Ch. 6 Disclaimer: This chapter is intense, please read with discretion!
Monday morning is upon us and no one at this damn school knows me…accept Beck Oliver. When I get to school we both agree to ignore each other to avoid suspicion. Then I see HIM-Andre. He looks at me pathetically and says, "Tori we need to talk-we didn't break up did we? Cuz I would never harm you!" he smirks. This rattles me, what's his motive? "We are done you bastard…" I say trying to have a back bone. "Well if that's how you feel Tori-then maybe I will have to convince you…somehow…meet me here at lunch" "No…" "Unless you want to go viral with that almost sex video." He is threatening to black mail me! I can't let Beck see that, or Cat, or anyone.
"Fine" I agree because he is such a push over. Lunch time comes the halls are empty as a ghost town. "Hey Tori," says the ruthless Andre. "Let's talk in the janitor's closet-you know how the room's so sound proof" Which is true-we used to skip class and make out there but not anymore, never again. I want to take Beck and here and... What is wrong with me?
We head to the stingy closet to talk. "Listen Andre we are done…" he interrupts me. "No Tori it's time you listen to me." He hits my head with his fist. What's going on? My vision gets blurry. What just happened? He grabs duct tape and ties my wrists together and my ankles. It cuts off all circulation and my blood can no longer flow properly. My heart pounds in fear-thumping, quaking, and shaking. My voice is silenced as duct tape is placed over my lips.
No one could hear this sound of utter terror. He hits me again-I try to think of Beck. I try to focus on Beck-that I am falling in love with him. I want him so much right now; he's going to protect me right? Beck please come I need you! Please…! Andre says a few words but I can no longer hear. I do not respond-my body freezes like a puppet. His force is like the ocean waves-unstoppable. I am as a little girl drowning in the under tow of hell. He unzips all of me- my shirt and pants all missing. Beck please…PLEASE?! I beg inside with all my might.
His hands are like an anaconda strangling my womanhood. He enters me-it's hard it hurts. I cry so hard-like rainfall. My mask has finally come off for you Andre. He enters again and again. I finally realize he is raping me. Anger and hatred rage through me like lightening. I feel powerless-would Beck understand? Or do this to me? Thoughts like this flooded my mind. I try fighting back, but I am too weak. He enters again and I feel him come inside me. It's unwanted-unnatural. But who would care? Beck obviously doesn't or he'd be here. I hear only white noise and breathe very little. I think I am sweating…I pass out. Dizziness comes and he leaves me there. Proving his point once and for all that I have to listen to him now. In my shame, he has marked his territory. Point taken Bastard.
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