Chapter 8
Sebastian stared at me…."How could I what?"
I stared at him, I felt so enraged, a certain anger burning through me that I couldn't even comprehend. I watched him walk over to me.
"Stop crying, wipe your tears, did you have a bad dream" He said with a grin yet sympathy laced through his words. I knew he meant no harm, but
"Dream?" I repeated as he raised an eyebrow at the fact that I replied and that I was speaking…a bit loudly, "More like a nightmare and its standing right in front of me"
Oh no maybe I went a bit too far
"Excuse me?"
"You're a monster, a despicable creäture!"
Why am I saying this?!
"This is unlike you-"
"You disgust me" I stepped back, Yes….he does. He ripped Ciel's heart into pieces and then threw it away and used me to cover the trails. I know I might have been a toy, but a tool? A cover up? A replacement?
"Sanelle this is unlike you"
I looked at him and hissed looking away. I was angry at him, but more anger than I expected was pouring out.
"Come here" he said seriously. I didn't even move. "Sanelle?" I kept staring at the ground closing his voice away from me completely. A cover up, a tool, a replacement.
He grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him grabbing my chin forcing me to look in his eyes. I fought to my extent but it was helpless.
"Why the sudden attitude, you weren't always like this" He said in a cold manner pinning me to his body as I tried pushing him off as his grip on my chin tightened.
"This attitude is quite unbecoming of you, why are you acting like this?"
"Why" My voice went low…"….why" It was almost like I was questioning myself. "Because…I'm just your tool, your replacement….you replacement for Ceil. The fact that he loved you, wanted you, needed you, your using me to hurt him"
I watched his eyes widen and he gritted his teeth a dark shade of red moving through his iris.
"How do you know that?"
"Doesn't matter, you use people to build walls around you am I not right…use them to your free will just to make yourself in a higher position, just to hide the real you, the weak, sorrowful and disgusting you"
The next thing I knew I was being pulled into a the torture room
"Let me go what are you doing?!"
"You asked for this Miss Collonae"
"Wh-what"
"I've heard that darkness drives people mad it seems this cell is pulling you away from your sense, comprehend this fact Miss Collonae" he said grabbing ropes out the draw without putting on his gloves and began wrapping then around my hand.
"You are a human. A human that is the race of mammals that only have the ability to access 20% of their brain yet, how is it possible, that there are humans who not even use 15% good. You my dear seem to have broken the record of not using it at all. Have you not realized that I am a demon. No intention to brag but my strength and intelligence is far beyond the sixty percent that your kind can't even have a hold of. Still, foolishly you go ahead and spout those foul words out of your mouth.
He tightened the knot and carried me to the rack where he strapped my hands on alone. He also pulled the six drums of water with ease around me and went for a bucket.
"I really wasn't expecting this from you Mrs. Collonae."
"You're the despicable one" I said breaking my silence looking around wondering what he was going to do. He returned with a cloth and then using force managed to put it over my head and tied it.
My neck was strapped down tightly causing my head to tilt up I was beginning to regret this all of this, everything that was happening and worse what was going to. Little by little my mind was beginning to put the pieces together. I heard him dip the bucket in the drum and slowly he walked over to me.
Suddenly a large amount of water was being poured in my face and I tried to turn but it was hopeless. The thing around my neck would rip into my skin and then the cloth was sticking to my face and the water was going in my mouth and through my nose. I felt like I was drowning, like someone was choking me like I was being stifled. It was a horrible feeling, I hated it. I screamed over and over again and he kept pouring water into my face, it ran down my skin making me wet and I could feel my hair sticking to my skin completely soak. The cloth stuck to my face like my very skin it was so hard to breathe, yes, it was very hard to breathe indeed. I tried but once the pouring stopped for three seconds and I tried to inhale, water was poured onto my face pressuring me causing me to vomit the excess water and choke on it as it wasn't even easy to swallow.
After my 76th bucket I felt the cloth pulled off my head and I turned to the side breath softly. I was thankful for it but my lungs were filled with water and swollen. It didn't even make sense to breathe. I was going to die.
I felt him undo the strap around my neck and pulled me up in a sitting position, almost immediately I felt the water run up my esophagus and that's when I vomited everything back up. The moment I stopped and cough more kept coming up my stomach that made it hurt, my throat was worse I felt him behind me as he sat on the board and felt his hand on my sides gently rubbing my skin.
"Bring it all up"
He squeezed stifling my lungs water and blood coming up my throat I immediately found myself on the ground in a vomiting fit. I was pulled by the hair to my legs and dragged out the room and to the bed where I was wickedly thrown on the mattress clothed with soft white sheet that I clenched in my palms as soon as I touched the surface.
I felt him come in the bed and turned my flimsy body towards him pinning my wrists on each side of my head and squeezing them hard as I listened to my bones squeal in agony.
"You see Mrs. Collonae, never had a woman much less a human dare speak to me in that manner and survive" He said glaring at me. His cold malicious glare pulling what was left of me through my body replacing it with fear.
"You're really lucky to have me do this to you, but what else what else, you did use a lot of adjectives on me" He said with a grin
"Why" I said. My voice was barely bridged in a sound; it sounded more like a breathless word lacing through my lips.
"Hmmm. I see"
He said releasing my hands. I wasn't going to move them he knew that, he made sure I knew that by breaking my wrist.
"Ceil came down here and told you something am I not right?"
"You dislocated his arm"
"He tried to kill you"
"He's a child"
"He needs to be taught"
I looked at him quizzically
"Oh Mrs. Collonae" He said sounded delighted, "Why am I getting so many firsts from you today." He leaned over towards me stroking my cheek." The attitude, the words and new expressions oh my, I'm honored"
I blushed, his words didn't have an effect but his actions did, the stoking the distance, Oh my
"Space" I said. He seemed to have known what I meant but leaned closer to me.
"Why"
I wasn't going to answer that.
"Is it because when I come close to you, you feel uncomfortable or your heart beats faster"
My cheeks went into a darker red.
"Your face says it all plus I can hear your heart….right here" He said moving down to my left breast where he leant down and pressing his ear against my left breast listened to it beat.
It felt weird, yet I felt good. The warmth from his skin and mine crashing against each other and expanding in that one area caused my skin to become extra sensitive than it already was.
I blinked a couple times staring into the ceiling as I felt him resting there listening to my heartbeat. It felt nostalgic and so serine
I found my hand moving on its own regard relentless of the pain and rest on his head. I stroked his hair lightly resting his hand on his head applying a little pressure our contact.
"Master"
It was soft.
I wanted the moment to last long. Somehow by the moment I felt him touching me I forgot about why I was angry. I knew it was because I was being used, But now…I diidn't mind it. I was…I was…
In love with this creature
I couldn't help it. I couldn't help wanting to touch him or have him touch me. And somethow the pain he gave me was twisted into lovely pleasure. I wanted him to touch me more, hold me more…
Sebastian POV
Her heart was beating at an uncalculated speed at first but after a while it slowed down. She had a irregular heartbeat, maybe it was because she had two souls. But I liked it. It sounded far from a normal one.
123-1
123-1
123-1
123-1
There was only one creature in this world that had an irregular heartbeat like that.
A cat
I smiled. How adorable
I felt her run her hand through my hair her scent was alluring and the sensation from having her touch me felt so great. If only she could touch me more, speak to me more and potential love me
My conscience laughed at me.
How foolish
I was fond of playing with this human. I wasn't fond of torturing her either. I was just fond of her. Sanelle Collonae. A demon can have its way with a human. But this human, this person…this woman..
I have feelings for this woman
Sanelle's POV
I watched him rise up and go to the cell door where he walked towards it and pulled it away and began closing it behind him.
"Wa-wait"
I looked at the closed door and felt the tears welling up in my eyes.
I touched him and he just left….maybe I shouldn't have touched him. I pulled my hand to my chest, my wrist had already healed and I felt a different type of pain. A pain in my heart.
I felt the tears well in my eyes. I wanted to cry. I really wanted to tell him how I felt but I guess….I guess-
The chamber door slammed open and I watched my master step into the room and pull me off the bed.
"Come"
I nodded
I watched his back he was pulling me out the room and out into the world I never saw.
I looked around the house it was gigantic and huge. It took about 10 minutes for use to ascend the staircase and made it through the mazelike lower basement. Then we walked up a staircase to a regular basement and finally into the house. This part was even larger. It was unbelievingly clean except I barely got a chance to look around. I felt him whip my feets off the ground and suddenly we're in a different hallway and then a next one.
Demons had speed but I would take me a long time to get use to this.
I opened my eyes when I felt my bare feet touch a soft fluffy carpet. I looked around and I was in a gigantic room. And I saw…
Sunlight.
I haven't seen it for a long time. And because of that the bright shining warm light….was blinding. I turned away feeling myself holding on to his shirt my face in his chest I instantly pulled away.
The moment I realized I pulled away. The moment he had pulled my hand and was leading me upstairs I felt like this was it…
….he was getting rid of me…..
I touched him…he was disgusted so he was getting m out of his house thinking of me a not even worthy to be killed, just disposable.
But no
I stepped back and pulled my arm to my chest and looked down on my feet.
"No its ok" He said softly.
"You can touch me…I want you to"
I gasped and raised my head looking at him, "Master?"
"No trust me….please touch me" He said taking a step closer causing me to automatically step back. He made more steps and I stepped back crashing into the bed. I fell over and sat up resting my hand between my legs and resting my hand in the centre of my chest. My heart was beating so fast
"Sanelle don't be scared"
I blinked a couple times and watched him lean over. I felt myself against the bed, he hadn't pushed me but to maintain space I leant back into the bed trying not to get all flustered. I turned my head to the right and realize the dry blood from my no healed broken wrist had smudged the bed. Sebastian followed my gaze and smile.
"Don't worry about it, Its your bed now…as a matter of fact it's your room"
My eyes widened and I stared at him.
"Master?"
He leaned over and I felt his lips only inches from mine. "N-No"
I regretted saying that
He paused and raised up.
He looked puzzled and then smiled and ran his hand through his hair. "Of course. You wouldn't lean into me that easily"
"Why are you doing this?" I asked softly gaining confidence to speak. I looked at him ad tried to figure out how it reached to this and then it hit me. "Or you rtying to let me forget about Ceil"
He raised an eyebrow
"No why would I? I just- I just" He paused
Oh my god he just paused! Sebastian paused- he hesitated….something's definitely wrong
"What you said made sense….I am covering up my emotions" He said looking at me regret in his eyes.
"I want to tell you how I feel, about what I did Ceil"
I nodded.
"That's one of the reason I brought you up here, the other one is well….you touched me"
He said the last part with a dead on stare
Eh- wait- humans should never touch demon
"B-Because I touched you?"
"I love when I'm around you" h said to me softly
I flushed
"And when I hear you speak"
Oh no…I know where this is going…a confession!? Wait…I want this!
"And when you touch me…like a while ago"
I found myself smiling as I watched him tilt his head to the side smiling too.
"And I love torturing you"
There goes my smile
Well I do enjoy the torture but it's not a MUST
"And the attitude I got a while ago, wow, it turned me on~"
I went scarlet.
"And when I talk to you and you nod or be quiet….." He said crawling up to me pulling me inches to his lip. I felt his hand run down my waist and to my behind, "It makes me… want to fuck the silence out of you"
he squezzed
Cue silence
Ok I could liquefy there and then, but will power to here his last words kept me alive. That was the sexiest and erotic thing a man has ever told me.
"Master…"
He was inhaling my scent and I could tell as he continued massaging my rear. He's never done this-I've never felt this before- What was going on!
"Something is poking me" I said softly, something was and it was in my stomach
He pulled away and smiled, "Of course you'd call it 'something', you wouldn't know after all~"
I blushed; somehow that something seemed to begin to have a name
"My little virgin"
Now I literally squealed moving away from him but he keep me into place
"How would you-"
"Of course I would know, you literally don't know what an erection is and your face says it all, plus your very easy to read" He said cooping me in his arms resting me on his lap almost like I was some child or a little animal. I felt weak
"So what if I am" I said softly turning to him just to realize he was smiling
"Then that would mean I'll have something to look forward to"
I paused and stared at him. did he just?
He got up and walked to the door and I followed him
"Does that mean…you plan to make love to me?" I can't believe i just said that.
"Make love?" He said with a grin and an raised eyebrow, "I don't make love Miss Collonae…I fuck"
I blushed and watched him open the door.
"And very hard when I do it too"
The door closed behind him and I stepped back crashing into my bed….did he just confess to me? No…did he just tell me he intended to have sex with me? I blushed. How did and argument turn out into this?