Aleksander Petrov
2611 Larkin Street
San Francisco, CA 94133
Alek,
I miss you. I'm so scared that I'll forget what your voice sounds like. Sometimes I dream about you, they are so vivid that I think they're real. Then, I wake up. They are strange though, it's always the same setting and the same feelings, just conversations about different things. Rose thinks that we might have a dream-link. I refuse to let myself believe that I am really talking with you. If we were sharing dreams, wouldn't you keep me up-to-date on the events at home? Either way, it is nice to see you, to talk to you, figment of my imagination or not.
I've been forced to go on maternity leave, after one of the other nurses commented on how unsteady I'm getting. Four more weeks left and I've been put on bed-rest. It's boring as hell here, I spend most of my time watching TV. The Food Network is fascinating, it really helps with the cravings. I've also been watching sad movies a lot. I cry my eyes out but it feels good. If I feel like crying, I just pop in The Notebook or Dear John. I would rather cry from an emotional movie than cry for no reason.
It keeps getting harder to stay calm. I've been going to the pregnant lady classes, everyone is kind and sympathetic, but when class is over all of the husbands and boyfriends come to pick everyone else up. Some of the staff seem to pity me, but the other mothers are understanding. I've made a few friends, we are considering having a big baby shower for everyone next week. One of the girls is due the next week or so, then I'm due, and the other two in the next couple of months.
Rose has taken time off work to stay at home with me, though I constantly tell her that I'll be okay. The other night, someone tried to break in to the neighbors house, though it was only kids. It startled me though, so I'll admit that I'm glad Rose is there for me. I hope that we aren't attacked where we are, I'm starting to get nervous. That can't be good for the baby...
I keep hearing rumors about the Mai in Europe are closing ranks. They want to send the best warrior to Rome, to hit the Order at the source. They better not send you over there. I know they will. But I keep telling myself that you're safe. If you aren't there when this baby is born, I swear I will kill you.
So finish up saving the world, and come home to your wife and child.
Love,
Chloe
Clover Hunt
407 S Van Buren Rd. apt 5C
Eden, NC 27288