(Sorry if its too short. most of these upcoming chapters will be short but I'm still trying to make it as dramatic as possible. Hope you like it :) )
I could feel the sudden depression rising in the car ride. I can't explain what I'm feeling at the moment. Every day, I live life as if it was just a blur. But I have now woken up ever since my life has been falling too pieces. I don't know why this is happening to me though. Is this a sign? Is this some sort of bad luck that I had?
My mom and I ran into the hospital as fast as I can. I never thought that I would back here but this time it isn't about me. We ran up to the nurse to ask for information.
Mom: Hi I'm looking for Ch-
Nurse: He's in room 315
We quickly walked to the room. When the doctor told me that visiting hours wasn't until midnight, I was so pissed off. The school called and told my mom that I'd ditched school but I mean come on I had a reason. They were being assholes at my school. I didn't feel like going back there today. And now this happens to me, ugh my life sucks.
-8:00 p.m.-
I've waited for hours just to visit. My mom had to work tomorrow so she went home. I decided to stay here so that I could visit once visiting hours started. Grace and Mika texted me to keep me company while I was waiting.
Mika: Hey why u ran off? U missed me beating up Donna.
Grace: LOL! That was very funny. Donna's wig came off.
Me: KMSL! Ur lying?
Mika: Uhm of course not? The girl went straight home crying.
Me: Well I guess my friendship with Jack is now over.
Grace: Come on don't say that.
Mika: Yeah. I saw him running out the school but I don't know where.
Me: Well not after me I guess because I didn't see him.
Doctor: Kim Crawford? You can visit him now.
Sighs. This is it. I'd walk into a room and the first thing I hear is the heart monitor. Then the doctor let himself out so that I can have some privacy. Just a few more steps and then I have faced my biggest fear. Not the good kind where you achieve something, the fear of losing someone you truly love. The person who has been there for you for everything. Yes he may have abused me in the past but I've showed him that I'm a good girl and that I didn't deserve this. Besides all that he's been a great father to me and I couldn't have asked for more. I took a step forward and let a tear fall from my eye.
Me: Dad…..