Bella Can Sing AND HOME VIDEOS! Chapter 4: I'm Only Me When I'm With You, a twilight fanfic

Me: I FINALLY OWN TWILIGHT!

Edward: No, no you don't.

Me: Fuck you Edward.

Edward: When and where?

Me: Here and now.

Edward: Alright. *walks over to me*

Me: NO I DIDN'T MEAN IT THAT WAY! FINE I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT!

Edward: Good girl. *sits back down*

Me: I hate you but love you at the same time. Oh and I also do not own I'm Only Me When I'm With You by Taylor Swift... sadly.

Edward: *snickers and I flip him off, making Bella slap me*

Me: *pouts* No fair!

BPOV

Sigh. Well, this can't get any worse, unless... Soon the screen was fully lit and I groaned. Edward chuckled and pulled me closer to him, me only being too happy to comply. Bella was soon visible and it looked like she had been crying. Oh, that's right I was crying before this song. Whoops.

Bella sat on her bed, hugging her knees to her chest, staring sadly into the camera. "Hey. I've been thinking about them again, I had another nightmare. Charlie doesn't care... He doesn't come in and see if I'm alright anymore. It hurts... Though not as much as the Cullens leaving but it still does. Anyway, I've been thinking of them, especially Edward. That caused me to write a new song. It's called I'm Only Me When I'm With You. Enjoy." She picked up the guitar, tuned it and started playing.

Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky

Sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side

And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small-town boy and girl
Living in the crazy world
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true
And I don't try to hide my tears}
My secrets or deepest fears
And through it all nobody gets me like you do

And you know everything about me
You say you can't live without me

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

When I'm with anybody else
It's so hard to be myself
And only you can tell

With you,
Uh huh uh,
Yeah

Bella wiped her eyes and smiles at her memories. She murmurs almost silently but the camera catches what she says. "Forbidden to remember... Terrified to forget." Then she speaks a little louder. "Well, I hoped you enjoyed. When he left, he took me with him. All that is left is the body. Just like a zombie." She forces a small laugh. "Well, it's late, goodnight. I'll try to fall asleep but no promises." She reached over and turned off the camera.

I didn't realize that I was singing along under my breath, till Edward pressed his lips against mine. A smile stretched across my face as I wrapped my arms around his neck and he pulled away, a little too soon for my liking.

"Oh Bella. That was beautiful. And just so you know, I don't want to live without you either and I'm only me when I'm with you, love. Always," he murmured, his forehead pressed against mine. I smiled.

"You already know I feel the same way, my Edward," I whispered. An awing sound sounded from Alice and Esme smiled, beaming with happiness for her son.

"Awww you two are so CUTE together!" Alice squealed. I giggled, blushing softly as Edward held me tighter. I never wanted to leave his arms. It felt to right.

"Alright, alright, enough with the lovey dovey! You are killing me, Bella. With all that emotion coming from you, I'm surprised you aren't a vampire!" Jasper groaned. I smiled apologetically. Edward looked at me and then at Jasper.

"Can you let me feel her love, Jasper?" Edward said almost quiet enough so I couldn't hear. I looked at him in question. "I just want to see for myself love."

Jasper nodded and looked like he was concentrating on something. I felt Edward stiffen next to me and I looked at him with worry. His face was twisted, until he smiled and kissed me hard.

"I was such a fool! I never thought you could feel something so strong. I underestimated you... Again," he said kissing me again. I blushed brightly and soon was crushed with pounds and pounds of warmth. Edward's love. Jasper let me feel Edward's love for me.

The love stretched through me quickly, warmth and fuzziness everywhere in my body. I gasped when I felt the mixed feelings.

"Adoration." I whispered.

"For every time I see you."

"Fear."

"That you will run from me and that I would lose you."

"Lust."

"For you."

"Love and passion... lots of it."

"What I feel for you everyday, it only grows." He kissed my forehead and breathed in my scent.

Soon, I was able to move again and hugged him to me tightly. "Thank you... And thank you Jasper... For letting me feel Edward's feelings."

Jasper nodded. "Now you're welcome darlin'," he said in his Texan accent. The screen lightened and Bella was starting to be seen. Onto the next song.

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