A/N: I SHOULD BE CLEANING BUT WRITING IS MORE FUN. THIS CHAPTER IS GOING TO MAKE A LOT OF PEOPLE MAD. MADE ME MAD WRITING IT. I PROMISE A HEA EVERYONE THERE'S JUST GOING TO BE A LITTLE DRAMA BEFORE THEY GET THERE. I WOULD ASK FOR REVIEWS BUT I'M SCARED OF WHAT YOU'LL SAY. AS ALWAYS I DON'T OWN ANY TWILIGHT RIGHTS. THANK YOU FOR THE SUPPORT AND PLEASE KEEP READING.
"She's still mad?" Rose said as I sulked on the couch.
"I'm going with yes." I replied pulling a pillow over my face.
"Dude I thought it was hilarious, but I can see why she got mad." She laughed out sitting down by my feet.
"She almost kissed me last night." I sighed into the pillow.
"What? Really?" She yelled ripping the pillow from my face, then proceeded to hit me with it until I sat up. "What happened?"
"Nothing we were under the mistletoe and I leaned in to kiss her then Edwardo called." I said stealing the pillow back from her.
"Oh, are you really going to take that little bit to the formal?" she asked as she walked into the kitchen I followed her.
"It'll show Bella I support her and am happy for her." I said sitting down in a kitchen chair.
"You do some stupid shit for that girl." She remarked pulling some leftovers out.
"yup. I will continue to do stupid shit until she realizes who is really there for her." I shoveled some food in my mouth. "Be prepared sister of mine, I have feeling it's going to crazy." We finished our food in silence after that.
"Alright I'm heading over to Bella's to get ready, come pick us up around seven. Sue wants to take pictures."
"Yeah, yeah, whatever see you at seven." I grumbled as I put my plate in the sink. I had a couple hours to get ready so I went to check on my mom in her studio. I opened the door and saw Bella sitting on a stool. She had a brush in her hand and her hair was in a messy knot on top of her head. I leaned against the door frame watching her. She was working on another painting this one had a lot more green then the last one did.
"Leering isn't an attractive feature Jas." Mom jested as she step off her stool. "She has headphones on. She came over in a mood and just started painting. She hasn't said a word to me all day."
"I may have pissed her off last night. " I admitted looking at the floor.
"What'd you do?" She asked nudging my shoulder with her elbow.
"I may have paid the Webber boys to stalk her and her date and pelt them with snowballs." I whimpered out hoping she didn't hear me.
"Jasper Daniel Whitlock, really?" She exclaimed "No wonder she has been painting so aggressively."
"Maddy you're son can be such an idiot sometimes." Bella thundered out as she turned around. She saw me and turned red. She took her head phones out and glared at me for a second.
"I know honey." She agreed as she walked over to Bella. "Are you done for the day?" She put her hand on her shoulder and smiled at her. Bella rolled up one on the too large sleeves to check her watch. She jumped down.
"Yeah I told Alice and Rose I'd meet them at my house ten minutes ago. They're probably killing each other." She took off the cover up shirt and put it on the stool. "Sorry I have to run." She threw the shirt on the stool and ran towards the door.
"Bells." I whispered blocking her path.
"Get out of my way." She yelled pushing me out of her way then she ran off to her house. I turn back to my mom who was putting up supplies.
I sulked my way up the stairs. I watched Silence in the Library then took a shower. After I changed into my suit I went downstairs.
"Oh, baby. You are so handsome. Did you even try to fix your hair." Mom said as she tried to flatten my curls down.
"Ma" I screeched out trying to block her hand.
"Here's that thing you got little bit." She said handing me the corsage. "This thing is hideous."
"Love you." I said kissing the top of her head.
"Love you too, make sure Charlie takes some pictures of you and Rose together for Jack." She yelled out as I walked out the door. Charlie opened the door for me and I saw Emmett and Edward waiting by the staircase.
"Hey son." He mumbled with a sad look in his eye.
"Mom asked if you could take some picture of me and Rose for her." I replied trying to show him it was okay.
"Sure, sure" He said leading me to the other guys. Rose came down stair first in a one shoulder floor length red dress. I'm not completely blind I know I have a beautiful sister. Emmett nearly tackled the floor trying to get to her in a hurry.
"Easy there." Charlie huffed out clicking pictures. Sue told him to shut up and gave him a playful nudge. I gave my sister a hug and Let Charlie take a couple pictures of us.
"Isabella, Alice we'll be late." Edward whined in an annoying voice.
"They were arguing." Rose said placing her hand on Emmett chest.
"About what?" I asked looking at her with a puzzled face.
"You'll see." She whispered pointing up to the stairs. Bella came downstairs in beautiful green dress. It was simple and made her look amazing. I love the way green made her skin glow. I took a step forward but Emmett hand stopped me.
"Isabella, you look beautiful." Edward said as he took her hand. She smiled at him and my heart broke. He slide the corsage on her wrist and she went to her toes and kissed his cheek.
"Edward, it's beautiful. How did you know I love tea roses." She brought the flowers to her nose and smiled again. She leaned against his shoulder and Charlie took some picture as Alice decided to make her entrance. She had a ridiculously short neon pink dress. It looked so puffy and had enough rhinestones on it to make Dolly Parton jealous. I hate it and I have to be seen with her. I went forward feeling like I was going to an execution.
"You look nice." I said politely. I noticed her shoes pretty sure only strippers wear heels that high.
"Thank you" she chirped and batted eyelashes coated in black goo. I handed her the pink monstrosity in my hand.
"Oh, Jazzy it's perfect. I love it." She squealed and slide it on her wrist.
"Glad you like it." I swallowed remembering what the florist said. Charlie kept snapping pictures until Sue took the camera from us and kicked us out.
"Jazzy let's ride with my brother and Bella." She yelled yanking my arm towards the tiny Volvo.
"Sure." Another swallow of anger. I somehow manage to fold my legs into the backseat of the tiny thing.
"Want a sip" Alice asked handing a pretty large flask towards me. Where did that thing come from.
"No thank you." I said finding the old wound in my mouth.
"Isabella I thought you were going to wear one of the dresses Alice picked." Edward said with a very condescending tone.
"Rose and I picked our dresses out months ago, I thought it looked nice." She whispered putting her hands in her lap. I wanted to punch him in the face she looked amazing.
"It's just I love you in blue." He said sweetly to her. She smiled back at him and nodded.
"I know they were all too short." She answered.
"They were really expensive Isabella, I mean they were fancy enough even if they weren't matronly like you like." Alice said taking a small sip from her flask.
"Alice." Edward growled tightening his grip on the wheel.
"Whatever." She whispered turning her attention back on me. "So Jazzy you ready to party."
"I guess." I replied quietly
She continued to fawn all over me as we drove to the school and I tried hard not to vomit on the pink chaos of her dress. I helped her out of the car and she secured the flask to her leg under all the fluff. So there's where it went.
"Shall we go inside." She cooed wrapping her arm around mine. I looked ahead and Edwards hand was a little too low on her back. I felt a growl grow in my chest.
"Sure." We entered and we all found a table. Emmett asked me to help him to get punch for the table.
"Rose wanted to know how it was going." He said grabbing a few cups of punch.
"Would be going better if he would keep his damn paws off her." I sneered out grabbing the rest of the cups.
"I meant with Alice." He said quietly.
"Oh, be going better if she kept her paws to herself" I growled. "I swear I think she has four hands or something."
He laughed and gave Rose a kiss as we sat down passing the cups to everyone.
"Isabella dear, would you like to dance." Edward asked grabbing her hand before she could respond. She followed him and nervously danced in his arms. It looked like he was picking her up and forcing her to follow his steps.
"Sure I can't interest you in a drink?" Alice said pouring some of the contents of the flask into a cup.
"I'm good" Still staring at Bella who was laughing and smiling at him.
"He's going to dip her now" Alice said taking a sip from her drink. Then Edward did dip her and she squealed out of laughter.
"Now the big spin." She said closing her eyes .Indeed they did just that. I stared at Alice in disbelief.
"How long have you been in love with her?" She asked into her glass.
"Since I was seven years old." I said taking the cup from her and guzzling the contents. It was strong and burned.
"She has no idea?" She said filling the cup back up making sure so teachers weren't looking. She took a sip and nudged the cup back to me. I picked it back up and brought it to my lips.
"Nope" I guzzled the pure tequila down. It burned and made me gasp a little. I handed the cup back to her. She filled it again with an odd smile.
"Well she has Edward now and after tonight I doubt she'd see anyone else." She laughed handing the cup straight back to me. I took it and slammed it down it burned but didn't make me gasp.
"How so?" The booze was starting to affect me because Alice had become interesting.
"Our parents got us rooms here at the hotel. He's planning on taking her to it. I've seen this move before." She said handing me another drink. This was a magical bottle that never emptied.
"You think Bella will go along with him."I said drinking the drink.
"He's spent the last four month getting to know her he'll find a way." She answered as she refilled the cup again.
"Baby girl how big is that flask?" I slurred out drinking the latest glass.
"Sweet heart, I have another I'm about to open." She replied leaning forward and putting her hand on my knee.
"Oh really." I said leaning forward putting my hand on her knee. Not sure why nothing was really making sense anymore. I looked over at Bella and Edward had his lips on her neck.
"Oh I love this move he's going to whisper something to her and she's going to blush and they'll find an excuse to leave." She said handing me another drink.
"Does it always work?" I growled as I took another drink from her.
"Every time he's tried it." She smiled pouring another cup.
"Baby girl you should be a bar tender." I slurred leaning forward putting my hand on her shoulder.
"Oh honey I know" she cooed moving her chair a little closer to mine. I looked at Bella she looked so pretty when she blushes. They were coming back to the table.
"Oh shit they're coming." I half yelled downing a glass quickly then putting an arm around Alice.
"Um, we're going to call it a night." Bella said as picked up her little purse from the table. "We already told Emmett." I stood up and knocked over a few cups.
"Are you sure? I mean do think that's a great idea." I slurred out using the table to keep me from falling.
"Yeah" She said giving me a puzzled look.
"oh." I whimpered out as I sat back down. I noticed that Alice filled another cup sliding it to me.
"Told you." She whispered, leaning her head against my shoulder. I was so pissed at this time I let her. She kept pouring drinks and her hands kept finding new places on me.
"Baby girl I do believe I'm drunk." I said nuzzling my head into her shoulder she didn't smell right.
"Well that's a shame because I'm out of Tequila." She said her hand getting dangerously high on my leg.
"That is a damn shame a travestly I tell you. We need more drinks don't you think." I half yelled pulling her into my arms.
"If you really think so I have whole bottle in my room." She smiled with a wicked grin. I felt something turn in my stomach. I decided that I can't stay sober knowing her brother hands were all over my Bella. Alice stood up and offered her hand to me.
"Come on cowboy." She smiled a scary smile and I took a deep breath. I took her hand and she helped me up.
"Sure thing baby girl." I said as she half carried me to her room. We got to her room and she pulled a bottle out of her bag. I sat down on a chair and opened the bottle. She turned on some annoying club music on and then straddled my lap.
"So cowboy how you feeling." She said doing an awkward grinding dance in my lap and I just drank from the bottle.
"Fine baby girl" I said into the bottle, she continued her little dance in my lap and started unbuttoning my shirt.
"Good, I'm going to make everything all better." She whispered into my ear then licking it. My skin crawled.I took another long sip from the bottle.
"Pretty sure nothing could do that." I said into the bottle again, my stomach was turning.
"Oh jazzy don't worry so much" she cooed peppering my neck with kisses. "Come here cowboy." She got out of my lap and stood up walking backwards towards the bed. I took another swig of the bottle and watched her lay down on the bed.
You should leave put the bottle down and run. She isn't Bella. My conscience was screaming in my ear. Bella is with someone else, why can't I be with someone, I argue back taking another sip from the bottle. Because you love Bella, it's only Bella you want, if you really wanted her to you'd be hard. My conscience was a dick. I took another swig from the bottle and watched Alice wiggle out of her underwear. I looked at the bottle and it was getting emptier with each swig. The room was starting to spin.
"What's the problem cowboy?" She said in a raspy voice. My conscience was getting quieter or I was too drunk to hear it.
"Fuck it" I whispered as I got up walking towards her. She sat up a little and reached up unbuttoning my pants. She laid back down and starting making sounds and wiggling. I put my knees on the bed and put one hand on her hip. My fingers found her entrance and I pushed them inside.
"Oh yeah just like that." She moaned out closing her eyes and pushing herself down on me. I did this for a few more mintues and she kept moaning. What the hell are you doing my conscience screamed out again.I tried to ignore it again but Alice moaned again.
"Oh yeah are you close." She moaned out opening her eyes. They were green not brown, her hair was short and black not brown and long. My stomach turned again and made a run for my throat. I grunted almost fell on Alice. I caught myself and ran to the bathroom. I threw up so much I thought I was going to die. That damn music thankfully drowned out the noise. I went to the sink and gurlgle my mouth out. The mirror showed me an asshole. I had to get out of there now before something worse happened.I opened the door and she was still on the bed.
"So how was that cowboy? Feel better don't you?" She cooed with an evil smile on her face.
"Yeah" I walked over to my chair and grabbed my jacket. "I'm sorry I'm going to go." I didn't care about hurting her feelings I needed out off there before I did something I'd regret.
"Okay" She chirped turning off the music and turning the TV on. I left the room and closed the door and headed back to the ball room below. I was almost there when I ran into Ben and Angela.
"Hey Jas, are you okay?"Ben said catching me as I almost collided with the wall.
"I need to get home." I said as Angela came to my other side.
"Okay yeah, I was just about to take Angela home."He said as they lead me to their car.
"I'm sorry for ruining your senior prom, I'm so sorry." I said as Angela laid me down in the backseat of Ben car.
"Hush Jas, let's get you home." She whispered getting into the front seat with Ben. She held his hand as he drove and he'd give her a small kiss at every stop light. I wanted that, I wanted me and Bella to be like that. The world slowed its spinning by the time we got to our house.
"Thank you, again I'm sorry" I said as I got out of their car. Instead of going to my house I walked over to Bella house. I banged on the door until Charlie answered it.
"I'm sorry Charlie can I please wait on the porch until Bella gets home. I really need to talk to her." I said trying desperately not to puke on his shoes.
"Son Bella had been home for almost an hour; she got mad at Ed and came home." He said giving me a very disappointed look. She didn't go with him my heart nearly jumped out of my ribs.
"She came home" I whispered grabbing the door frame.
"Yeah she's already asleep why don't you get home." He said just before the door closed."And son if you ever knock on my door intoxicated again I'll haul your ass to jail."
The next two weeks consisted of me texting Bella and her ignoring me. I sulked on the while Rose and Emmett flaunted their happiness around me. The day before Christmas papa Jack came in with my truck.
"Jack" My mom said as he came inside.
"Maddy, I swear you don't age." He said giving her a hug. "Now where is my Rosie posie." He said looking around.
"She's next door, we're about to go over to the Swans for dinner and exchange gifts" I said lugging the bag of gifts my mom put together.
"Oh then you'll be needing this." Jack said pulling a small box out.
"What's that?" I said not wanting to take the wrapping off.
"I had my friends make a necklace to match her ring." He said with a wink.
"Then you better give it to her, she's pissed at me." I whispered tossing the box back to him. He looked a little sad but I didn't care I just grabbed my carthartt jacket and went next door.
Sue answered the door with a sad smile and pulled me into a hug.
"Merry Christmas Jasper" She whispered and helped me bring the bag into the living room.
"Mom and Jack will be over soon." I said taking my jacket off and sitting on the couch next to Charlie.
"Sir, I would like to apologize for my behavior the other night. That was disrespectful to you and your family." I said hoping he wouldn't me mad at me.
"Jasper son, I'm still mad but thank you for your apology. " He said turning his attention back to the game.
"Where's my Rosie Posie?" Papa voice boomed though the small house.
"Papa Jack" Rose yelled as she came running the kitchen. Bella came in from behind her. Papa gave them both a big hug.
"Bella girl you just get prettier every time I see you." He said as he sat down next to me on the couch.
"Thank you Papa Jack, this is my dad Charlie." She said with a blush.
"Good to meet you son, you're daughter is one of the sweetest young ladies I've ever met. But you do know you're son is part bear.I swear he almost ate us out of house and home."
"Seriously papa, again with the bear comments." Emmett said coming from the kitchen eating a roll.
"Yeah, he gets it from his mother side." Charlie said as Sue walked by she smacked him the head gently.
"I can see where Bella girl gets her looks, you're one lucky man ." Papa was being his charming self which seemed to make Sue and Charlie smile.
We said grace and ate our dinner in relative quiet. Jack telling jokes while Charlie and him making fun of Emmett. It was time to exchange gifts. My mom gave Sue and Charlie a family portrait she painted. They gave her some new brushes and paints. They gave me and Rose gift cards and Emmett got me some meditation balls. I raised an eyebrow at him and he laughed at me. Bella got me a shirt, just a plain didn't think about it shirt. I gave her an empty scrapbook and a small camera. I thought she could fill it with what makes her happy.
"Here Bella girl, I got this for you." Papa said handing her the small box. She opened it and squealed.
"Papa Jack, it's beautiful you didn't have to get me anything." She said as she ran to him and gave him a big hug. "I got you this." she handed him a present. He opened it and it was a picture of me and him playing chess. He smiled and gave her a small hug.
"Bella girl. Thank you I love it." He moved his hand to his eye to wipe away a small tear.
"I took it one night when you two weren't looking." She whispered still holding his hand. He was being really quiet and looking at the picture."Is everything alright papa?"
"Oh yes baby, it's just Jasper looks so much like his daddy in this picture." He said giving her hand a small squeeze." Thank you again Bella girl" she smiled and went to sit on the floor in front of Sue and Charlie.
"I guess it's Roses turn." Emmett said standing up to walk in front of Rose, he got on his knees in front of her, she looked confused. He handed her a small box and she opened it. "I was going to wait for your graduation day but I couldn't"
"Emmett?" She whispered as she opened the small box.
"Rose I have loved you forever and I promise I will love you past forever. You make me want to be a better man and I can't see spending a day without you. So please baby please say you'll be my wife." She took the ring out and slide it on her finger then tackled him with a hug.
"Yes yes a million times yes." She said giving him a kiss between every kiss. Charlie cleared his throat and Rose blushed as she ran over to Sue and Bella to show them the ring.
"I'm happy for you baby" Mom said as she showed her the ring. She showed papa and he kissed her forehead. We all celebrated and congratulated the couple. Bella slipped her little brown boots on and put a small brown coat over her gray and white sweater. She picked up a bag near the tree.
"Dad it's almost seven thirty I need to head over to the Cullens." She said as she gave everyone a hug good bye.
"I can take you." I said hoping she wasn't still mad. She sighed and agreed. I grabbed my coat and we went to my truck next door. She fingered the necklace the whole time and only spoke to give me directions.
"Bells, I'm sorry for whatever it is I did." I finally whispered.
"Its fine, thank you for the ride, I'll have Edward take me home later." She said all but leaping from the truck when we reached the house. Edward opened the door and gave me a small motion to join them. I groaned and turned off the truck. I walked into the pretentious house. Esme gave me a sad hug and Carlisle gave me a glare.
"Why don't we do presents first?" He said steering us into the living room. Alice was sitting on a couch looking scared as she invited me to sit next to her. They bought me a scarf set and I thanked them and apologized for not bringing a gift. The showered Bella with presents and she got them some sweet little things. Edward handed her a small box.
"It's not an engagement ring, more of a promise ring. I love you Isabella, I know it's only been a few months." He said as she opened the box. "I just want you to know I'm serious about us." She smiled at him and I died. I couldn't feel my heart anymore and felt a small growl growing in me.
"Thank you" She whispered as he put the ring on her finger and gave it a small kiss.
"If you don't mind, I think I should be getting back to my family." I whispered as I got up I couldn't stay here anymore.
"Jasper I think Alice has something she'd like to tell you." Carlisle said blocking the door.
"Daddy, can't it wait?" She said giving me a sad look. What the hell is going on here.
"No it can't" He and Edward walked over to stand next to Carlisle. I wanted to leave instead have them staring at me. Bella looked confused and Edward looked mad.
"Fine" She huffed out standing up to stand next to me."I'm pregnant, with your kid." Bella gasped and gave me a disappointed look before rushing to Alice's side. I didn't sleep with her I know I didn't. She is lying. I felt my jaw dropping to the ground and the walls closing in on me.
"Jasper, what are you hug the mother of your child." Bella hissed at me, Alice was crying and her parents were glaring at me. Bella believed her and I know if I deny it she'll think I'm lying. What the hell have I got myself into.