*Sigh* Twili no Mine, just voices in my head mine *end sigh*

(( this chapter is craptacular sorry))

The week had passed rather quickly and with each passing day her memories grew stronger though her mind still shuddered away from certain things. She was always amused by the fun Pedo and Emmett were having they were kindred souls, though the wrestling matches did get out of hand, she could tell Pedo was being careful not to beat the large vampire all the time. The feeling of an urgency was getting stronger within her the tsunami of emotion would soon come crashing down on her and she had to make the call soon before the wave broke over her. Rising from her bed that morning she knew it was time, feeling the bond with her sworn she knew where they were, she could sense them slowly moving closer to where she was now. Walking down she merely shook her head when Esme offered her breakfast in her calm soothing voice. Speaking was still not a top priority for her right now, if she talked too much the screaming would start and the tidal wave would crash over her before he could get here. Walking out to where Pedo and Emmett were playing football she waited for a break in the action, when Pedo caught the ball and looked her way she merely held out her hand, he would know what she wanted.

Pedo could feel the rising intensity within his chosen she was keeping the madness at bay trying to hold it back. When he saw her holding out her hand he dug in his pocket and placed a cellphone in her hand. She dialed a number, he already new who it would be she spoke two words when the phone was answered. Once she hung up he watched her waiting for her to make the other calls but instead of calling the others she handed him back the phone and walked off into the forest.

Deja had walked for a long time her stride eating up the distance, taking her further from the kind family that have been sheltering her. She could eventually hear the sound of a waterfall, the roar of plummeting water called to her this would be the place for her to find her peace. Sitting on the wet stone she cleared her mind slowing her breathing and letting herself drift on the wind. Her breathing slowed as did her heart, a breath or two a minute a heart beat or three in the same time frame. Calm cool she focused on Europe and reaches for him calling to her sworn, she can feel him there is a haze covering the connection but he's there muted. She speaks his name an exhalation of sound, she can feel a spark along the bond. She tries to remain calm and push her excitement away, stretching herself to her current limit to reach him again.

" Canin"

The spark is there again weak but there she lost the connection when her physical ears registered a presence near her. Opening her eyes she can see Nahuel crouched nearby watching her with worried eyes. She can see it so clearly now her contact however fleeting with Canin made it so obvious. Her eyes hold a galaxy of pain as she looked at him, her mind can only scream out in denial, ~ Not another one.~

" I'm sorry I didn't see it sooner, I'm sorry but I think it's too late."

She stood and walked away back to the house to find Pedo they had to leave now today and hope it wasn't too late hope that she wouldn't separate someone else from their loved ones because of what she was. The moment she walked into sight Pedo looked up, just from the look on her face he knew. Jasper was outside in an instant with Alice by his side, he could sense her devastation her shield was slipping her emotions leaking out.

" What is it, whats happened, why can Alice see you leaving?"

Pedo walked into the house to pack a small bag of things they would need, they would travel light but fast. He could sense her crushing guilt down the line of their bond and it made him want to weep. Knowing that letting himself give into those feeling would just backlash on her made him stop and correct his thoughts. The bag was packed quickly they didn't need more than a couple of changes of clothes and something to carry them in. He looked up hearing a sound, Esme stood in the doorway looking like he had just ate a baby in front of her.

" We have to go I'm sorry, someone is bonding to her and she does not want that, it nearly kills her to have another person make the oath knowing that she is destroying another family. I thank you and your family for all you have done for us especially for her, but we must go. "

He walked past the gasping woman hating this part of what they are, leaving is always the worst part of being what they are. He doesn't want to leave Deja by herself for long he knows that she is blaming herself for this. As he walked outside he can hear her trying to explain to Alice and Jasper the reasons for their questions.

" I'm sorry it's my fault, I didn't understand what it was until now I was so stupid but it's been a long time sonce something like this has happened. Nahuel is a sworn, if I go now perhaps he will be alright, if I get away now it may end the process."

Deja hurried over seeing Pedo is all ready she knows Hikaru will come to Forks looking for them after her call but she can't stay here now. She watched Pedo shift into his bear form and climbs onto his back, he sped off into the forest covering miles in less than a minute. She can feel the fragile link to Nahuel it starts to pull taunt if they can keep going always keep ahead then it will snap, he will be free of the need to make that oath. They have crossed over into the territory of the wolves and soon the large beast run beside the huge bear an escort that is not entirely friendly. They leave the pack of wolven behind and travel farther up country this area strikes a note of panic in her, this is where she lost Zev. She should have been paying closer attention but her grief made her sloppy, the impact knocked her right off of Pedo's wide back and onto the ground. She can hear Pedo bellow out angrily, hear the smack of bodies hitting trees and smell the tang of iron rich blood. She looks up into the eyes of the thing she fears the most, he's found her again she closes her eyes not wanting know. Two enraged roars break through her mind as the one standing over her is pulled away and two careful and familiar arms wrap around her absorbing her panic and pushing her behind a solid wall of enraged sworn, she doesn't know who the second person was but she is grateful that Pedo wil have help, she whispers the name of her savior a recognition of what he means to her.

" Hikaru"