(This chapter will mostly be a Kim day and how she relaxes and thinks about all the stuff she has been through with Donna in the past. Hope you enjoy it. And if you ended up asking me why I wrote it so deep, that's because I went through this and well I'm just gonna say it that at the end of the day I don't hold grudges against people and I'm willing to forgive if she's willing to drop all that bullshit from the past. But Kim is gonna wait a while. LOL you'll see later on. So yeah review, favorite, and follow. : ) )

Next Day

I woke up to the most annoying clock that Julie bought me for Christmas. But oh well, whatever helps me wake up in the morning. I looked down at my arms and see my scars. I must've really been hurt or drunk because I would've never done that to myself.

Kim's phone: singing radio head at the-

I hurried to pick up the phone and saw that it was Grace who called me.

Me: Kim here.

Grace: Hey. Are you ok? I saw you running out crying from the studio. I would've talk to you sooner but I wanted to give you some space.

Me: Thanks boo. I'm gonna have to cancel about the mall today.

I looked at my scars and sighed.

Me: I'm gonna have a me day. There are some things I need to think about.

Grace: Well ok. Text me whenever you feel like it.

Me: Thanks

I hanged up the phone and sighed. I could've been at the mall but let them see my scars is not a good thing. I went to my closet and grabbed my swimsuit. I quickly changed into them and went outside. I sat on the lounge chair besides the pool, just thinking about all the problems I've had.

I sat there thinking about what I could've done to improve my life. I should've tried and to not get into any drama with people but somehow I'm dragged into it. I also started to regret some of the decisions I've made in my life. But now that I think about it, if I hadn't made those decisions, I would've still been friends with Donna. I made those decisions based on how I felt as me, not what people told me to do. They just don't understand. They say I should be friends with Donna again but they don't get it. This bitch hurt me for the past year and a half. She made me feel betrayed. This was the girl that knew all of my secrets, weaknesses, and flaws. When my house got robbed, she was the first person I'd told. You know, a true friend supports you and doesn't stab you in the back. A true friend would trust you and not make accusations about you to hurt you.

I trusted her and she decided to be a hoe and fought with me about boys. Jack isn't made out of diamonds or money. She decided to let some boy ruin a perfectly good relationship. I'm sick of the bullshit that she cost me. It wasn't worth it.

I saw that the sky was getting a little cloudy so I went inside to my room. I changed into a t-shirt and some shorts. I walked downstairs and saw that my dad was home. Part two of me day is about to get started.

Me: Dad, can I borrow the car?

Dad: Sure but don't go to any clubs or dangerous places.

Me: Nah, I'm just going to go to the library for a sec.

Dad: Alright but don't be home to late.

I ran out the door and hurried into the car before it started to rain. I started up the car and went to the weirdest place that anybody could go to for relaxation.