I stayed in Edward's room for two days straight after doing nothing but looking out of the window watching the rain fall in sync with my tears. I didn't want to except that Edward was the father, sure the baby would have his or her fathers features which are very amazing but I would be somehow tied to him for the rest of my life. I would either suck it up and living along side him for the rest of my life or I would have to give up the opportunity to be without my child twenty four seven so he/she can visit their father.

"Bells" Alice's voice sounded from the other side of the door as I just avoided her like the last seventy times she knocked on the door. I would pretend to be asleep since Edward's room is the only room that can't be access from outside so she's couldn't come in which was a huge relieve on me.

"Bella I know this is hard for you .. I can't image.. Edward is a Assward" I listened as she knocked once more before her footsteps became distance like the other time. I sighed as I slipped on Edward slippers which we're made from fur, not sure whether it was real or not and gently unlocked the door, peeking out before bending down to receive the food Alice leaves. I closed the door again and lock it.

The food this time was enough for two people as she notice my full plates of untouched food at the doorstep I refused to eat for the last past two days. I understand that starving myself wasn't going to get me anywhere and I couldn't deny this child it's life for my stupid decisions. I looked down as I lifted up my cotton shirt that hide my now noticeable stomach. I was holding something that was more than my self. I was holding onto a part of me and Edward.

I picked up the metal fork as I pushed the piece of bread from over the plate, something Esme does to make sure the food doesn't' collect dust which I neglect to eat it. After moving the bread I notice my favourite food. Mushroom ravioli, my stomach growled in response as I spooned up my first bite as I placed it in my mouth forgetting how amazing it teased I reached over and spooned another fork full.

"Bella please open the door" Edward knocked on the door as I covered my stomach with my hand, which seemed to be happening every time someone would knock. I dropped my fork as I pushed the now empty plate away from me. "I know your still mad but you can't keep yourself locked up in a room it's not healthy for you or the baby" He did make a good point I was not only hurting myself. I walked up closer to the door as I leaned against it.

"I don't want to" I said as I pushed my head against the door. "I don't want to speak to you" I heard Edward sigh as he placed his head against the door. "Come on Bella you can't keep being mad at me, it was an accident" he called our child a 'accident'. I was mad, maybe it's just the hormones but I couldn't stand it.

I stood up as I unlocked the door and swing it open in one swift movement. I looked up through my eye lashes at Edward as he stood there stun. "Bella" he stood motionless as I pointed my finger to him "My child isn't an accident, sure he or she wasn't planned and I didn't have a clue who the father was but this child will never be an accident" I pushed him away from the door with my finger as he took a step forward.

"Bella" he said again this time with more authority. I looked at his black t-shirt as he said my name again with more authority.

"What?" I mumbled still looking at his chest. Edward sighed as he placed his fingers on my chin and lifted my head. I notice he hasn't shaved and the stumble on his chin must have been their for at lease a week. His hair was more crazier then usual.

"I never said our child was an accident and I know I kept it away from you but please don't let that stop you from taking care of her or him and most importantly yourself" I felt his eyes pierce into my heart as I sighed.

"Fine I'll eat and shower and go outside but I want you nowhere near me" he dropped from head and sighed.

"If that's what it will take for you to take care of yourself I will" Edward back away from the door as he turned down the hall and into the guest room.

I closed the door behind me as I walked out down the stairs. The sun was glaring through the window on the south wall, sun in forks was like rain in Mexico, it happens but not often. I inched down the stairs as I peaked my head in the crack of the stairs as I glanced into the living room at Emmett watching TV. I got up as I continued to walk downstairs.

"well she just found out that Edward is the father what would you be like, honestly?" Bella leaned against the door that leads to the kitchen as she listened closer.

Rose voice picked up "It don't matter, she took care of that child when she didn't know who the father was and now she does know it she's going to neglect to take care of the baby? Bullshit" Bella flinched as she heard a loud thump, something was possible dropped.

"Bella is going through a great deal and now knowing Edward had sex with her and lied about not knowing, she's going though more than anyone of us can guess" Esme's motherly voice had frustration hanging off her every word.

"It don't matter she should be locking herself in Edward's room all day and refusing to eat anything"

"That isn't your option to talk about Rose"

"The hell it isn't!" the sound of a chair scrapping across the hard wood floor hurt Bella's ears as she flinched again. "I can't have a child because theirs something wrong with me and neither can Alice. That baby is your only grandchild you can't have from any of your children t's only Edward, and I'm going to be that child's aunt. I'm sure as hell not standing around and watching like the rest of you guys are for something to happen or for Bella to snap and go insane because she will"

"Rose that's enough, Bella has everything under control"

"Bella has no control of anything, she's has locked herself in Edward's room for the last past days because of this. So what? She and Edward had sex when they we're drunk which was their fault. Who really gives a shit if their the parents? Bella is acting like such a child and she will crack once the pressure gets to hard and one of two things will happen. One she will end up in the hospital under care or she will kill the baby"

"Bella will never let that happen and we both know she wouldn't ever kill her child, despite what you think Bella loves that baby and as for your voice in this situation rose, there's nothing you can do about it, it's Edwards and Bella choice"

"Anything good?" Bella jumped as he back collided with the cold wall. Her hand moved from her mouth to her stomach as she looked up at Emmett. "Bella bear whats wrong?" Bella couldn't do anything but stand their frozen, she moved her head side to side in sign that she wasn't alright.

Bella lets her legs give out as she fell to the hard cold hardwood floor. Emmett wrapped his arms around Bella's now shaking body "Shh.. it's alright" Bella wiped her eyes as she looked down at the floor.

"Rose is right" was all she could say. Emmett looked down at her in confusion.

"What did rose say?"

Bella took a big breath and exhaled slowly as her body kept trembling. "She said .."

"I said Bella was a child for locking herself in Edwards room because she found out he was the father, which in my opinion was way better than finding out you having a child who a low life loser. I also said that she's going to push herself into depression that will only solve itself out in two way, one she will end up in the hospital under care or she will kill the baby"

Emmett body folded in closer to me as he looked up at rose with an expression of disbelieved. "Whats all the yelling about?" Edward walked down the last two remained steps as he looked at Bella.

"Rose though her two cents was needed" Bella looked up at Edward as she felt tears form at her eyes, she looked down again as the tears fell from her eyes. Edward seemed to notice as Emmett strong arms we're replaced with softer ones.

"Whats the big deal? We all know that baby will never come into the world and it will be all Bella's fault" I looked up at rose as she was leaning against the door frame.

"Get the hell out of here now" Edwards voice was filled with poison as he looked up at Rose in pure hate.

"I don't have to right Emmy?"

Emmett rubbed the back of his neck as he looked over to Rose "It would be better if you did leave"

She looked over at him in disbelief as she pushed herself off the door frame "Fine I will leave"

Edward sighed as he looked back down at Bella "Hey Rose one more thing" She stopped as she turned back "Me and Bella will do more than bring this child into the world, we will love it and care for it for the rest of our life's" Edward never looked away from Bella as he said it.

"Edward maybe she's right"

"Don't ever say that again, first I'm sure Rose hasn't been right about anything in her whole entire life and I know she isn't going to be right about this"

"What if I mess up? I do fall over every possible surface"

"I'll be right beside you to catch you" Edward counter back as he gave me a small grin.

"What about if I" I tried to come up with something but he just placed his hand on my stomach.

"This baby we have created will grace us with his or her presence in less than 8 short months and we will be the best parents for this little one"

"I will mess up with the baby, I don't even know how to hold one" I confessed.

"neither do I but it's something we will learn together as parents" Edward tilted his head to the side as he gave me another crocked smile. "We can do this" he reached down and placed his hand inside of mine. "Together"