Hi! I just wanted to wish Jordan a happy late b-day (Sorry ist so late ;/) Heres a short chapter. Shits going down guyssss enjoy.
For the next few days Miley stayed at my place. We went and got her clothes to Change into. It was really nice to have her around all the time, I got so used to it, I was literally waiting for her to come home when I was alone. So that was what I was doing on Tuesday evening. I was sitting on the Couch with my pajamas on, watching Tv, and glancing at the clock every few minutes until I finally heard the doorbell ring. I jumped up and hopped to the front door, opening it to see Miley Standing there.
''Hey!'' I exclaimed, pulled her inside and into my arms, breathing in her reassuring scent. ''Hi..?'' she smiled at me. ''Excited to see me?'' she added then. ''Hell yeah. I was so bored without you here.'' I said and released her from my arms to let her take her shoes off. She laughed and leaned up to peck my lips. I had missed her pink lips already, although it had only been a few hours. ''Are you hungry? I made Sandwiches.'' I told her. ''Yes I'm soo hungry!'' she said and walked straight to the kitchen. She grabbed one of the Sandwiches I had made earlier and sat down on a chair. I sat down next to her and watched because I had already eaten. She stuffed her mouth with the Sandwich and I chuckled, tracing her arm with my fingers.
I went to the living room and sat back down to wait for Mi who was getting changed into her pajamas, which consisted of my Shirt and a pair of boyshorts, although it was only 3pm. She came back a few minutes later, all ready. I patted the spot next to me but instead of sitting down next to me she threw herself on the Couch, landing with her head on my lap. I shook my head but smiled down at her. I liked how comfortable she was around me, because I knew it was a big deal to her to be careless. She was always worrying about something, especially because of her past relationship.
I always tried to be gentle with her and never answer with the wrong tone or anything, I wanted her to trust me.
We sat there for a while and watched a tv Show, but it didnt take a Long time for me to fall asleep. I woke up because of something moving around. I was unoriented, confused and sleepy. After a quick look at the clock I realise I had only been sleeping for two hours, it felt like I was out for days. However, my eyes wandered to Miley who was moving around next to me. I didnt say anything, just watched her. She sat up, her back against my stomach, and I noticed she was staring at an iPhone and she was frowning. I realised it was my iPhone. I still didnt say anything, until I heard her mumble a confused ''What?'' then I yawned, sat up and put a Hand on her back. ''Whats up?'' I asked her. She looked at me startlet, then back at the phone then back at me. I was so confused, I didnt know what was wrong..
''Demi sent you a message. You were sleeping so I opened it...'' she said hesitantly.
My heart dropped to my stomach, I swear. I could feel my face falling, and I tried to Keep my Expression straight. It could be something different..She wouldnt have told it, would she? Why would she want to ruin everything? She had Joe, and I had Miley.. She should be happy..
I cleared my throat, hoping my voice wouldnt be weird from the nervousness. ''What did it say?'' I asked her then.
She looked at me, as if trying to decide whether to tell me or not. She gave me her phone, letting me see the message. My Hands started sweating like crazy and my lips dried. i know that kiss meant something to you too nick. We can still try, they dont have to know It said
My mind was racing, thinking about how I could make up something to make this look better. But I couldnt find anything. I was left speechless, scared. I looked up at Miley, whose look already told me I had given away the truth with my face. I didnt even want to lie to her about it. Of course I was mad at Demi for sending this message, and I was worried about where my relationship with Miley would go, but honestly, I was Kind of glad she found out.
I saw the way Miley was looking at me. Dissapointed. I was dissapointed in me too.
It's over. It's over. She'll break up with me now. Any Moment.
''You really kissed her?'' she whispered, looking down. I was surprised, she was letting me explain? I cleared my throat again before speaking. ''She kissed me... look, Mi. I really didnt-'' i started, but i didnt even know what to say. ''No, dont.'' she said and stood up. ''I should go home. I Need to think..'' she mumbled and made a move to go. I grabbed her Hand, pulling lightly. ''No, Mi. Stay, we can-'' I tried. But she shook her head and smiled sadly. ''You dont Need to explain anything Nick. I mean, not right now. I Need time to think. I'll text you..'' she said. I had a Little hope, that we weren't completely over. Maybe she really just needed time to think it over. She walked to the bedroom, and came out in a pair of Jeans, with my Shirt still on. She opened the door and I went over, slowly. I didnt want to say goodbye. ''Nick?'' she said my Name softly. My head shot up and I looked at her hopefully. ''I'm sorry I opened the message. It was your phone..'' she said. Miley was the only Person who would apologize in this Situation. I shook my head and smiled sadly, before looking down again. She kissed my cheek gently, and I couldnt help but wonder if it would be the last time she'd kiss me like that. If it'd be the last time anyone would kiss me like that.
Miley turned around and walked away from my Apartment, taking the stairs. I believed to see her wiping her face, but I couldnt be sure. My Vision was blurred with my own stupid tears. It's pointless to cry, I told myself. it's not over. it cant be over so easily. I swallowed the lump in my throat and forced my tears to stay were they were.
Mileys P.O.V
I knew it. I knew it was too perfect to be true. Good things like that just dont happen to People like me.
When I first saw the message, I didnt really have doubts that it was a lie. Why would demi even write something like that to Nick, if it wasnt true. What was even worse was that she had suggested 'trying' and said that 'they' wouldnt know. They obviously being Joe and me.
It honestly didnt surprise me that Demi would do something like that, but it surprised me that it was Nick. Nick never seemed the kinda guy to do anything to hurt me. I thought he was the nicest, most caring Person I knew. With him, I felt like I could be myself. I felt like I could finally be enough for someone. So, of course I was hurt when I found out even he could kiss someone behind my back.
But I didnt care. I understood. Of course he'd want her. She was smarter, prettier. She was self confident, and outgoing. I wouldnt choose me either.
So I decided to make a good decision, to leave. Give Nick a Chance to have something better, something worthy.
He even acted like he cared when I told him I'd leave; that little fucker. I almost believed him. He looked all lost and shit, while I was trying to Keep myself together and not embarass myself more than I did already.
I told him I needed a Little time; I didnt completely broke it off. Because something in me still wanted to know about it. Why he kissed her, how Long it went and stuff. But I just didnt Think I could take it right there when I was about to cry. I could always text him and ask him about it. It was my right to know.
Maybe he could give me tips, about what I could do better in my next relationship. So my next boyfriend wouldnt feel the Need to kiss other Girls. If I'd ever get another boyfriend again.. Because who would want to be with me?
