Anyone ready for another chapter, (; at the end is a surprise most of you aren't expecting but I've got a lot of ideas for this story and tomorrow might be a snow day for me (crossing my fingers) and if so I'm going to devote all tomorrow to this story (: enjoy.

My own future husband don't want me. Edward left that day after the single best experience I've ever had in my life, our first kiss. To him if didn't mean anything but to me it meant the world, I didn't know why I was acting like this, I agreed to us seeing other people. It was because of me if I said no he couldn't see her, the thought of some slutty girls arms around Edward sent me over the deep end.

"Isabella! .. hello" Alice waved her small hand in front of my face to bring me back to reality. I looked up at her as she smiled "Finally I've waved my hand in front of your face for the past five minutes"

"hm" I sat up in my bed and stretched as my arms over my head. "Ever gave thought that I was asleep"

"With your eyes open, I don't think so" she smiled as she grabbed the blanket yanking it off me "now get up, after your five-day trip to the hospital we have a week and a day left to plan for the best, cutest wedding ever" Alice said while clapping her hands together.

I nodded my head as I pulled over my high school graduating sweatshirt. "What's wrong?" I gave her a small smile as I came up with a lie.

"My sweatshirt is getting to big for me" which was the a haft lie, it was a bit big but still snug.

"Maybe you shouldn't be losing weight, you still have to fit in your wedding dress" she grabbed my arm pulling me downstairs. "we have the last fitting for your dress, Esme will meet us there and after you guys have to choice the food for the reception" Only then did I notice Edward walking out of my kitchen. The horrible night at the hospital replayed in my head as I looked up at him as he gave me a smirk. "Good morning Isabella"

"Edward" I said as I pushed passed him to the kitchen on a mission for coffee.

"Ah, no!" Alice yanked the mug of my hands as she opened the fridge and passed me a bottle of water "Only water from now till the wedding, we don't want coffee stains on your teeth" I rolled my eyes as I pushed pass both of them.

"I'm going to go upstairs to get dressed" I declared as I started up the stairs soon to be followed my Edward. I opened the door as I closed it quickly as Edward's foot caught it "Leave me alone"

"Bella all I want to know is what's wrong" he pushed the door open as he walked in closing it behind him.

I rolled my eyes as I opened my closet door pulling off my sweatshirt and reaching for a top, yanking it off the hanger. "Nothing wrong Edward" I ignored looking at him as a pair of arms snaked around my small stomach pulling me closed while turning me around.

"Mm, can't I wait for our honeymoon" He said while running his hand up under my tank top, rubbing my back "Just me, you and a beach somewhere alone"

I knew what he wanted, of course he was a guy. A little payback wouldn't hurt anyone. I smiled as I reached up to touch Edward's face as he lifted up my top a little. I gave him a fake smile as he leaned down and kisses me with hunger. "Bella .. " He seemed to be lost for words as I decided to push him more.

I smiled and bit his lip as I pushed him on my bed jumping on top of him. "To bad I'm not the 'other girl' unlike your slut" and with that I got up pulling off my tank top and replacing it with another top and grabbed a pair of pants before tapping his lag "messed that one up didn't you?" and with that I left him with a confused look on his face.

I smiled to myself as I closed my door and walked over to the bathroom to change. I locked the door before changing my pants and putting my short shorts in the hamper, I turned to the sink turning on the tap and grabbing my toothbrush. I couldn't believe I did that, I was proud of myself to say the lease.

"Bella" Edwards voice filled the bathroom as he tapped on the door "we need to get going" I checked my hair once more before I opened the door and gave Edward a pity look.

"Whats wrong Edward, excited about something?" I laughed as I walked past him and headed downstairs.

Esme meet me and Alice at the bridal shop as she engulfed me in a hug "The dress is so beautiful" Esme reassured me as she toke my hand and led me in the back room where my dress awaited.

"I wasn't sure if it was your style, it was my mother's dress" Alice said as she gave me a small smile. I turned to Esme who gave me the same smile.

"Esme I don't want to wear your dress, I mean thank you very much but it's too much" Esme looked at Alice as Alice sighed and sat down along with Esme. "What's wrong?"

"Mine and Edwards mother died when we we're five and six and since then aunt Esme and uncle Carlisle toke us in" I put down the dress as I stepped away from it. This dress was full of love not lies. I sat down as Alice walked over to me extending her hand "My mother wanted me or the first person Edward decided to marry to wear it and since you're getting to married to Edward you get the honour of wearing it" She smiled. "come on at lease try it on"

I emerged from the changing room in a dress that was tight at the top and flowed from the waist down which was my dream dress. The were pearls along the breast with a ribbon wrapped around it that tied up on the end.

I smiled as I looked at myself in the mirror as I image Edward's mother in this dress on her wedding day, this dress wasn't for me. I was the imposter who was getting married to her son all because he had a bad experience at college, while he was dating a girl on the side. My vision was beginning to blur as I looked back at Alice who had her face covered in her hands.

"You look as beautiful as my mother did" I wiped a tear as I looked at myself again, I had to call off the wedding I couldn't keep lying to them like this.

"I need to talk to Edward" I said as I walked out of the dressing room this time wearing my own clothes. "Of course Bella, honey" Esme smiled as she patted my arm as I quickly dialled his number.

"Hello" an unfamiliar voice answered the phone as I heard laughing in the backgrounds. "Hello, anyone there?"

"Hm, is Edward there?" I said feeling a bit unsteady. I waited for an answer in the awkward silence.

"yeah one second"

"Hello?" Edward voice did stupid things to me, at the sound of his voice I smiled.

"Meet me at the café in five minute we need to talk"

Edward arrived five minutes late as he sat down on the chair next to me and smiled at me "So you wanted to talk"

I didn't know how to tell Edward that I didn't want to keep this fake marriage alive. I sighed as I looked down trying to find the words to start. "We can't keep this going Edward" very great beginning Bella.

He leaned back in his seat as he picked up his coffee "What do you mean?"

I leaned back in mine also as I ordered my thought straight before continuing "I can't keep lying to everybody and acting like this situation isn't hurting me"

He leaned up in his seat towards me "What are you saying?"

"The wedding is called off, I can't do this"

"Why? What happen?"

"What happen?" my voice picked up "we're lying to everybody we love Edward! I can't stand the thought of someone having their arms around you especially when a week we're getting married!" I lowered my voice as I was getting looks from everybody around us "I was trying on your mother's dress since that was the dr-"

"My mother's dress?" Edward's voice sounded hurt as he looked hurt before he quickly hid it.

"Yes your mother's dress, Alice wanted me to wear it on our wedding day because it was something special to you and her but while I was wearing it all I could think about it how this dress is full of love something this relationship doesn't have, all we have are lies. The dress perfect, it was actually my dream dress and I always thought this would be the best time in my life, I would be marring someone who wanted to marry me back"

I grabbed my purse and coffee as I stand up "I can't do this anymore, goodbye Edward"