Hello, it's Lord of the Fangirls! I'm happy that some people are enjoying my story. Sorry for the delay, life got in my way, but now I shall give you part two of the story! Hope you enjoy!

Disclaimer: I do not own anyone on Supernatural.

What was the point? Why even bother doing the same thing over and over again, knowing that no matter how much effort you put into stopping evil, evil just keeps on getting bigger and harder to defeat. And could you ever truly defeat evil? Dean wasn't so sure.

He was getting tired of defeating spirits and demons, only to have them be replaced and multiply. He was tired of fighting for people who didn't even know who he really was, or what he really does. He was sick of being hunted down like a wanted animal. He didn't want any more of the ones he loved to get hurt, or even get killed because of him.

Dean just wanted to give up. He didn't know what to do.

Dean shook his head vigorously, trying to shake away the dark thoughts. Thinking like that never did him any good.

Sam sat at the bar for a moment, trying to decipher Dean's strange behavior. Ever since their last mission, Dean hasn't been the same.

I wish that he would stop blaming himself. Sam thought. It wasn't his fault that she was killed.

However, he knew that deep inside that Dean would always blame himself. It's just who he was.

On their last mission, Dean had fallen for Christina. She was 5'3 with brown, curly, shoulder length hair, and bright hazel eyes. She had a cute laugh and a pretty smile. After they "spent the night" together at a hotel, they had fallen asleep intertwined. As they were lying there asleep, Dean awoke to the sound of Christina screaming. He instantly got up and shot the vampire that had attacked Christina, but it was too late.

Her throat has been mauled, the skin completely torn off. Blood pooled from the open wound, staining the sheets. Dean grabbed Christina's lifeless form in his arms and cried until Sam found him there. Her blood dried on Dean's skin, a reminder that he had not saved her. That he didn't protect her. That this is the price for loving a Winchester.

Sam just stood there for a moment, not believing what was right in front of him.

"I didn't save her, Sammy." Dean said, tears welling up his eyes.

After that horrific night, Dean never mentioned Christina or attempted to flirt with anyone. Sam could see that Christina's death really shook him, but he refused to speak about. He just hoped that Dean wouldn't let her death consume him, but it seems like it was already too late.

Knock, knock. Lily didn't even bother to answer, knowing that the nurse was going to barge in the room whether she said enter or not.

"Hello, Lily!" A perky blonde woman said, a fake smile plastered on her face. "How are you feeling?"

Lily remained silent, the woman's voice making her blood boil.

"Aw!" The woman pouted. "Seems like someone doesn't want to talk."

I wish that you would stop talking. Lily's right eye twitched. Permanently.

"Well, you know what would make you feel better?" The woman giggled.

For your blood to drip from my hands as I rip your throat out? Lily thought to herself, feeling a mixture of anxiety, anger and desire.

The woman grabbed a needle. "Time for some meddy-weddy's!"

That was the last straw.

Lily suddenly jumped out of her cot and gripped the woman's wrist, snapping it in half before she even realized it. The needle dropped to the floor and shattered, and before the woman could scream for help, Lily grabbed her throat. Lily twisted her neck, digging her nails into the woman's neck and into her throat. With a pull, Lily tore the skin from the nurse's neck, the blood spraying onto her face.

Lily let out a sigh of relief. Now I don't have to hear her stupid, annoying voice. She then walked out into the hallway, and noticed that it was bare.

Time to go.

Covered in the blood of the nurse, Lily walked out of an unguarded door at the end of the corridor. The wind blew back her air, and she realized that she had missed this freedom.

I'm never going back.

Sorry it's really short, but I promise that the next chapter will be much longer. Please leave a review! Bye!