Edward looked at me with a blank expression then he looked down at my stomach "pregnant?" his face was still white as a sheet as he finally move only to pull his lips into a fine line.

"Yes Edward, Bella is pregnant" Alice got up from the floor where I sat as she grabbed the pregnancy test passing them to Edward "see for yourself" Edward just stared blankly at the white sticks as he put his hand in the air and back away.

"This must be a sick joke, Bella you can't be pregnant"

"I wish I was joking but unfortunately I'm not joking"

"how dumb can you be" I removed my gaze from Edward preparing for Alice's impact but instead of facing me she was facing Edward. "I can explain this to dad or mom and they would get it, hell I could explain this to Emmett and he would know better than think this was some sick joke"

Edward drew another blank look as he looked back over at me one more time before turning on his heel and leaving the room. "I swear he was born without a brain" Alice muttered as she put the sticks in the garbage and went into her bathroom.

I sat on the floor tracing the pattern in her floor with my eyes. I was going to be a mother, a real supper cooking, clothes cleaning soccer mother or a gymnastics mother which ever may it be. I was frighten to death with the idea of having a small infant in my arm let alone having to take care of it, change it diapers, stay up late and feed it, at this state now I wasn't sure how I could take care of my self let alone someone else life which completely depends on me.

I dropped my head. I wasn't really considering abortion was I? I was the one who was always against it growing up, I hate that someone would kill an innocent life but now being on the other side, I now realize why some people would do it. My mother had an abortion after her and Charlie broke up and I was only a year old, I would have had a brother or sister to help me out, to be there for me now but she said that she can't have another kid with someone she couldn't be with.

"Bella" I looked up as Rose walked into the room, she had a robe around her and her hair in curlers "Edward told us"

I sighed and laughed without humour "of course he did"

She walked over next to me "May I sit" I nodded and moved over as she sat down next to me wrapping me into her arms and hugging me "I can't believe it"

"Me neither"

"Edward came running down the stairs like he just saw a ghost and we we're all suspicious so we asked him what happened at first he didn't tell us he made up a stupid lie about hitting his top but we didn't believe it so we asked him again and he caved and told us"

"Rose I'm so sorry" My emotions took a swing as tears formed at my eyes. I felt like sitting down crying because I knew she couldn't get pregnant.

"Don't be silly bells"

"No I'm sorry because I know you can't have kids and I'm considering"

"Considering what?" I stay silent as rose's body turned to stone next to mine as she unwrapped her arms.

"Are you kidding me? You can't have an abortion" I looked down at the floor again as Alice walked out of her bathroom with her hair wrapped in a towel.

"whats happening here?" She pulled the towel of her head as she walked over to us.

"Bella was just explaining her amazing future plan of having an abortion"

"What?" Alice turned to me as I got up on my feet and turned towards them.

"I can't take care of two people when I'm finding it hard to take care of myself. I don't want to bring this child into a world where I can't be there for it, I'm going to be a horrible mother"

"Bells, you're going to be an amazing mother" Rose stand up as she placed her hand on my arm.

"I haven't even decided yet, so please can I have some time alone" I turned on my heels as I walked out of Alice's room and down the hall to Edward room.

I walked into Edward's room as I slipped down the back of the door putting my hands on my hair. I put my hands on my stomach as I let my head fall backwards. I would be a mother in a few short months I would be something more than my self, I would be something Rose can't be and now I'm thinking about throwing it all away.

"Bella?" I closed my eyes as Edward's bathroom door closed "Whats wrong?"

I let my head dropped as I started to cry. "Hey hey, shh" Edward wrapped his arms around me as he pulled me into his chest.

"This is all wrong" I mumbled through my tears. "I'm spouse to get married first then get a two story house with a white picket fence then have kids with the man I married"

I looked up at Edward as he wiped my eyes with the back of his thumb "Bella. Even without those things you will still be an amazing mother" He gave me a small smile that didn't reach his eyes.

"I don't know who the father is, he may be some hobo with orange hair and freckles"

Edward started to laugh " I wouldn't say he's a hobo since we we're at an invite only party and it was in a four star club but as for the orange hair and freckles, well then have fun but I don't say the baby will have that colour"

"how can you be so sure?"

Edward's face went blank as he looked away "lucky guess"

"Don't matter anyways I'm giving it up" Edwards body went like stone as he looked angry.

"What" I moved away slowly as he got up to his feet "what did you just say"

"it don't matter because I'm giving it up anyways" I repeated again, standing up

"you're going to give up that child" he walked closer to me as I moved back to press against the door.

"yes. I can't look after myself now let alone someone else, Edward I just can't, I'm sorry" he looked away as he walked over to his glass window and turning around before punching it yelling out in anger. I cringed as my hands went to my stomach.

"I can't stand by and watch you give up on your child" I looked over at him as he turned around to face the glass again. His face was full of regret as he sighed and leaned against the glass.

"Why do you care so much? I'm trying so hard not to give up now and just disappear from everyone and anything. Edward I'm having a child and I have no clue who the father is, I can't take care of it and myself"

"Bella you can. You're the strongest person I know" Edward turned to face me as I started to walk towards him

"I'm sorry but I can't" I quickly wiped my eyes and turned around.

"Bella wait" I stop as Edward wrapped his arms around me "I can't stand by and watch you give up this child" Edward placed his hand on my stomach as he started to rub it.

I turned around so Edward's hands we still on my stomach and we we're facing each other. "Why do you care so much?" Edward's lips pulled into a line again just like before. I reached up as I softly pull his lips apart "Stop that"

Edward closed his eyes as he breathe in a deep breath "Bella I care because" he stopped talking as he opened his eyes and looked at me, he got down on one knee and kissed my stomach "I'm the father"

I stepped back as Edward dropped his head "What?" I spat through my clenched teeth. I didn't want to believe it. "What did you just say?"

"I was the person you had sex with that night" I looked at him as he sighed "Let me ex-" my mind was running with the million of things I wanted to say to him but now I managed to sum it up in one action. My hand reacted faster than my mind as I slapped him across the face.

Tears formed at my eyes as I stepped back "No you don't get to explain"

"Bella" Edward was holding the side of his face as he sighed and walked closer as I took an automatic step backwards.

"just leave" I walked back as my back landed upon a hard surface, the glass wall. I was trapped.

"Bella" Edward walked closer.

"LEAVE" I looked him in the eyes as he stopped and exhale. "now"

Edward reached out towards me but I pushed myself even further in the wall. "Fine but we will talk later"

I slipped down the glass wall as I dropped my head again. My life was just thrown a curve ball, I now knew who I had sex with and who was the father of my unborn baby but that didn't make me feel any better.