hi! (second time I wrote this... Hatred for the comp is building...) Well. most of you guys supprised me by saying you don't want Natsus P.O.V because he won't be as weird as Gray, and were that is true, I would like to inform you all that Grays way of thinking is based off mine (exept I'm not a player... not even a guy...). Like today in freanch we were talking about what we did on sataday and I thought 'I raped the computer' then paused and corrected myself 'wait... I could never hurt my (retarded) computer! more like tender lovin' '
I dont rape computers guys, I'm against computer abuse.
on another note I won a prise for best decriptive opening! exuse the spelling but if you want to read it-
"The silence was deafening. It stung, clawed, bit and impailed her ears as if it hated her, the only noise being her own, shallow breathing. The light shon though the sheet of glass behind her, illuminating the emeralled leaves and hitting the floor with the force of an elephant. Any other light sorce was blindening for even a glace, the polished tiled reflecting the suns light and tripling it's effect,"
so.. yeah! heres the story!
"Night!" my ebony haired roommate shouts over to me without a second glance. I wished to god he would of give that second glance. But god has never been on my side. So it's not like I expected it or anything. I didn't expect him to turn around and see me cowering because of the thunder storm taking place.
Yeah. I'm terrified. Of thunder and lightning. Pathetic right? One of my childhood friends loved thunder, she went on walks in it and everything. So it should only be logical that I'm not, right? But then I went homeless. Have you ever had to sleep while rain is slamming down on your back, while there's a chance you can be mugged and every strike of lightning and crash of thunder reminds you of that one time you got a gun you your head? Heh. Thought not.
But here I am, inside, absolutely nothing to fear, and I'm still quaking in my boots like a little girl in watching her first horror movie. Well, that isn't entirely true, remember my friend from before? She found them boring. Which is so bloody reassuring. I'm the dude! I'm supposed to be the brave, strong willed one, instead I turned out to be the sissy on the street. The wimp, scaredy cat, whatever you want to call it!
But what was I thinking? If he knew he would stay up all night with me, and that's fine, but in my head he would be holding my hand. No. no that cannot happen. Not ever. Never. For one I don't want him knowing I'm afraid of things, like that bike ride and now this, again, pathetic.
"Night…" I mumble closing the door to my room.
Gray
It's been a very long day. Along with school I was pulled into work, which is rare because I'm normally a home worker. But today my IT technicians failed to stop a hacker and I was pulled in to access the back-up files that I only know the password for.
So I'm exhausted. I just got in, changed out of my absolutely soaked clothes and went bed. Natsu was staring out of the window when I got in; I figured it was because the reception was bad with the storm and everything. Plus I find lightning pretty... if... that makes sense. Pretty lightning. Pretty thing that if strikes me will kill me... ha... haha...
Way to turn things creepy Gray.
Whatever. I'm going bed. Whatever my mind says I am going to bed. Final. I don't care.
Don't care about what you ask? I don't even know. I have a feeling I'm missing something...
Oh well.
I fall into a peaceful slumber. My dream? Heh. You wouldn't really want to know... but it includes a ladder, a elephant and a yellow flying egg (believe it or not that is actually a reference, Xolga and mr Toko, go play it!) so... yeah...
But I am woken up about an hour later,,.
Natsu
No, no I can't take this. Not at all, in a million years, I can't I can't I can't!
I wonder if Grays still up?
Gray please be up!
I sneak into his room, you know, I didn't consider knocking, I have no idea why. I just didn't. He's fast asleep on his bed, even with the thunders symphony in the back ground. I can't help it... I... just... have to...
Gray
In hindsight... I guess I should of knottiest what it was that got in my bed... but, guys, I was half asleep. And with that dream? I was fucking terrified it was going to be a elephant or something! Well. Not Elephant. Maybe baby elephant. Yeah, sounds about right. So being woke up to something moulding itself against me made me jump out of my skin.
Well. Not literally.
But when I had a retarded freak out it only Grabbed me more, I only stopped my freak out when I heard a whimper and realised whatever it was, whoever it was, it was crying.
And, hey, I'm a nice guy? I even console potential rapist, murderers... babe elephants... if they're crying. Because it's in my nature!
Knowing me I will get slapped for trying to wipe their eyes. Because that's what's always happened before when I tried it.
But then the cogs in my head started turning and it clicked. I have a roommate now!
And he was crying.
In my bed...
Did I do something in my sleep?!
...
Ugh.
"N-Natsu? Are you okay!?" I semi-shout. I must be more worried that I thought. I sound absolutely panicked. Or maybe it was the exorcise I just got from my freak out. But I think the other things more likely. Since there's a crying guy in my bed. Normal, right? Pfft. Like I know what normal is.
I can't even kid myself. I'm a fucking lunatic.
He shakes his head, covering my chest in small, cold tears. Oh bloody hell. I DID DO SOMETHING DIDN'T I?! I never knew I was a sleep walker! Well. I have lived alone until Natsu graced me with his less-than-classy presence. Ah. Memories. "what happened?" I ask. As if I don't already know. I sleep molested him didn't I?!
Though I guess he wouldn't be crying if I did that. I'm pretty good with my hands.
What am I... referring to my earlier statement? Me=crazy bastard.
"T-the th- AGH!" He says. Or rather, tries to say, burring himself further into the quilt and my chest. Cute. Well, sort of...
Heh.
"Hey, breath your words," I say in a re-assuring laugh. One of the warm ones, the ones that make you go 'hey, that's a nice laugh,'...
Yeah. That kind of laugh, well, I hope it was...
"T-the thunder s-storm," He manages.
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwweeeee.
"You're scared of the thunder?" I ask and he nods. I kind of get that. I remember on the day we met, 'hope it isn't a thunder storm' 'yeah, that would suck for you,' and my earlier thought of being stuck my lightning. He had to go through that didn't he? Sleeping outside while this was going on. It would terrify me, too.
I couldn't help myself from hugging him, intertwining my fingers in his hair. Poor thing.
"It's okay you know," I say smiling into his hair. He nods, un able to spear from fear I guess. Again. Awe.
I woke up in the morning with one of the biggest cramps ever. I swear, if I didn't care about that guy I would be so pissed off right now. First time I slept in the same bed as... well... a guy.
Must of been awkward for him...
Pfft. Not for me though. Used to having people in my bed. Well, being in their bed I should say.
If you know what I mean.
Which you obviously do.
You all know what I mean.
I manage to pull myself away from the pinkette and get dressed for collage. Before I go I make us both breakfast... feel like a house wife... Natsu needs to learn to cook. He has a big enough appetite... I wonder when he went homeless... and why? Did his parents die? Or... did they kick him out because...
No... no I can't even think that. If that's true then my faith in humanity is lost. And that's only a tiny bit of faith I have. Trust me.
Me-fun fact, I used to be scared of the noise of motor cycles
Gray-...why?
me-I was a pretty messed up child, every time I heard one I subcontiosly imagened it running me over and its not a nice picture...
Gray-doesn't sound it O.O
me-and another funfact, I'm dyslexic, hey, guys, want to do a bit of Q&A? I feel like it, only if you do as well though, ever wondered something about me? ask it!
Gray-why are you so weird?
me-because I am. :P reveiw please! not that you need to be told