SM: Hey Deedee, do you want Twilight?

Me: HELL YEAH!

SM: Well, too bad so sad. It still belongs to me.

Me: Damn you...

Edward: C'mon where is the disclaimer?

Me: *growls quietly, cursing at Edward in my thoughts, he smirks* Fine, I do not own Twilight... or Perfectly Good Heart by Taylor Swift... Happy now Edward?

Edward and SM: YEAH! *i scowl*

Me: *mutters* I hate you both...

BPOV

I groaned and closed my eyes. Why oh why did I have to be so careless to that fucking CD? I sighed quietly as the TV lightened... Oh no. I heard a few gasps but kept staring at the TV with clouded eyes.

TV Bella faced the camera and sighed. A easily seen forced smile appears on her face and starts to speak in a broken, depressed voice. "Hey... You probably noticed that I look... unhealthy... like zombie, right? Well, the reason is because... I'm heartbroken and I can't do anything. Ever since they left... Since He left... I can't say their names. It hurts to much." A tear falls down her face, only to be wiped away. "Their names tear at the hole that tore through my chest, that has been there ever since He left.

"I decided to... Sing out my sorrows. It will probably help me. Charlie is trying to get me to live with my mother in Jacksonville, but I don't want to go. So, the only way to stay is to try to get better, which is more than most likely not going to happen, but I'm doing as best as I can..."

Esme seemed to crack, rushed over to me and dry sobbed into my shoulder. Her cold, rock- hard arms wrapped tightly around me. Her voice cracked when she spoke in my ear. "Oh Bella! I'm so sorry we left! I didn't realise how much we affected you by leaving. Please, tell me that you forgive us." She cried into my shoulder as I patted her back awkwardly.

I didn't realise 'till now that Edward paused the CD for Esme.

"Esme... Mom, please I forgave all of you for leaving. I understand why you did it. Please, mommy don't cry!" I whispered in her ear. I heard her gasp when I said 'Mom' and 'mommy', then she looked at me with wide eyes. I smiled. "You were always a motherly figure to me. I felt like I should call you it, it helped didn't it?"

Esme gasped and hugged me tightly. She whispered in my ear, "Oh sweetie, you have no idea how much those words mean to me." Everyone pretended to give us privacy and not hear anything, but I saw smiles on their faces, even on Rosalie's. Edward pressed the play button on the remote and the CD restarted.

Bella picked up a guitar and set it right on her lap, so it was easier for her to play. "Well, this first song is called Perfectly Good Heart. It is depressing so... Yeah. Maybe I should start singing, I talk to much..." Bella plays the guitar for the intro and soon she starts singing.

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart now
Why would you wanna make the very first scar
Why would you wanna break
A perfectly good heart

Maybe I should've seen the signs
Should've read the writing on the wall
And realized by the distance in the eyes
That I would be the one to fall
No matter what you say, I still can't believe
That you would walk away
It don't make sense to me, but

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart now
Why would you wanna make the very first scar
Why would you wanna break
A perfectly good heart

It's not unbroken anymore
How do I get back the way it was before?

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart now?
Why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break, why would you wanna break it

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart
Why would you take our love and tear it all apart now
Why would you wanna make the very first scar
Why would you wanna break
A perfectly good heart..."

After the song ended, Bella's face was tracked with racing tears. She hastily wiped them away and looked back at the camera, since she had a faraway look while she was singing. Then she spoke in a cracked voice again, "Well, there is Perfectly Good Heart. If any of them were to find this video, please remember that I love you and I hope you come back soon. I need all of you to be with me, especially E-edward." She winced slightly when she said his name but quickly regained herself.

"I know he said that he didn't love me anymore, but there must be a different reason for him leaving. Maybe to protect me. News flash, I don't want to be protected if that means being away from him. Alice, I miss that pixie. Jasper, I forgive you for the accident at the birthday party... It was Alice's fault, I said no party or gifts. Carlisle... Somewhat of a father to me and very kind... Definitely the best doctor I have ever had. Esme, a mother that I always wanted, caring, loving... Oh I miss her. Emmett... That giant goof... What a baboon. And lastly, Rosalie, I may not have known her long, nor does she like me, but I can tell she is a great person, under all the ice." Bella sniffs as she talks of her vampire family and looks down for the rest.

"I should be leaving. School is tomorrow and I already know it's going to be disastrous. I'm not getting into details. Bye, camera! Hope you enjoyed the song. Talk to you later." Bella reached over and turned off the camera, the last thing that was seen, was her putting the guitar in a case, then putting it in the closet.

Next thing I knew, after the screen went black, was a hyper pixie, practically strangling Edward. "WHY THE HELL DID YOU TELL HER THAT?" Alice screamed into Edward's face. I pried Alice off Edward the best I could and sighed. Alice looked at me and smiled. "Oh and I missed you too." She hugged me tightly. Jasper looked at me with grateful eyes.

"Thank you for your forgiveness Bella. I truly am sorry about the party. And you are partly right about it being Alice's fault." Alice pouted at this. "Sorry, hun." He said to her in his Texan accent. Esme and Carlisle hugged me gently.

"We think of you as a daughter as well Bella. We are happy that you except us so completely," Carlisle smiled. I nodded and smiled back. Rosalie kept quiet, then spoke in her musical voice.

"Bella, I'm sorry about being so rude. I was jealous and being a bitch, forgive me?" I nodded at her and smiled.

"Of course."

Emmett screamed, "I AM NOT A BABOON I DO NOT HAVE A TAIL... or do baboons have tails... THAT WOULD BE SO COOL!" I shook my head at him. Sometimes I wondered if he was really a five year old in disguise. Edward looked at me with sad eyes and I frowned.

"Bella, I am so sorry that we left. I'm sorry that I left. I had no idea that it would affect you so much. Please forgive me!" I saw tears gather in his eyes and kissed his lips softly.

"I already forgave you. I love you," I murmured into his ear and hugged him close to me. He wrapped his arms around me tightly. The screen started to lighten again and we waited for the next song.

Hope you liked it. Review, good? Bad? No mean things though, just some suggestions if you think it's bad. Well, goodnight, my fingers hurt like hell and its WAY past midnight. Love all those who are nice to review and use no offensive words. :) I love Taylor Swift and this song BTW. I would also like to give thanks to those who reviewed the first chapter so, THANK YOU!

Lastly, I'm sorry for spelling mistakes. I'm still 13. Emmett-ness is AWESOME... random don't you think?

Oh and the question for the day is:

Which book do you love most out of these choices and why.

A: Twilight

B: House of Night series

C: Dracula

D: The Den of Shadows quartet

Please give me your answer in your review. :) Night peoplez.