Sorry it took forever for me to update it. My homeworks are killing me (yeah, until now they are killing me) so it was so hard to update this story. But, I did my best!

Oh my gods, I really happy with all your reviews. It made me so touched. I did my best to update this story fast but my homework always disturbing me. And sorry to didn't inform you about this story would be a rape fic. I forgot to write it. Since I was doubt about will I make this story as rape fic or not and I chose to do that but forget to leave the warning. But, I fixed it.

Sorry for my bad grammar....

And I did my best to write this story. I didn't know how the feeling of someone who pregnant but I will search the information I will try to make it better!

His hazel green tint eyes gazed up into the sky. His heart was shrouded in a cloud of sorrow and regret. He sighed over and over again trying to relieve this pressure he felt on his chest. People wouldn't be concerned with him lying around in the grass, perhaps they would think that the Kazekage was stressed with the work dealing with the relationship between Suna and Konoha. He felt sick.

His body wasn't what felt sick though, it was his mind.

He did his best to forget the incidents that lead to his deflowering. When he was around him he couldn't directly look into his eyes. He did his best to act normal despite his blushing cheeks and trembling body.

He prayed that this situation wouldn't forever traumatize him.

Why was he having such a hard time forgetting all of this? Whenever he looked at himself in the mirror, the blonde's words echoed in his head.

"You're mine now…"

"Gaara, are you okay?"

Gaara jumped at the sound of the sweet voice and turned to see his sister's worried face.

"No …nothing. I'm okay," answered Gaara unsure of himself. Temari could tell there was something wrong with her normally analytic brother, but since Gaara never told her anything there wasn't much she could do.

"We'll be leaving Konoha soon, try not to day dream too much. Lady Hokage will meet you to say goodbye," said Temari. They would leave Konoha now; their business was done here and Gaara needed to get back to Suna as soon as possible.

"Yeah, I know," Gaara mumbled his eyes falling to the ground. He was actually pleased about leaving Konoha…but…it seemed he was leaving something behind with Konoha. "This is my problem…" he told himself, but, who was he kidding; it was more than that now.

What was wrong with him?

'It's pointless to think that now,' he told to himself. He half heartedly gave his goodbyes to the Hokage and trying his best to overlook the cheerful blonde standing next to her. He ignored the others goodbyes and turned around, facing his siblings and the rest of his entourage. He took his first step back towards the normality of Suna when a voice made him stop cold in his tracks.

"Gaara!" the sweet voice called again.

Gaara was startled a second time to hear Naruto calling him. He stood in place and didn't dare look back to meet gazes with the blonde.

"Uhm....The next time you visit, I'll have to give you an awesome tour of Konoha and show you some of the hotspots!"

Gaara held his breath and nodded. His back was still turned to Konoha; he felt if he saw Naruto now he would cry. He couldn't stand it. He felt his heart breaking. Every fiber of his person and world was unraveling because of just one mistake. He really wanted to stay friends with Naruto but he couldn't even look Naruto in the eyes anymore. Could things ever go back to normal?

IoI

After Gaara left Naruto sat down in the shade under a tree and sighed to himself. How could he be so calm when he couldn't even remember who or how he had lost his virginity to? He felt like screaming. 'I'm not pouting like a spoiled child, I have a legit reason to be upset' he thought to himself, 'I was hoping that that night would be romantic and with someone I really loved.' It sounds silly, but he did want it, just not that way…he had barely kissed someone and then just a night ago he made love to someone he couldn't even remember one bit of it.

The blonde concentrated hard, but no memory returned of that night; who was this mysterious girl….or…guy? Something inside of him suddenly remembered a masculine body in his arms…but who? Naruto now flustered stood up and started back into the village.

'But who?' he echoed in his head.

"Ack! this is so annoying!" he cursed as he ran his hand through his hair. He wandered through the village without really having any real destination to arrive at. He desperately wanted to ask someone for help… but, how would he ask something embarrassing like this? "Umm excuse me could you help me figure out who I had sex with a few nights ago? I was really smashed and can't recall." He cringed at the thought, he'd rather die first.

'But maybe that person will appear someday. Yeah...it seems so pointless anyway to keep searching for someone I don't even remember.' he concluded, giving up he headed towards main town to have some ramen.

A small gust of wind blew through Naruto's window, sweeping away the red haired evidence lying on his bed. If only the blonde would have paid a little closer attention to his room before leaving.

IoI

Gaara stared into the mirror with tired eyes. What was wrong with him? For the past few days he felt so powerless and he lacked energy. He didn't have an appetite, and he looked a wreck; maybe it was an effect from his insomnia? No, these weren't the normal side effects.

'And my belly, it… hurts. Am I sick?' he thought in his mind. He stroked his hand over his tender belly; he sighed and turned on the water then washed his face. He hadn't felt good all week.

But, he needed to fulfill his duty as a Kazekage. He didn't have any choice.

"Gaara, breakfast is ready! You need to eat soon or you will be late!" Temari called him from dinner room. Gaara solemnly walked down the long hallway towards the dining room.

Before he could reached the dining room the aroma from the food struck him. His stomach lurched and his head spun. Holding back gags the whole way Gaara managed to make it to the bathroom before he violently threw up into the sink. The red head was panted while he rubbed his own tummy trying to calm it. His mouth tasted bitter which made him loose his appetite.

"God, what's wrong with me?" he moaned.

Was it because he lost his virginity? Did this happen to everyone? No, he was sure that Kankurou wasn't a virgin anymore but he never looked like this. Or maybe that was because Kankurou was straight? Was this punishment?

He needed to do some research, or perhaps he would as Temari later.

"Uh, Gaara… are you okay?" Gaara turned to see his older sister approaching him with worry in her eyes. Gaara nodded silently but turned his head quickly and proceeded to finish vomiting in the hall closet.

Temari swallowed hard, Gaara's condition was making her feel sick but she tried not to let it show. She rubbed his back gently and felt Gaara's forehead.

"You don't have a fever. Maybe you caught a stomach bug, you do tend to go out at night went it's colder," she said with a sigh.

"Maybe…but I haven't been out at night in awhile," he softly mumbled. He wouldn't go out at night in fear that it would remind him of the incident with Naruto.

"Hm, well if it continues you should go see the medical ninja. For now you should just rest in your room for the rest of today," Temari smiled hoping to make Gaara feel better. Gaara shook his head. She was right, his head was spinning and his belly twitching but he couldn't ignore his duties as a Kazekage.

Temari protested but she knew how stubborn Gaara could be when he made up his mind. Gaara stood up holding his stomach and proceeded to the dining room; but, again his stomach began to twitch and he ran to the bathroom. Temari sighed and grabbed a bottle of antacids out of the cupboard.

"Aww....poor Gaara." She cooed as she helped him drink the elixir.

IoI

"Ngh…it hurts," Gaara grunted as he clutched at his stomach. He was sweating profusely and panted as he cringed in pain. He couldn't focus on his work at all. He didn't understand what was happening to his body; for past few days his stomach was so sensitive to any strong or strange smell. He wanted to go see the medical ninja, but there was no time for that. As the pain grew worse so did his fears that he had contracted some serious disease. 'Maybe I should go…' he thought.

"But first, I need to finish this task," he murmured to himself. He did his best to keep his mind focus with all his work on his desk.

'I wonder where Shukaku has been, it seems like I haven't talked to him for awhile now. He always blocked his thoughts when he was upset, he couldn't still be mad about "that" could he?' he began to worry.

He'd be sure to check on the tanuki monster later. Usually he always disturbed him when he was bored but he barely talked to him anyway. His mind was quiet for right now, the silence made him uneasy.

"Ah, the next is...," As Gaara's hand hovered over the next paper his stomach lurched, this time making his whole body sick. Everything around him faded to black the last sound he heard before blacking out was his head hitting his desk.

Sorry it is short! I just want to end it at here....

Just see for the next chapter. I hope I will update it faster

Review please~