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He snapped back to reality then. I couldn't help noticing Jacob wasn't complaining, even when Luke decided he'd make the most of the moment. I ended up being held up against a tree, and thank God vampires don't need to breath. Although technically I could, to keep the human part of me functioning. He was just so fierce, although I suppose I'd made him wait a long time. Luke stood for about half a second and I managed to look him in the eye. I did my best to look worried and mad at the same time (which, by the way, really didn't work). He started again, never letting go and full of dark, yet brilliant thoughts. I decided to 'break his mind barrier' and so I tried tapping in. I imagined some current growing through my lips, through his and up to his mind. I broke in and let him see my thoughts.

Luke. Think. You can do what you like now, with limits, obviously. But think of the consequences after.

I'll just make the most of the moment then and take what's coming.

Luke!

He stopped then, shocked. If done something pretty big then. He put his forehead on mine and thought:

I love you. I love you so much. I would die for you. Please choose me.

To me, this Jacob and Luke thing seemed a lot like the Edward and Jacob thing my mum had. Except Luke was the one who never got loved, and Jacob was the one I would choose for the rest of my life. Forever basically.

I closed my mind on Luke and looked him in the eye. "Luke, I love you enough that I might die for you too, but I chose Jacob. It's going to stay that way. But please, I can't let you go." He looked at me, his eyes were so sad, he looked like he'd just watched someone he loved die. Then, suddenly, his arms were around me. He hugged me tightly. I thought he'd never let go.

But when he did, Jacob walked over and put a hand on his shoulder. Jacob looked him in the eye and Luke nodded. I'll never get the psychic bond between guys. They can just look at each other and BAM! One is mad at the other and the other turns all defensive. Weird...

I gave a look of apology to Luke, and then the three of us ran back to the house. As we walked in the back door, Alice was first to bombard us with questions.

"Did anyone get hurt? I couldn't see past Jacob." She blurted out at lightning speed.

"If you mean humans, no; if you mean unbleeding hearts, yes." Jacob said. "I'm fine by the way, thanks for asking." He added sarcastically.

"Nessie, are you alright?" Mum came rushing through the door and hugged me tightly, then let go but held me at arm's length.

"Mum, I'm fine. Everything was actually really great." I say just as dad walks in. Oh joy. But, surprisingly, dad didn't say a thing. He just sat there analysing the situation.

Dad have Luke a look and raised his eyebrow. Luke must have just been thinking the whole thing through, and with no privacy with dad around you couldn't hide anything. Even a little kiss. At least dad didn't share. He just looked across at me and nodded, but only slightly. I suppose he had 'approved' when mum did the same for Jacob.

I sent Jacob a quick vision of the cottage, which came with a kiss on the cheek. Love could hold so many secrets. I glared at dad, so as to say 'privacy please, he won't let me be stupid'. And so I left through the back door and decided I'd walk all the way to the cottage. Just nice, slow walking. Of course I got bored of looking at trees after a few seconds and so I sprinted the rest of the way.

Again, I jumped through my open window and walked over to the mirror. I looked at my reflection and tidied up my hair. "Wonderful. You look brilliant, don't you, Me?" I said to mirror me. Ok, bit weird. Note to self: don't talk to mirrors.

"Yes you do." Answered Jacob. He must have snuck up through the window, silently and secretly. He came up to me and took my face in his hands.

"And who is this handsome specimen? He'd be the perfect match for you, wouldn't he, Me?" I was talking to a MIRROR. I am a FREAK. A romantic freak though.

"I think I would be. He said and kissed my lips, long and gentle. When he broke away a few seconds later, I again felt the need to go further. I stroked my hand down his face and neck, and then over the muscles of his chest. When I reached his shorts I curved back up but with only my index fingers. I put my hands around his neck and kissed him again. This time he got really into it, I walked backwards, leading him towards the bed. We lay down, but I was content just to be there with him. I heard mum and dad come in through the front door, laughing. They went into their room and God knows what happened after that. I just wish the same could be said for me and Jacob.

Luke

I remember when Bella told me Edward used to watch her sleep, so I decided to go and see Nessie. Hopefully she wouldn't see me, cos if she did, I would rather die than experience her wrath first hand. I have decided to let her go with life how she chooses it, whether it suits me or not.

As I reached her window I remembered she would see me if I want careful. I decided I'd try out a little trick is been taught by an old friend. If been part of a newborn army, created to wipe out all werewolves. That's why I came here. But these...dogs are definitely not what we were made to destroy. I hate them, but only because of this whole Nessie thing. In fact, being a wolf would be pretty awesome.

Yet now I think I'll avoid the 'general' of the team. They chose me as one of their soldiers because of what they could sense I could do. You see, my mind blocking/wiping abilities aren't just limited to my brain, I can make the rest of me disappear too. I know it sounds weird but it's something I only use in emergencies. I decided this was important to me.

I ran to the cottage hidden in the woods. It was white and reflected the moonlight like, well... the moon. I spotted a tree near a window, so I walked to the bottom. I closed my eyes and just let my mind leave me altogether. I just kind of disappeared. The world around me went a kind of monochrome, everything black and white and flickery. I felt like I want there, just an observant in a grey world.

I then climbed the tree. I felt a lot more human when like this. I was slow and weak, and my senses just kind of died away. I could just great a faint mumbling when I looked up and through the window. There were two people in there, obviously passionately in love. But not the couple I was looking for. I crept up into the window sill, but I was clumsy, like a human. I almost tripped, but I heard the upper sill and edged my way along to the next window. This looked more like it.

The room was very white. There was a mirror opposite the window, and a bed near the other wall. There was even a small balcony which I snuck onto do I could see in. Nessie and Jacob were on the bed, kissing. I felt I shouldn't be watching this, but I can't to watch her, so I stayed. Then I saw Jacob stop her and the two both let down, Jacob stroking her hair. Good I wish that was me. Then I tripped, only quietly, but there was a plank of wood sticking up, so I regained my balance. Jacob looked up. They'd both heard it. I jumped straight down with a thump, recalled my mind and sprinted off. If they'd seen me, I'd better be prepared for a fate worse than death.