This chapter is in Logan's point of view.
Disclaimer: I don't own BTR.
Chapter 3: Tears wont fall.
Day 2
I was dying.
I never really thought of my dying this young, But things do happen.
Kendall wasn't holding up well, I knew that, but I wish I wasn't the cause of his tears.
I hate seeing him this way, so broken, so hurt.
It was me who was causing him to be like that, this killed me more than the cancer.
After hours of crying, I gave up.
I faced the sad reality. I was leaving, and I couldn't be with Kendall anymore.
My heart ached, He's all I ever wanted. I planed on spending forever with him, that can't happen anymore.
It was okay that I was dying. I didn't care, I wasn't scared. I am for my Love though.
He was always known to be a leader, although, when his family or loved one is in danger he is a wreck.
I couldn't help, No matter what I said, He still cried.
His arms are wrapped around my waist as he slept. The hospital beds are small, but we still managed.
He looked peaceful, He looked like he did before the we got the news.
I wish I could heal, just so I had longer with Kendall.
I can only dream of that.
Now it seems like a blur, I feel like my life leading up to this was so pointless. I know better than that though, because Kendall is a part of me. And that is not pointless.
He's made me happy through everything. I know I can get through this without anymore tears falling.
"Logie?" Kendall's voice was soft, it sounded almost as broken as his heart.
"Yes baby?" I looked up at his face. He had tears in his eyes.
"You're my forever." He whispered before closing his eyes again.
He fell back asleep fast. I stared of into nothing realizing, maybe this is harder than I thought.
A tear fell freely from my eye, instead of wiping it away I let it be.
Maybe I do need to cry once in a while, Maybe that's all I really needed. Was to cry. After all, we can't always be strong.
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