hands. I leaned against him, the word ringing in my ears. Died… She died. "But then we got a heartbeat again and we finished."
"So she's alright?"
"Yes. She is now in a medicine induced coma," Carlisle stated. I nodded and saw Edward waking up. He groaned and lifted a hand to his head, eyes cracking open slowly.
Edward looked at us and instantly rushed up to Carlisle, asking how Bella was. I could sense the worry and pain in his voice. Carlisle relayed the information to him and I saw Edward bow his head.
"It's all my fault. I know she heard me earlier, her senses are heighted, or so she told me. I need to see her Dad," Edward pleaded with my husband and his father. He sighed and nodded, motioning us to follow him to Bella's room.
We went in and there she was, all hooked up and in the coma like state that breaks my heart each time to see on anyone. Carlisle left the room and Edward sat in a chair by Bella's side, taking a hand that wasn't hooked into any machines into his and kissed the skin there. Carlisle then came back and handed a piece of crumpled paper to Edward.
"She was holding onto this when we got here," he said. I went into Carlisle's arms and sobbed softly. He moved me away from the room and into the waiting room where I sobbed freely into his chest.
EPOV (Edward)
I looked at Bella's pale face, her hair laying limply, the blue bangs in her eyes. Her closed eyes. I wouldn't be able to see the half gold and brown, with brown specks in the gold and gold specks in the brown or see the half blue and green, with green specks in the blue and blue specks in the green, in those special eyes of hers. The red tips of Bella's hair seemed dull, along with the green and skull extensions. The paleness of her face wasn't the one I fell in love with either. Though she was in a medicine induced coma, it still felt like she wasn't there.
I looked at the paper Carlisle had given me and noticed that it was in Bella's handwriting. It looked like song lyrics. Leaning closer to it, I tried to make out the smudged writing.
Dear Agony it said at the top. Blinking, I read more.
I have nothing left to give
I have found the perfect end
You were made to make it hurt
Disappear into the dirt
Carry me to heaven's arms
Light the way and let me go
Take the time to take my breath
I will end where I began
And I will find the enemy within
Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin
Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony
Suddenly
The lights go out
Let forever
Drag me down
I will fight for one last breath
I will fight until the end
And I will find the enemy within
Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin
Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony
Leave me alone
God let me go
I'm blue and cold
Black sky will burn
Love pull me down
Hate lift me up
Just turn around
There's nothing left
Somewhere far beyond this world
I feel nothing anymore
Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony
I feel nothing anymore
I stopped reading the song lyrics Bella jotted down, and looked at her. Then I started to cry again, leaning my head against her hand as I held it.
"I'm so sorry I caused you pain Bella. Please believe me! I love you, please forgive me…" I cried out softly, trembling as the tears streamed down my face. I could feel my body rack with sobs as I once again cried myself to sleep, still clenching the sheet of paper in one of my hands.
ChPOV (Charlie)
I blinked my eyes open, dazed and confused. I looked around, now noticing that I was on a rather uncomfortable bed, a hospital bed. Suddenly everything crashed down on me and I jumped off the bed and ran into the hall. I stopped a nurse real quickly.
"What room is Bella Swan in?" I asked her hurriedly.
"And who are you to ask that question Sir?" she asked me, eyes narrowed.
"Her father," I growled, with my eyes narrowed. She looked startled and rambled off her room number. "Thank you."
I ran towards the room that held my daughter, but once I was through the door, I saw that she wasn't alone. A young man with bronze hair and pale skin was holding onto my baby girl's hand obviously asleep.
I blinked as I noticed that his head was right next to Bella's hand, the one he was holding, and he had tear streaks on his face. Maybe I'll come back tomorrow…
I left the hospital and went home.
That was quick huh? This chapter was nearly done anyway. Thanks love for betaing my stories once again, Love youuu!
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