hi all! first of all sorry for lack of updates! had a lot going on this week, and next week there will be no updates till the weekend either. because I'm going sailing. seriously, I'm not looking for a stupid exuse I really am going sailing with school, I have to get up at 4am on monday and everything.

second if you want to take your anger out because of this chapter do not attempt to track me down because I am armed and ready.

I don't own anything but the plot and my writing!

send hate to Anabella, Kay'?

"GRAY!"

I look up from my television show, I couldn't find the remote so I'm stuck watching SpongeBob (I would have watched it either way but that's a secret) as the pinkette runs towards the couch I'm laying on and leans on the arm. He has a kind of puppy dog look on his face and is grinning from ear to ear. I wonder what happened...

I tilt my head lazily as to tell him to tell me what happened because I can't be bothered asking.

I need a coffee...

"I got a job!" he shouts. I'm kind of scared he's going to jump me. Like, on me, and that would hurt the way I'm sitting.

"That's great!" I yell. Because it really is, he can pay for his own food now! I'm joking, but it is better for him to actually have a life that's not based on me...screw that, I will be the centre of his universe! Not stalkerish or anything, in a friendly way..."What as?"

"It's with a childhood friend so probably a servant or something..." he trails of. Wait. Childhood friend? That one he was talking about yesterday!? When did he find him again?! God damn he should keep me updated in his life, get a facebook account or something. Because that's the answer to everything, SOCIAL NETWORKING! WOO!

"Friend?" I ask sounding intrigued.

"Yeah, I used to work with her as a kid, as the families son's servants, we were pretty much given a home to mess around and make friends," he beams " her name is Rose,"

A girl eh? Wasn't expecting that but okay... why is it when he talks about his past it's like he's hiding something? I don't know... I maybe imagining it, wouldn't be a shock to be honest.

"Ah! Good for you!"

And with that he sits on my legs.

"What are you doing?"

"Well, you're lying down and I didn't want to interrupt you..." something tells me he's lying... 'Hey, your legs luck comfortable,' 'oh, they are' 'can I sit on them then?' 'Why the fuck not?'

He could have asked. I would have said yes...

"Sure..." I sigh and kick him off, he lands on his arse. And that's what I do. I should become a professional kicker or something, screw being rich and all that, I will be the underdog and I will like it!

He lies there for a while before sitting up and glaring at me annoyed, dude, it's not my fault, my legs have spasms sometimes... heh, you should ask someone if their legs can spazz out before you sit on them. See? I teach wisdom to you all, my fellow readers; I hope you're taking notes. Or I will give you detention!

Just kidding, I couldn't do that to you all...

Anyhow, after a few seconds of the evil glare he pulls me off my couch and I get a meeting with the floor. It was very formal. He bursts out laughing while I sit up rubbing my head, which I landed on, I playfully punch his arm.

"That wasn't very nice," I say monotonously trying to keep my laughter at bay.

"Neither was kicking me off the couch," he smirked.

"Neither was sitting on me,"

"I thought that was a kind gesture,"

I ended up just staying sat on the floor sat with him, the couch was forever alone...

Poor couch... I feel bad now.

But I couldn't help but nudge the person next to me a few times, because I have NO self-control, I mean, it's terrible. And that escalated to a full on fight. Well, not full on, a play fight but still. I was winning! I swear! Just because I was on the bottom didn't mean I didn't get some good punches in... Yeah, I did! But so did he and my arm hurts now...

Ouch.

But I will not give up!

Okay, I'm exhausted, who the hell am I kidding? Did I kid you guys? Yeah?

"Okay! Okay I give up!" I laugh and he stops and looks down at me with a smirk.

"So I win?"

"Yeah... whatever, I'll get you next time!"

"Sure you will,"

And then something happens that I didn't expect happened. Well, you know by now that I don't expect much... but I swear this time it was actually out of the blue! And I don't mean light blue or anything I mean REAL BRIGHT BLUE! The blue that makes you feel like you've been slapped by a fish you thought you had eaten.

Yeah. That blue.

Ever had the feeling I'm stalling? Well, you're smart, because I am.

Well, what actually happened was the boy who was sat on me leant forward and let his lips touch mine. Get why I was surprised? Well, you might be sat there saying, 'pfft, well what did you expect moron? You led yourself into this' and I agree, I did, but that wasn't really the most shocking bit of the whole thing.

At first my mind didn't even get what was going on. So I was just on my back thinking 'huh, I feel like I'm missing something' because I'm not the brightest of people sometimes... but then like an alarm in my head, I realised. And, I didn't push him off me.

...

And I was kissing back. Not light kissing, as if checking out if I liked it or anything (which to be honest I could have bloody explained!) but hot kissing. The kind you do when you REALLY like someone. And I am so confused right now. My eyes are closed and I'm kissing my friend and enjoying it.

Am I dense? I feel like I'm dense now for some reason.

But I'm kissing a guy. what the fuck!?

After a few more seconds he pulls away, a thin line of saliva connecting our mouths. Is this a dream? I...

Well I guess I did say if he was going to 'like' any straight guy it would be me.

Karmas a bitch.

"A-... you... kissed back," he stutters sounding shocked. Well Natsu, you're not the only one who's shocked here. I'm ? At the minute.

I look away embarrassed.

"Ugh, can you get off me? My back is starting to hurt..."

"Oh! Yeah, sorry... sorry..."

I stand up and walk over to the door.

"I'm going out for a minute, Kay'? Just remembered I need to see somebody, be right back!"

"Yeah, sure,"

"And we'll talk about this when I get back..."

He nods and I walk out, heading over to my Anabellas house.

Gray-you are going to be murdered

me-screw you

Gray-no seriosly, people are going to hunt you down and kill you

me-... but then they won't here what happens next?

Gray-that isn't going to save you

me-I trust my readers and I'm sure they trust me!

Gray-yeahhhh whatever

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