*Sigh* Twili not Mine just voices in my head mine *end sigh*

(( ok so an explanation to a question asked yes? Wardo = Edward))

The dream grabs a hold of her mind and pulls her into hell, she doesn't know where she is but she knows that this place is dangerous. Her sleeping mind recognizes the landscape, somewhere the part of her that remembers everything screams and fights to escape. She can see in the distance a small group of people, two young women stand with four young men. Someone stands off to the side distant but she can feel his yearning and despair he is so lost. She wants to call to them bring them to her but some deeper instinct, some strong survival trait cautions her to silence. There is another watcher in this dreamscape, this one hungers, it hunts her trying to find where she has hidden herself away. The dream changes she can see the forest and her mind screams it begs her to get away from this memory, she doesn't want to know this.

The forest is lush with green life but misty with all the moisture in the air, she walks with Zev he is nervous without the others. It's been four years and still she mourns the loss of her sworn, the pain cuts her deep and the only one who would remember him was Zev. They were among the first to make the vow, and losing Nathan was nearly her undoing. They walk in silence he understands her need for peace, for calm, all too soon that peace is shattered. The sound of a roar breaks the silence, and she knows, he's tracked her down knowing she would be weak. "RUN" Zev yells at her but she cannot abandon him, she can't lose him too, not like this. So she stays and she fights, and in the end he is wounded, she can see and feel his life slowly fading, and finally she heeds his wish she runs. She runs for such a long time through the forest and up to....

~NO~ she sits up quickly very awake finally breaking through the dream, covering her face she sobs without sound, her heart breaks once more for that which she lost. Strong cold arms come around her and gather her to a massive chest, her mind for a moment is confused.

~Pedo?~

The wisp of a name floats off the scent is wrong and before she can catch the name it is gone once more. The large owner of the cold arms rubs her back gently, making strange sounds of distress himself. This fact amuses her and she laughs silently before pulling herself together grief is a very personal thing for her it is not fair to foist her pain off on others. She pushes out of the stone cold arms and reaches up and up till she can pat a frozen cheek in thanks. She won't sleep again this night for what stalks her waits for her to sleep and dream again.

She carefully stands her muscles tired and atrophied from such little use as she has had for them recently. The giant of a man stands tall waiting for what comes next, her stomach rumbles a complaint and he laughs a wild and free sound that brings a small smile to her lips.

" Well then little kitten lets get you fed hmm, maybe kitty would like a saucer of milk."

She sticks her tongue out at the giant and her mind freezes, she can almost see him her sight must be returning. By the faint outline he's huge but something tells her that she knows someone bigger. She shakes her head and keeps moving now is not the time to announce her little discovery, she'll keep it her little secret for now. Walking down the stairs is a tricky thing she has to feel for the next step with one foot. Learning the layout of this house will be hard, she lets out a whoosh of breath as the giant scoops her up with an impatient huff and hurries down the stairs.

" Well I see sleeping beauty finally decided to wake, how lovely for us, i still say we should drop her off at the hospital and call it good."

Kitten frowned the owner of that voice was starting to irk her nerves.

~ Awe she likes me how sweet, I wonder if she knows there a tree growing out of her ass someone should really remove that.~

She can hear the same roaring laughter from the next room over, wondering absently whats so funny? She feels her way to the kitchen only tripping once, her body hungers for food and not of the liquid variety. She opens her mouth once more and breathes in tasting the air and making her sense of smell stronger. Warms hands grip her about the waist and lift her to a chair, she is really getting tired of being lifted and set about like a doll. The aroma of food stops her mental musings someone made her french toast, she is pretty sure this is love. She quickly devours the lovely treat, she can hear the giant chuckle once more at her scarfing down the food. This time she ignores him and listens to the sounds about her, there is a tv on and she can hear the sound of rushing water. The sound of a trunk on a car slamming shut breaks her out of her musings, she can hear the sound of many bags moving about.

" Alice you need to go into a program, it's not healthy to like shop like you do. "

Bella pitied the poor girl sitting at the counter Alice had drug her out on a six hour shopping spree. The horror of it all was nearly too much for Bella, the little whirlwind was a clothes Nazi. She wanted to tell the poor thin girl sitting at the bar to run for her life because.
Alice having seen that she was awake has that look in her eye that just screams 'let's play dress up'.

" Oh good she's awake we hit a few sales so I got some wonderful things."

Alice scurries over to Kitten and pulls her to her feet dragging the blind girl behind her she stops at the small mountain of bags. She holds up a green dress against the girl and smiles, Kitten feels her way along the fabric, the moment she finds out it's a dress she drops it. Alice can only watch in amazement at the girl just drops the beautiful dress and walks away shaking her head in refusal, well they would just see about that.

(( for those of you who are confused about how Kitten smells google this "vomeronasal organs" that should help with the confusion.))