I'm back! so I have to upload this really quicky because it's bedtime for me (I'm not a little kid mummy *crys while sucking thumb*) but I will answer any questions you have about the story (as long as there is no major spoliors) and my sailing trip (because I feel like answering questions again) and any review, if you want a replie just start the review with 'tj-' and I will answer! kay' onwards!
I'm sat on my couch. No, I'm sprawled on it. With a pot of Ben and jerrys laying on my stomach and a spoon being held lazily in my left hand. The room is completely dark except for the white hue coming from my lap top that's on the glass table next to me and displaying several pictures of kittens and puppies.
I'm getting cute therapy, Lucy recommended it. Her exact words were 'go lie down in the dark and stare at some cute pictures, it will make you feel better,' She's actually right. I guess I'm being a bit melodramatic, he will be back in two days and everything, love should be a marvellous feeling that overwhelms you until you want to scream it at the top of your lungs!
Okay, I have also been reading soppy romantic movies...
And all say the same! None of the girls go into depression because they can't get the guy, they just don't give up! They wait till a good time and until then it's all small talk with the guy and gossiping with her 'girlfriends' while focusing on all other woman problems and the guy is just sat there. Like 'have I been friend zoned? Fuck it, I'm going drinking'.
If only that was the case.
Truth of the matter? Ice-cream. Cats. Cola. Inside. FUCK YOU WORLD!
And as for the Disney films, no, I do not feel like singing about 'when my prince will come'. Fucking animation making life look like fun and games, it's not you know? Don't believe the movies! There all lies! Don't expect to live with 7 midgets and then suddenly get knocked out and kissed by a random guy you've only talked to once or twice, or to get a pumpkin turned into a carriage just so you can 'go to the ball!' and I'm pretty sure the guy of Mulan was gay, for fuck sake he fell in love with her when she was dressed as a guy! That's Disney's way of saying 'transvestites are cool!' (not saying they're not, not saying they are... just going to say I'm not one) I wonder if I dress as a girl Natsu would fall in love with me? I don't think so.
Rain is pattering on my window behind the blinds that cover the moonlight that attempts to seep into my room's abyss. I hear a crash from outside followed by my room lighting up for a brief second. Thunder storm? They're happening a bit often lately. We didn't even get one last year and this is the second this month. Huh.
Am I missing something? It seems like I'm getting a slight déjà-vu? Ah I'm sure it will come to me eventually, for now? CATS!
...
OH CRAP! NATSUS SCARED SHITTLESS OF THUNDERSTORMS!
I run to the phone and type in the number that he left me, just in case 'the house burned down' (I think that was meant as a joke but it's happened before...).
Beep. Beep. 'Hello?'
A girls voice?... oh, yeah, his friend was called Rose, sounds pretty familiar actually... do I know a Rose? I don't... think so? Agh, my memory is shitty.
The voice is rather deep but it is still a clear feminine voice, smooth and it sounds like she will be really scary when she's annoyed.
"Ugh, this is Gray? Gray Fullbuster?"
I hear a humming sound followed by a slight laugh. "well, this is Rose Smith, what do you want?"
Rose Smith. That sounds too familiar but I don't like asking people if I know them, it sounds pretty stupid. 'do I know you?' 'Yeah! I knew you for years! Arse hole! How could you not remember me?!' and then they kill me and no one comes to my funeral. Ugh.
"I'm Natsus friend,"
"and so am I,"
Wow this girl is cocky. The type where she's trying to test you, and the type that annoys you so much you start to enjoy it, weird but true.
I laugh slightly and then remember why I called "I'm wondering if he's okay? With the thunder storm and everything,"
"why don't you come over and find out?"
"I... don't know where you live?" I say. Okay, I was really upset about not being able to see him and now I'm getting all nervous about seeing him for a few hours to console him? My face is flushed and everything. This girl... she knows something doesn't she?
"I live in the flats near that mansion that burned down," she sighs care free "number 121,"
Oh, so my mansion? Oh how lovely. Memories, oh memories, how I wish you would vanish but at the same time I want you to come back... Oh, just so you know I have kind of forgotten some of my child hood, apparently the thing that set off the fire was toxic and messed with my brain, I have to go doctors every month to make sure I'm not getting any worse, since it was what my mother died of...
"Th-there?" I stutter feeling un-easy, I haven't been there since... well, you know "are you sure he want me there?"
"Gray, stop being a moron," we're not even friends and she uses my name so freely... or are we? Bloody hell, "get your arse over here,"
And then she hangs up.
I have a feeling she was waiting for me to call.
Have I done something stupid? I sigh and walk over to my door, I pull on my water proof jacket and grab my keys before exiting my cave, laptop still on, I can charge it later anyways... When I get down to the carpark I have to walk through a huge freezing puddle, soaking my black denim pant, I hope she has a towel I can borrow.
I hop on the bike and start to drive through the almost abandoned streets, the only people out are running home like it was a zombie apocalypse or something 'AGH RAIN! NO! NOT THE RA-IN! I DON'T WANT TO DIE!' what? Is rain toxic or something? Poison? Acid? Or is something really good happening at home? Running to see the new puppy their mummy bought them, gonna call it patch and spend the night with it licking your face lovingly.
...I hope Natsu likes puppies, I'm getting one. Or cats, a cat would be good.
As my wheels split the water it's splashing everything around it, including me. When I get there I absolutely soak some teenagers smoking outside the high-class apartments. Serves them right, lung cancers not a pretty things and they will regret it later on.
After having a empty bottle of 'wkd' thrown at me before crashing on the floor because of drunken aim, I begin the search of room 121. Turns out the floor was 7 and it was one of those places that are quilted in flowers, to fake the friendly atmosphere.
I nock on the crimson door heavily three times and wait for it to open. Once it does it reveals a short brunette girl (up to about my armpits) wearing a black and scarlet Lolita dress, a black jacket with rips at the side and a golden zip, black dot martens and a red and white ribbon in her thick, long hair.
Okay, now I'm sure I know her. BRAIN WHY DON'T YOU LET ME REMEMBER!
Because I'm evil!
Yeah, I already knew that.
"Gray?" she says, leaning on her pure white door frame.
"yeah... can I come in?"
She nods lazily before walking into what I think was the kitchen and throwing me a towel, who keeps towels in kitchens?! Well, she dose I guess...
She leads me to where Natsu is hiding under a furry blanket, whimpers fill the room un welcomed.
"Natsu?"
"G-gray? What are you doing here?!"
She didn't even tell him I was coming... nice.
"I called... Rose, because of your fear of thunder, a-and she told me to come over..." as I'm speaking he peaks over the blanket to reveal tears running down his reddened tainted face and scruffy magenta hair covering his crystal doll like eyes "oh god Natsu, are you okay?" I get on my knees and sit beside the couch he's crouched awkwardly on. He shakes his head nervously.
The corner of my lips twitch slightly at the cute sight. Aww, I shouldn't smile but.. aww!
I put my arm over his shoulder and he buries his head in my chest. Again. Aww.
"I told you, didn't I?" he looks at me bemused "I'm here now, the thunder is just an un needed song in the back ground, isn't it?"
"Gray," Rose says sitting next to me.
"yeah?" I freeze. Totally forgot she was there. Yikes.
"tell me about your friends as a kid?" she says monotonously.
Why? "well... I had a girl and a guy friend, I can't remember there names because of this thing that happened, but I remember the girl was really brave and bossy and the guy had a really weird hair colour I hadn't seen anywhere else, they lived with me and my family because they used to live on the streets, but I don't know what happened to them after... well, you don't need to know what happened,"
And now my life story!
She laughs, friendly "sounds like they really liked you?"
"yeah..."
me-awww that was cute (for this story anyways)
Gray-don't you need to go bed?
my mum-TAYLOR!
me-crap crap crap, NIGHT-I-OS!