Chapter 9

Ciel stared at horror at the man standing at his room door.

Sebastian stepped in and closed the door behind him entering the room as he looked around and finally his eyes landed on the servant in the bed sitting up reading a novel.

"You" He said walking over sitting on the bed.

Ciel felt his body tense. Why was he here…why was Sebastian in his room. This couldn't be good; this wouldn't be good at all.

"Do you love stories Ciel?"

Sebastian said pulling the book out of his hand. Ceil gulped. Sebastian was upset. "I seem to get the impression that you're very fond of them, you went ahead and told such a tremendous story to my toy, did you know she has a rebellious side?"

Ciel shook his head from left to right his hand digging in the sheets.

"She was very upset with me…she went as far to start describing me common names that humans call us" He said or rather purred resting his hand on the side of Ciel's face stroking his cheek.

"I never knew she too would see me as that, it's surprising to find out how easy our bond can quaver."

He said leaning closer to the boy running his thumb over Ciel's lip. The servant was obviously leaning into his touch. Ceil eyes grew misty at the sensation of his skin against his master's.

Touch me more He wanted to say but the fact remained, why was Sebastian touching him like this?

"And yet no matter how deep it becomes…she'd still human….a fragile creature…that could easily brake"

He pushed his finger inside Ciel's mouth and swirled it around soaking it with the boy's saliva. Ciel moaned at the feeling and swirled his tongue around his master's finger creating lewd sounds as he rested both his hand on Sebastian's hand keeping it into place as he felt his master put a second finger in his mouth.

"Yet I know you've realized that I'm trying to build a bond with her yet….you try to brake it. You almost killed her…and then you tried turning her against me"

He said grabbing on to the boys tongue and pulled it digging his finger into the flesh.

Tears ran down Ciel's face as he felt the blood pouring down his throat the excruciating pain taking over him. The scent of the blood had now filled the room and Ciel could see nothing more than the water that built up and ran down his cheeks as he felt the blood pouring more aiming to choke him.

"I hope you feel this awful pain and remember what you did" He said feeling his finger go through the flesh completely and pulled it to the tip of the boys tongue where he dragged it almost wanting to pull the organ completely out of the body. He heard the muscles ripping and felt the tongue loosening and then released it out of pity, "However I didn't come her intending to remove it, so..."

He pulled his hand to his shirt wiping it in the nearby napkin then throwing it on the boy.

"I want to talk to you"

Ceil merely looked up at him…it wasn't as if he could speak

"She said something that made me realize that I really hurt you more than I imagined"

He allowed the silence to blend in with his voice as they both said nothing for a while.

"I only intended to hurt you to have you hate me…I didn't imagine destroying you this much….Ciel…I cannot accept your feelings"

"Why" Ceil asked. His ability to heal completing its job giving him the chance to answer

"Because…I just can't love…I can't love people…especially a person like you. Your different, you're…your special" He said his voice softening as he stared at him."

"What do you mean, you love her right? You love her don't you! So why can't you love me"

"Because I see you differently"

Ciel went silent….he felt his anger dying.

"I see….so that's how you think of me…I'm not your lover…just someone who you love"

Sebastian remained quiet

"I just can't love you that way Ceil…I don't know if its jealousy or anger boiling inside you, but the things you are doing need to stop"

"Like what"

Sebastian raised an eyebrow

"You know what I'm referring to"

Sebastian grinned and turned to head for the door. Ciel's hand gripped the sheet and he felt himself flustered.

"How do you know she loves you more than I do… how do you even know if she loves you!"

Sebastian turned around looking at the boy

"She told me she hates you, that your disgusting, wicked, nasty, hopeless and awful!"

"Oh" he replied raising an eyebrow, "And when did she tell you that?"

Ceil froze, "Yes-yesterday...b-b-before you saw her"

Sebastian grinned and walked up to the boy and looked him in the forehead. "Liar" He said with a smile, "My Sanelle wouldn't even say a sentence with so many words, plus, you've got her totally wrong"

Ceil pouted, he knew he couldn't lie to Sebastian, he always easily saw through his attempts

"I'll forgive you for lying to me though"

"Tsk"

"I just wanted to apologize, let you know that I was wrong for all the things I did to you, however the price I will pay, is relieving you of your servant duties. Whether or not you would like to continue is up to the decision of you. You'll be relieved only for a tomorrow though. Goodbye."

"Why tomorrow?"

"I'm bringing her to the Pandemonium" he said looking at him as he opened the door

Ciel eyes widened, "Wh-what"

"You see….i have a very beautiful pet…and I want to show her off, also, I plan to let her see the outside world a bit…or should I say…my world"

* A pandemonium is a house of demons