hey guys a short message just to clear why Bella is acting like this, she is forced to marry Edward who in first was a complete jerk to her all because of his mistake in college. I would be pretty pissed to if I we're her so she do hate him. And also I'm trying to upload as many parts as possible because I will not be uploading on weekend and Fridays , just my off days (: anyhow hope you enjoy.

Chapter Four:

I slowly walked into my room as I fall on my bed as waiting for the tears. I had to marry Edward Cullen because of his mistake in college, his selfless mistake. My life wasn't mine anymore to make my own decisions, it was ours. I pushed that thought out of my head as I looked around my room for something to keep my mind off him.

I give up as I walked over to my closet and yanked it open to get a sweater when I box fell from the top shelf spilling little pieces of paper everywhere. I picked up a piece as I remember what it was, my wishes box from when I was a child. I would write every one of my wishes and wants for when I grew up on a piece of paper and put it in this box so I would remember.

I looked around the scattered papers as my eyes fell of a photo of my mother, I hide all of my photos of her in different spots my closet, my dresser, my locker in school just to be remembered she was always with me. I picked it up a I remembered the day it was token, it was my fifth birthday and we were at the local park and my mother loved taking photos of us saying that one day she wouldn't be here and these photos would be a reminder that she always was with me and to make the right decisions.

I smiled as I placed the photo on the floor next to me as I started to pick up the pieces of paper and read them, I wish when I grew up I would have lots of money, I wish when I grew up I would have a caring loving husband, I wish when I grew up I would have my own sister. I had two out of three.

"Bella?" At the sound of my name I dropped all the pieces of paper in shock and turned to be faced with Edward "I'm sorry I scared you"

"What are you doing here?" I asked as I started to pick up the papers as he reached down and picked up one and read it aloud

"What's this?" With his question he picked up another and another.

"It's my wishes, I started to write my wishes and wanted on a piece of paper and put them in here for when I grew up" He gave me a small smile.

"I know what I'm making you do is hard, so I promise you that all your wishes in the world would be granted when you become my wife"

"I don't want you to do that" I didn't look at him as I closed the box and put it back up on my top shelf. I turned around to find something else to do hoping he would just leave.

"Bella" he sighed in defeat as he touched my arm making me turn around "This relationship is fake, sure we're getting married in a week and six days but we're not actually together" He shifted his weight to his other leg as he leaned closer to me "Find a guy and if he agrees with this fake relationship and date him, go out with him. Have fun" he gave me a heart breaker smile.

"It isn't that easy Edward no guy in his right mind would date a girl who is getting married to her fake boyfriend and I'm sure in your case neither would a girl"

His eyebrows lifted as he gave a small laugh "don't be so sure about that, I've already got my girl"

I turned around starring at him blankly. "You what?"

He grinned at me as he opened my door "Don't worry Bella love, she isn't as pretty as you are" and with that he left. I couldn't believe he found someone to agree to this and to stay with him knowing in two weeks we will be married.

I was shocked and extremely jealous, the thought some other girl being the last person he would talk to every night, the person Edward says he loves or even worse the person he has sex with. My knowledge on Edward was next to nothing, I didn't even know his favourite colour or food while some other girl did.

"Bella?" My head snapped towards the door as Alice walked in with a worried expression "What's wrong?"

I held my breath "Nothing just worried about the wedding"

A smiled appeared on Alice's as she walked over to the bed putting her small hand on my lap "Bella I know this is a really hard thing for you to do, hell I would be bitching at everybody now if I we're you but Edward will take care of you and he will love you" she tapped my lap as I looked up to face her "trust me" she promised.

I couldn't tell Alice what I agreed to with Edward, I couldn't tell anyone I had to stick it out and after we get married it will be an open relationship. Who ever would have thought little ol'bella of forks would be in an open relationship married to the hottest guy I've ever laid eyes on.

"now come on, we have to choice the cake flavor" I looked up at Alice as panic showed and she pulled a small smile on her face hoping to encourage me. "It will not be long, just long enough for you and Edward to choice a cake flavor"

After a fast shower to wash off my nerves I got dressed and arrived downstairs in twenty minutes to an unpleasant sister-in-law

"I said to get dressed not to get in the shower" I sighed and rolled my eyes as she laughed at me and pulled me outside to her yellow Lamborghini. I had to get used to this, I was marring into a very rich family and cars like this was just birthday presents.

"Um Alice standing out much?" I said pointing to the car

"how else do you expect to get to Port Angles in 20 minutes?"

"That's 40 minutes away pushing the speed limit" My police knowledge was thanks from having a father who would kill me if I went 1 km over the speed limit and now the small evil pixie wanted to drive to Port Angles in 20 minutes, is she nuts?

"oh give up Bella I'm not going to kill you" oh but I wish you did.

The car ride took us all of 23 minutes unaccounted for my questions back at the house. I holded onto the side door for all dear life as she drove around turns hoping not to lose control at any time but all Alice did was laugh at me.

We arrived at the cake shop, Edward walked over to meet us smiling at me as he pulled me into a hug "Alice drove fast again?" he asked as I shake my head and he laughed "Alice do you mind not scaring the crap out of my Fiancé please"

Alice nodded as she opened the door to the cake shop as we stepped in out of the cold air "Hello we're here to for the taste test for their wedding cake" Alice's small voice filled the small store front as we waved to the old lady who looked like my grandmother swan, kind friendly the type of grandmother that would sneak you treats.

"Oh yes how wonderful! Congratulations on getting married and if you would follow me to the back we can get started" I felt Edwards slide his hand in mine as I looked up with questioning eyes as he never looked back at me.

The back of the cake shop had what I can see pink wall which we're covered by flower and granted counter tops. The old lady stopped at a table with four chairs as we toke a seat, she went through two doors when Alice reached over and toke my hand tightly "Image this is the first step, we still have to choice the catering and the wedding colours and your bridesmaids" suddenly she stopped and her face lit up like a million lights as I knew that she wanted "Oh Alice would you like to by my maid of honour?"

Alice's face had a huge smile as she jumped up and down in her seat clapping her hand "Yes Bella I would so love that" I smiled as well as she pulled me into a hug removing me from Edwards arms which he never put back around my waist after the hug.

"Alright my dears here's the first tray of cake flavors" The lady put a tray with 10 different little plates with three small pieces on each as I felt my stomach turn.

The old lady continued to bring out trays of cake flavors as my decision became clear, I wanted a plan vanilla cake. "So Bella any flavors you like?" Edward asked as he moved his fork around the small crumbs.

"Hm I would just rather a simply vanilla cake"

"Are you sure? What about the Red velvet cake?" Edward looked down at me as I could see that he didn't want to be here trapped in a seat eating cake and choice a cake flavor for our wedding to a girl he didn't even want to get married too.

I sighed as Alice turned to me with a confused expression "I feel sick" I lied and she nodded. The lady walked back in with another tray "we made our decision" I said as she smiled at me putting down the tray and grabbing her writing pad.

"alright and what flavors would you like?"

"Red Velvet and Vanilla" she nodded as she wrote it down on the pad as she looked back up "and the design" she reached over and grabbed a book as she opened it to a section that said wedding cakes.

We flipped through twenty or more pages until we came across a five level cake with a flower on top and small little flowers coming down one side as little pearls around each level at the joining points of the cakes. It was perfect as I smiled and pointed at it. "That one"

Edward put on a fake smile as he put on arm around my shoulder and pulled me towards him kissing the top of my head "I think that one to love"

The lady looked up from her writing pad as she smiled at us "Young love, it's so cute" I smiled at her as see looked back at her writing pad

"Alright I will have this made and deliverer on the wedding day which is in a week and six days right?" I nod and smiled as we got out of our seat grabbing our jackets

"Thank you for all your services" She gave me a smile as she nodded

"Anything for a blushing bride" I smiled and nodded as we left the cake shop and walked down the street towards Alice's car.

"Edward we will meet you back at the house to choice the wedding colours and then me and Bella have a night ahead of us"

Edward put his arm around my waist as Alice walked away giving us a minute, as if we really needed it to say goodbye. "Thanks for showing up"

He looked at me confused "I came because your soon going to be my wife Bella and plus it wouldn't look good if the guy never showed up to choice the cake" he looked back over at Alice as she was watching us from the car window when Edward's cell phone went off. He removed his arm as he looked at the screen on his phone "It's Tanya" he said as he looked me in the eyes

"Who?"

"My girlfriend" and at those worlds I realized three things; first I was falling for Edward like a teenage girl, second his mystery girl was a girl named Tanya and third she was his girlfriend and with the realization and those two words my like gave out from beneath me along with my legs as I fell towards the ground.

Alright some people may believe I was being stupid when I put the last few lines but Bella realized that she had feelings with her soon to be husband as he already had another girlfriend. As of the pressure she fainted.