Did you wonder where the hell I go back while? Okay, first, I was sick. Two, my beta reader was busy until she couldn't beta my story again. Then, I needed to search the new beta-reader. So, if the words in this story was plain, forgive me. Because my new beta reader, Squinky Cullen only changed several words and fixed the grammar. But, thanks Squinky~~

Naruto was running, running with all of his energy. He didn't know where he was going. He didn't want to know anything anymore. His heart was thudding fast in his chest. His head felt so heavy, he feared it would split open. But, he didn't care.

Everything looked fast or was he the one who was running too fast. By the time he noticed where he was, he fell to a pile of warm sand. He was on the outside of Sunagakure. Naruto remembered when he passed the annoying guard who yell something he didn't know.

Naruto breathed heavily, sweat was flowing from his skin, making his shirt underneath the jacket wet. But, he didn't care. How could he care about a small thing when, he was trapped with the biggest problem which he had never thought of before.

He knocked up a Kazekage!

Naruto grunted and slowly closed his eyes. He tried to remember, remember the night which made his life break into pieces. But, his head was blank. Naruto opened his eyes and hit his head.

'Why I can't remember a thing?' he thought angrily at himself.

'AH! THIS SUCKS! WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME!' Naruto screamed his lungs off.

You can't remember it, brat? Are an idiot?

Naruto startled when he heard Kyuubi's voice in his head. It was rare for him to talk like this. Usually he only did that when Naruto visited him in his chamber.

'What? What do you know?'

Well, it was a really interesting night, brat. You made me wake up then I participated a bit in your little fun.

'WHA...WHAT! YOU BASTARD!'

Hey, the one who did it is YOU. So, don't get angry at me, brat.

'But, you,...akh! This is really annoying!'

Then, I will show you, that night.

'Eh? Wh...what do you mean?'

Naruto gasped when suddenly the darkness surrounded his body. He shut his eyes but felt nothing. When he opened his eyes, he was confused with the darkness around him. But, he noticed that he was in different place. He was in the room. He wasn't in the front of the chamber room.

"Where am I?" asked Naruto, more to himself.

In my illusion, brat.
Naruto gasped and almost stumbled over his own feet when he saw the red kitsune beside him. He was big. Naruto couldn't see his body because of the darkness, only his head.

"What do you mean by, illusion?" said Naruto after he regained his senses.

Well, since you are brainless, I think it will be better to show it to you than explain it, brat.

"Did you mean I'm stupid?" Naruto was getting angry. In time like this, he didn't want a fox claiming himself smarter than him.

Just shut up, and watch!

Naruto was startled when he heard a low groan that made his body tremble quietly. 'What do I have to watch?' asked Naruto to himself, but when he looked to the side where Kyuubi was staring, he knew where he was.

He was in his room. It wasn't his real room, because this room was connected to the darkness where he was standing.

Naruto was shocked again when he saw something on his bed. No, not, something, but someone.

He heard panting, low moaning and sobbing. His mind started to connect but his eyes adjusted to the darkness faster, so he really didn't expect what he saw in front of him.

"Ungh…no, Naru...to, stop it..,please,"

Naruto froze when he saw himself fucking his red haired Kazekage. Sabaku no Gaara.

They were naked, and from their position, Naruto could tell what they were doing.

"Wha, what is this?" Naruto asked to himself. But, he knew, the two people in front of him couldn't hear what he said.

You should know.

The other Naruto changed Gaara's position, so he fucked Gaara doggy style. Gaara was surprised and cried when the other Naruto thrust faster into him. His hole was already dripping with Naruto s cum.

"Naruto,…ngh…don't…don't do it…so fast, I will...I will tear u-NGH AH!" Gaara screamed when the other Naruto hit his prostate forcefully. He could see white stars and came back to the real world when the other Naruto bit his thigh hard until it bled.

The opposite atmosphere was hitting the real Naruto. He was stunned, he couldn't believe it, and he couldn't even remember it.

"You…are so,…tight, baby, I…love it," said the other Naruto whispered into Gaara's ear. Gaara looked like he was regretting it.

"Don't…please stop Naruto," Gaara begged while his tears fell again. His ass hurt so much even though all he could feel was pleasure. The feeling of Naruto filling him was the best, but he knew that it was wrong. Really wrong.

"I….know,...you like it, don't deny it," the drunken Naruto said with small smirk. His hand flew to the hard member of his mate. Gaara gasped in pleasure when Naruto's hand began jerking his hard member, but, his tears kept flowing. The redhead felt his heart break into pieces.

"Stop it, Kyuubi! I know it is fake! I WOULD NEVER DO THAT!" screamed the real Naruto. He didn't want to see it. He didn't even feel hot or turned on, all he could feel was shame and regret. 'Did I really do that? Did I really rape Gaara? But, he said….I was having sex with him….why?' Naruto thought to himself. He shut his eyes when he heard Gaara scream in both pleasure and regret when he released.

It isn't fake, brat.

"But…but….I would never do that!"

You did it. I don't know the whole story, since your life is always boring, so I spend my time sleep. But, I just felt the Shukaku's chakra flowing into your body and it woke me up.

"Bu...But, that…," Naruto glanced to the hurtful scene. He couldn't believe he did that to his friend. A scream and a moan stabbed his heart, his eyes flinched when Gaara sobbed, he knew Gaara was enjoying it and also regretting it at the same time.

I don't know why you did that, brat. I'm not you, idiot. Just think of it by yourself!

Naruto was pissed off. He glanced at Kyuubi, both in anger and helplessness. But, he already knew half of the answer.

That night was the night when Sakura rejected him. He had invited all of his friends to the bar, so he could confess in front of everyone. But, the answer wasn't the one he expected it to be. His heart had been broken, so he drank every form of alcohol he found until he lost consciousness, he didn't even remember what he said after that.

"Did I rape Gaara? Did I let all my lust, which I saved for Sakura release? Did I use him? Did I take advantage of him? Did I ... hurt him?" Naruto thought.

He couldn't hear the sounds again, he couldn't even see where he was standing. He just wanted to hurt himself so much, until he could offer his blood to Gaara, so he could forgive him.

Forgiveness….

"It is impossible for Gaara to forgive me, it's just…unforgiveable," said Naruto weakly with empty eyes.

Kyuubi knew that Naruto finally realized the truth, so he erased the illusion and went back to his quiet chamber.

Naruto's tears were falling onto the hot sand. His feet couldn't support his body and he fell to the ground on his elbows and knees. His body felt so heavy with the amount of sins he committed to his friend. His poor friend. His good friend.

And he was pregnant right now.

In his belly, lived their baby.

The baby without love.

"Gaara... I'm ...I'm sorry," Naruto whispered quietly and cried more, releasing all his sadness and burden.

IoI

Naruto was walking into Suna. This time, there no smile on his face. His face was a mess, with swollen eyes because he had been crying too much. He couldn't find the strength to run, or even to walk, he had to drag himself into the village.

The blonde could see the big gate in front of him. He sighed. What would he do? He now understood why Gaara looked so confused back then.

But, Gaara was carrying a bigger burden than him. Because, he was carrying his child right now. It would be better if they had made love with real love, or a one night stand would have been better. But, it was rape! And the worst thing was, he couldn't even remember it! He had acted like nothing had happened whilst Gaara had been confused with all of this miserable fate.

Naruto didn't need the reason why Gaara could be pregnant. He only needed an answer.

What would he do?

Abortion was the worst choice. After what he had done, he couldn't take an innocent life just because of his mistake. He didn't want to run, because, no matter where he ran, he had injured Gaara badly, both in his heart and his body.

Just saying I'm sorry wouldn't solve the problem. Because of his mistake, he had to face the terrifying future.

He would have a baby from a guy that he raped unconsciously.

Of course, the best solution was to marry Gaara. But, he just ... okay, he never thought about marrying a guy before. Hell, Naruto was pure straight. He believed the reason why he raped Gaara was because of his desperation and he knew how to do anal sex with a guy, thanks to Ero-Sennin.

He knew all of these problems were his fault. But, even though it was selfish, he didn t want to marry Gaara. Gaara was his friend, he wasn t a stranger at all. But, he wanted marry a girl and make a normal family.

Oh yeah, what a selfish dream.

'I wonder what Gaara will do?' thought Naruto.

He noticed that he reached the gate, but when he wanted to step in, the kitsune could feel a harsh stream of wind. He dodged it barely with only one scratch on his cheek.

"Wha…who?" why, when he arrived in Suna, was there an attack to welcome him?

But, Naruto just shut his mouth when he saw who the attacker was.

Gaara's older sister, Temari.

With a strong dark aura and a big opened fan, he knew she was ready to attack him.

"How dare you hurt Gaara! Twice! It is twice now, you bastard. Do you even know how much pain Gaara is in!" Temari growled with a hurtful tone.

Naruto couldn't reply, he just stayed silent. It was a normal thing that Temari and Kankurou were angry with him; he would do the same thing if he was on their side now.

"Kamaitachi no Jutsu!" screamed Temari and with that, the big stream of wind went flying into Naruto's direction. The blonde dodged it once again, but his body felt so heavy so he took larger damage than before.

With low groan, Naruto fell to the ground. He shut his eyes; maybe it would be better if he died now….maybe….it would be over.

"Do you even think about Gaara feeling! You stupid blonde!"

Naruto gasped. That's right. Gaara. He couldn't let Gaara take this big burden alone. Whatever happened, he just couldn't do that.

Naruto raised his body. He couldn't run anymore, no more selfish dreams, no more stupid mistakes anymore. He had to face up to everything.

Temari was surprised to see the blonde wake up. She could see the new light in his sky blue eyes. He was Naruto Uzumaki, the unbeatable boy.

"I know I'm wrong. I made a really big mistake so I..." Naruto shut his eyes; he would do anything for Gaara now. Anything and everything

But, before Naruto could finish his sentence, a scream from a kugutsu user stopped him.

"Temari! This is horrible! The elders know Gaara is pregnant! They will make him step-down from his title as Kazekage!"

Temari and Naruto were shocked. They were just staring at Kankurou who looked extremely worried.

'Fate, until when will you be satisfied for playing with this horrible nightmare?'

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