hi guys! well, what to say, this was actually supposed to be the M rated chapter, but there was some complications and the friend of mine who was supposed to be writing it for me (because I'm a little too awkward to write that stuff) broke her computer. so... if she ever fixes the computer then you will get it, no matter where in the story we are but for now you have my awkwardness! and I tried to make up for it with a mental image in this chapter which wasn't actually planned, it was just in place of the M rated thing... meh.

anywho, my friend 'YaoixJoe 3' has startedhis first fanfiction, so check that out guys! it's pretty awesome.

ON WITH THE STORY! *holds up a sword and charges into the sunset*

I don't own fairytale guys

"GRAY!" My door gets slammed open while I'm in the middle of reading. Seriously. Does nobody have respect for real literature anymore?

"Loke, what is it?" I ask standing up to inspect the damage caused by my friends... violent entrance. Great, now there's a dent in the wall... who can do that anyway? Dent a bloody wall?

...well there's Loke, Erza, Lucy, Rose, Natsu... okay a lot of people can dent walls. Forget I said anything.

Later on today Natsus supposed to be coming back, so I had been trying to keep stress free until the confrontation! Not the love one, the one about my memory. Heh. Yeah, I've kind of wimped out, too much going on for my heart to take! I mean, I would have confessed and everything... but I need answers first! Urm. Yeah, yeah, I need to know why he ran away and everything, why he was being so secretive and all that...

Totally not lying, I am a brave sole okay! Just one thing... at a time okay?

Why is Loke even here? Breaking my door of all things...

"where were you?" he asks me "you and Natsu?"

Oh, collage... well you know what they say! Remember one thing and you forget the other! Erza is going to kill me. Not my fault, I had work, and complicated shit to deal with, and sleep, I also had to sleep. But seriously, does he expect me to explain? Well, he obviously does... but, if he had the slightest idea he wouldn't! I am not explaining. Enough said.

"...home..." I say with some thinking, well I'm not exactly lying! Well I guess it sounded like I was, my eyes are widened and my body stiff, that doesn't look suspicious at all! Agh god, I'm bad at telling the truth... and lying...

"right." He says looking at me through his ginger and messy hair, one eye brow raised "so where is Natsu?"

What? Does he think I killed him?

My face slightly flushes... now he's going to think I raped him or something.

"staying with a friend," I admit "he'll be back later though, if you want to see him or something..."

I wonder if I can tell Loke about my problem. He's supposed to be my best friend and everything's. And friends help each other! Isn't that why we make friends? Well, no, you make friends so you aren't lonely... but still, it's part of the package! If you become someone's friend prepare to become a therapist, too.

"nah, I was just making sure you guys were okay before Lucy and Erza got involved, but now I'm here I may as well stay and talk," he smiles and then walks into my kitchen. Best of friends do that... "speaking of Lucy, I think she has her eyes on me y'know,"

I momentarily black before the urge to go and hit his head onto my fridge kicks in. WELL DUH! I didn't even see it, but now you mention it... Loke get out of my house, I swear.

"Yeah, I figured..." I trail off annoyed. Loke walks back in holding two cans of coke and throws one in my lap. Cold, that's all I can say, it made me to a slight snazzy dance in my seat, which led to a room full of laughter and a 'you were meant to catch it doofus' look from Loke.

"so what do you think?" he asks sitting down besides me.

"about you and Luce? Well, go for it idiot, she's liked you for ag-"

"AND YOU DIDN'T TELL ME?!" He shouts right in my ear, and then throws a pillow in my face.

"you were to bloody busy being a man whore," I state opening my can, click, psshh.

"still! You should of told me... hey, you don't look too good," he says "what's up man?"

...

HE CAN SEE THROUGH ME! That isn't good, I wasn't built for expressing my feelings and shit, I was planning on hiring one of my men at the company to tell Natsu, by phone, using a computer generated voice... and yeah, I did consider telling Loke but no, no... No! That's like declaring he's right! 'oh hey, remember when you tried to get me and Natsu together, well, guess what!' and I don't want to say that! Meh, I need more ice cream...

I stare down at the wooden floor twiddling my thumbs awkwardly, flushed. Nope. Nope. No-

"don't tell me, you have a crush on me?"

NOPE! NOPE!

I couldn't help but laugh a bit too loud at that. He just smiled at me waiting for me to stop, which wasn't easy, my stomach hurts now, worth it.

"S-sorry, I didn't m-mean to laugh so much!" I say, still trying to choke down the giggles.

"it was meant to make you laugh moron, now, who really has your heart sweet child of mine?"

"sweet child of yours?"

"you're in love with my child?"

"I am going to punch you I swear,"

"come at me bro,"

After about five minutes of that (and Loke being drenched in his own cola, not wasting mine now...) we finally get down to the point. While cleaning the floor off course, not letting my floor boards get sticky because of cola.

"It's... urm... Natsu..." I say, and then stand up "well, you must be tired! And you need a shower, I'll just take you to the do-"

"why don't you just ask him out then?" Loke asks dragging me back to the couch and forcing me to sit down.

"I think that's pretty obvious moron, anyways, I have enough on my plate, I'll ask him for... Christmas, yeah," I excuse myself with a playful shrug and an oh-so-fake grin on my face. I should me an actor...

"isn't he into that though?" Loke asks absent minded. You know what's annoying me? He doesn't even sound shocked. Dude! I've known you for ages, and our biggest passed time was hooking up with girls, and you're not even shocked I'm in love? With a guy no less? I feel like he's making a fool out of me! Is this gonna be one of those 'I'm the last to know' things? I tell Natsu and then he's like 'yeah bitch, I know' and I'd be like 'WHAT THE FUCK!?' and then go eat ice cream.

"well, yeah, but like I said I have other things to deal with..."

"and? Having someone who loves you will make those things better,"

Rain starts pattering on the window, I look outside and the sky is grey instead of blue. I had to live in England didn't I? The rain... does not... stop...

"I guess," I sigh walking over to the window to close it, but then I see a certain pink haired boy running towards the house with a bag over his head... I better go get a towel. "Speak of the devil," I mutter. Now where did I put the towels? I have no organisation skills, you will have to bear with me. I think in the bathroom... because that does actually make sense, that kind of tells you a lot about me, the last place I will look is the place that makes sense, not because I didn't think about it, just because I don't believe that I'm smart enough to put something where it makes sense,

Oh halleluiah! It's actually there! That is a first!

As soon as I run back into the front room, proudly holding the towel above my head like I just won a trophy, Natsu barges in (denting the wall again).

"Gray!" he yells.

"yeah?" I cock my head to the left, lowering my arm slowly so it isn't obvious that I was proud of finding a towel. Shh, keep it between us, yeah?

"it's wet," he sobs dropping his bag next to the door. Aww, now that you mention it...I pass him the towel and he hooks it around his neck "thanks... I'm taking a shower, hey Loke!"

"hello Natsu,"

After about five minutes of me and Loke having a whisper argument as to whether or not he should tell Natsu. I'm like 'no, fuck you,' and his like 'yes, you want to fuck him' and I end up throwing my can of coke at him, there's a yell out of the bathroom.

"GRAY!"

I cover Lokes mouth (he tries to punch and kick me but I'm just so awesome I can dodge it all) "Sup?" I ask.

"ugh, can you get me some clothes?" he asks nervously. Because me seeing you stole around half naked is fine but Loke? That's too embarrassing!... on second though I don't want Loke seeing him stole around half naked either.

Oh no I don't.

"Urm, yeah sure," I reply, and then whisper 'you, be quite' at the other boy and let go.

I walk over to the room that used to only be the guest room and pick up a set of pyjamas, being careful to respect his business and not route through anything. Though I couldn't help but admire the drawing covering the walls, pictures of him, Lucy, Erza, Loke... me...

I look pretty damn good there actually; too bad the thought of him drawing me sent me off a bit embarrassed.

I nock on the bathroom door to pass the clothes and it takes only a few seconds for him to answer and take the clothes, and as that's all fine let me tell you where this went wrong. While I was supposed to be staring out the window, or at whatever the hell I want other than in that room, my sub conscious went 'NOPE!' and made my eyes go on a secret spying mission.

And I think you can all guess what I saw.

I think I am in the correct position to ask WHY THE FUCK WAS HE NOT USING THAT GOD DAMNED TOWEL!? Not that I'm complaining about anything other than the boy sat on the couch holding his stomach laughing because of how red my face has become.

Ah shit man.

"I'm going to my room! You, asshole, are going home,"

gray- O/O evil bitch

me- ^^ heh

Natsu-so you guys are speaking agian?

me-more like...humiliating one another

Gray-seriously, I thought I was your favorate charicter

me-you are but you have and attitude

Natsu- O.O

me-... your my favorate too natsu

Natsu-YEY! review!