Chapter 30

Ceil looked at Sebastian then back at Sanelle. He made a step backwards as he closed the door and turned back to them.

"W-what's the meaning of this?" He said looking at the blood soaked Sanelle

"Listen Ceil, I need you to walk back out that door and leave here immediately" Sebastian replied at him.

"Are you crazy?! What have you done to her" He said walking past him to go to Sanelle. Sebastian caught him back in time holding his arm however Ceil shook it off turning to him with disgust in his eyes. "Don't touch me"

Sebastian's eyes widened as he watched the boy go up the stairs and to Sanelle who was on the ground looking at him in a pool of blood.

"What did you do to her?"He asked again, it was a lot of blood it was beginning to run down the steps of the front staircase.

"What- Ceil- Get away from her, Sanelle powers has awakened and she's already murdered someone, I already possibly might have lost Claude I am not willing to lose you!"

Ceil paused and looked at him. He was about to say something but just remained silent. Sebastian grunted and moved on.

"What do you mean her powers awakened" He said instead as Sebastian walked over to pick up his hat and coat.

"I mean she's a hazard. She will kill you; she has a jealousy the size of an ocean, obsession that could crawl even to the deepest holes of this earth, if you value your life I advise you to leave"

"Hazard, jealousy…obsession?"

"She won't even hesitate to kill you, after all now that your back she might feel you'll take me for yourself" he said cracking a half assed smile at her he couldn't help it at this point he didn't know what this woman was thinking.

He looked at Sanelle who was staring onto the floor her face hidden by the brunette locks. She never said anything she just shook as the puddle beneath them grew larger.

Sanelle did…..love Sebastian…he realized that after a while when he was a servant here. She was indeed in love with him, so much that she allowed him to use her relentlessly.

"So you expect me to just walk away from her in this state?"

"If you look clearly Sanelle is ripped between two world's one of Blood and one of Lust she clearly can't make up her mind" Sebastian said truthfully

"Blood and Lust?"

"I'm leaving"

Ciel looked at him heading for the door, "Wait!"

Sebastian turned around

"How can you leave her in this state?"

Sebastian rose an eyebrow, "She's a necromancer she'll heal" He said knowing of her fully active regeneration system

"Wrong….she isn't healing one bit…..The wound's still there pumping out blood"

His eyes widened and he paused frozen in his step. "What?" Sebastian said

Ciel rested the bucket by the bedside as Sebastian dipped the cloth in it.

"Thank you" He said softly as he cleaned the wound once more

"It's ok I can't sit by and watch her bleed the hell out and not give you a hand."

"N-Not that, I mean that too but, thank you for coming back"

Ciel went beside him as he sat on the side of the bed.

"You never loved me did you?" He said looking at him

He looked at him and frowned, "I did love you, just not the way…you wanted me to."

He nodded but it was obvious it still hurt.

"Ciel" Sebastian said stroking his head, "I know how you feel, I'm sure there are reason to why you would love me and not because you just- you just wanted someone to love, but believe me when I say I do love you because never once since you were gone I never thought about you, we might not be bonded by blood but I was your servant and I've been with you for a long time I can't help but be worried and wonder where you are."

"Sebastian I- You won't let anyone close to your heart, you won't let anyone love you, and if it's not money, schemes or your food it doesn't interest you. As much as Sanelle seemed crazy a while ago she is still nowhere close to the monster you are, feelings fall on deaf ears, words go into concrete wall, that's what you're like"

Sebastian frowned and turned back to Sanelle resting the cloth on her skin as he wiped the seat off her face.

"I bet she was trying to love me" He said softly hoping that Ciel didn't hear but he did

"Trying? She did, all you did was push her away"

He looked at him and turned back her, there was an odd silence until Sanelle opened her eyes and turned to Sebastian holding his hands as she weakly looked at him as white as a ghost.

The amount of blood she lost drained her body of its color and its strength including the fact that she wasn't healing. Sebastian still couldn't figure out why but now he just wanted her to heal he meant to punish her but he never meant to hurt her.

"Se-Sebastian-"

"Sanelle please don't speak its ok"

Ciel looked at him quite surprised. The way he spoke to her the way he held her hand the way he reacted to her by just seeing her wake up.

What if she died

What would happen if he had feel in love with her instead….

Wait….does he love her?

She closed back her eyes the words I'm sorry slipping off her lips as she went back unconscious.

"Sebastian…how do you feel about Sanelle?" he asked looking at him

"What do you mean….She's my servant?" He replied, however it was more of a question.

"Maybe I should ask it a different way, why don't you love Sanelle"

"Love her?" He looked at her and turned to him and for a while he seemed lost at words.

"She's intelligent, she's beautiful, she's quite the match if you ask me" He said folding his arms walking to the window looking through the curtains then back at Sebastian. "Why don't you love her?"

Sebastian looked at him the question going through his mind why did he reject Sanelle and why couldn't he love her was it because she was a necromancer, because she was human, because she was just…..herself. "I-I don't know"

"Right now she's at her end, she's literally throwing in both hands with the devil for you, you're doing nothing more than hurting her, I think it's time you just take her soul"

He looked at him, have her soul?

Here, now?

Ciel walked to him smiling, "You are a demon, she is your meal, and you don't need to hesitate because no emotion or feeling is holding you back, just take her soul"

"I rather do it when she's awake and she knows it"

"Fine, then as soon as she awakes, kill her and take her soul"

A/N: There are only 5 remaining chapters for this story