hello agian! so I asked for Q&A and I got afew questions, here are the answers-

TheSlayerGirl-What are u afraid of now?

well, huh. I think I would be scared to hell if I had to spend time in a haunted insane asylum and/or abandoned victorion nursary, other that that... urm... everyone I thought I liked actually hating me, and with girls these days that is possible.

AsDarknessSpreads-how do you think of the one liners?

To be honest when I'm writing I hardly think that much, so they just... come. uh, have you ever wrote a para and then thought something about it that you didn't write? it's like that, yeah, I'm crap at explaining, sorrryyy.

Crystalangel554- how weird/crazy are you?

It depends what mood I'm in and who I'm with. On the computer I can be who ever the hell I want so that comes out in my writing I guess. I often get decribed as mature belive it or not, but any child-like qualitys are because I didn't get much of a childhood before now. Also, about the sleep molesting thing it actually is, I saw a documentery on it once and a guy was put in prison because he fell asleep at a party and...well... you know.

Wizardslover-does Natsu ever get happy?

doubt this was meant for Q&A but what ever, answer it anyway. This will be answered in this chapter, we will see happy later on though! heh, no spoilers though ^^

okay, any other questions feel free to ask!

I don't own fairytail

Today. Is the day. Monday. The day after Sunday. Before Tuesday. First day of the working week. The only day that begins with a M. the day so many people hate. A day of the week, of the month, of the year, of the decade, of forever.

Where am I going with this?

I don't know.

Oh, Yeah, the day Natsu starts collage. Fun right? He was actually exited. Who gets excited for collage? I don't, I was so annoyed when I found out there's ANOTHER education after high school. God damn right? I had enough of school I just wanted to sleep for the rest of my godforsaken life.

And he's exited.

I asked and he told me he did go to high school so it's not like it's a 'new experience' for him. Well, at least he won't be stuck inside forever.

Wait. On second hand… I'm starting to regret this decision. Loke goes to college. Why did I choose my collage for him? Just because it's the only one in this town. I can pay for the bus. I have a hell of a lot of money. Agh!

Apparently Loke was only being 'nice' to my friend. No. that was not just being nice… that was… he was practically undressing him with his eyes! AHG! So much for my straight friend hey? Now my friends are going to hook up and have little foster babies and buy a house with the money I gave them for their wedding, as for the wedding they will fight over me being their best man and almost break up but then Erza saves the day by forcing them to come to a decision with the power of 'pain'. So I get to choose and I choose Natsu of course since Loke's annoying (who said you have to be nice to your friends?). If I don't stop this my two best friends will be married before their 21!

So I'm going to be his body guard. Well, I was until I was told that we're in different classes, great. And who's in his? Loke. I honestly hate my life. This shouldn't bother me so much but goddamn it I've lived a lie. I THOUGHT HE LIKED GIRLS!

AGH!

Okay that is over reacting but that's my thing so deal with it.

We take to motorbike because that's my only mode of transport and I don't really trust taxi drivers. And in busses I always get the crowded ones. So conclusion? I really need a car. I can drive and everything, just... never been bothered to buy one. And the bike wouldn't be a problem it's just it's only meant for one person so it's kind of awkward.

Why is life so complicated?

Well, anyhow, we will be doing that three times a week, great, huh? Two people and a bike for three days a week equals a very sore ass.

And no, I don't mean it like that, you perverted readers.

And not to mention the fan girls at our school. Seriously. There is now a team of girls apparently 'shipping' us and it's been a day and we were not even seen together. Who's to blame? Blondie and Scarlet of course! I have a feeling Loke's involved but I'm not sure. But it pissed me off to hell because now I can't get with anyone at collage.

Bitches.

Well, I shall take this to my advantage! Somehow... but, I'm a smart guy, I'll think of something.

A lot of thinking went on.

I figured nothing.

*sigh*

"how was your first day?" I ask. Sucked for me.

This is like the most depressed I've been in ages, so much has gone wrong today, for me, lets hope he made a friend or something!

"Good, Loke introduced me to the rest of his friends,"

World-haha! Take that Gray! Thought you had a good friend for once? Let me get the idiots at school to taint him

WOW! Thanks world!

World-no problem Gray, you deserve it.

The world knows no sarcasm.

"ugh..."

"don't worry, I thought they were all morons,"

I'm sorry I doubted the world. Maybe this is taking a turn for the better? Or maybe, this made Natsu bond with Loke even...more...

Oh my god I can't even see any good that could come from any situation during their time together. I don't want to be a best man! Well... I guess I do, but not for their wedding, I would rather get married myself thank you very much! Ah. Well. I don't know when that happened but apparently I want to get married now. It equalled death for me a few days ago.

...a-am I suicidal?

"I agree," I finally say, getting on the motorbike before the ride home.

Oh look. Fan girls. Fan girls everywhere.

NATSU HURRY THE HELL UP AND GET ON BEFORE WE GET CHASED!

Do they have no shame?

Later.

"hey, Natsu?"

"hmm?"

"when did you become homeless?" I ask. Look I can't stand being left in the dark. I would of waited until he told me but I'm just nosey, it's human fricking nature and I'm not that strong minded, so what did you expect? Me to be all super human and hide my curiosity? Guys... that's just not how I roll. Okay?

I know it sounds weird but right now we're messing around with play doe. It was on sale and Natsu went starry eyed at it, I figured since I doubt he had much of a child hood, why the hell not? I bought all colours and now we're seeing who can make the best model, he's making a blue cat (apparently belonging to a 'friend' who he hasn't seen is years) and I'm making... well, I don't even know, but it looks pretty!

Yeah I just called something pretty. From now on, 'pretty' is a bad ass word, kay'?

Good reader.

"agh... urm, I was 13 and the people I was working for died, I was scared so I ran away without even thinking, pretty stupid, eh?" He says with a fake laugh.

13... wow, 13 seems to be the age shit goes down, for me and Natsu here.

"Oh. You like the people?" I ask, my voice trying to hide my sympathy.

"Yeah, they had a son I was kind of friends with, feel pretty bad for him, another reason I shouldn't of ran off,"

"if you hadn't of, we wouldn't of met, I know that sounds selfish and everything..."

He didn't reply, just sat there like he didn't hear what I said. Eh. I was sure that would make him laugh at me or something. Oh well.

I end up ditching my 'pretty' thing and start to help Natsu with his, we make a family of them, and when we got bored again give them wings and called them 'exeeds'. They can talk and everything! Who the hell wouldn't want one of these things?

But by the time we finished... well, it was one in the morning. And neither of us was sleepy, so, we ended up staying up all night with retarded teenage girl slumber party things, like pillow fights, twister and watching horror movies over snacks.

I see why girls do it now. It is an amazing thing to do.

me-I've never been at a sleep over like that

Gray-well, you're missing out!

me- I know D': my friends are so boring!

Natsu-hey guys!

me-OH MY GOD YOU'RE BACK?!

Natsu-yup!

me-... :D reveiw!