Hi! This one isnt much Action, it has more thoughts, but Drama is on the way guys! You'll see ;) Also: Happy Birthday to Keila! I hope you have a wonderful day. And thanks to everyone for supporting this Story! Love ya; enjoy, Review.
Mileys P.O.V
I arrived at home and slammed the door, letting Demi know I was there. My face was probably red because the tears had escaped on my way home, and I had wiped my face roughly before entering, not wanting to look weak. She appeared in the doorframe of her bedroom and looked at me surprised. ''Hey Miley..'' she said, without an Emotion. She didnt look excited to see me, but she also didnt look guilty or ashamed. Probably because she didnt know that I found out about her and Nick. I just nodded at her and went to my room. She followed me. ''You're home..'' she stated. ''I am.'' ''Why?'' ''This is my house too Demi, I can come whenever I want.'' I told her coldly. She looked at me, surprised because of my tone. I put my bag on my bed and turned back around to face her. I sighed. ''I know about you and Nick.'' I said, because why hide it? Her eyes widened and she looked at me, shocked and panicked. I kept my face straight, not showing how dissapointed I actually was.
''Miley, I'm...sorry.'' she finally got out and looked down, avoiding my face. I didnt answer.
''Why?'' I whispered after a Minute of silence. I got curious, and I wanted to know. I figured Hearing it from Demi would be easier than Hearing it from Nick. Demi looked up at me, with an apologetic look on her face.
''Look Miles...Nick and I..we always had this Thing...'' she started. I sat down on my bed and looked at her, waiting for her to continue. ''Nick was always my best friend and he was always there for me. I really really liked him.. It's a complicated Story. Nick was in love with me, I was in love with Joe..We never really got together. But.. somehow, a few days ago, I told him that I had missed him and we ended up kissing. I have to say that I'm not proud of myself for cheating on Joe or making Nick cheat on you Miley. And I'm honestly really sorry for that.'' She explained, and for the first time she sounded sincere. I nodded my head.
So it was not because he was bored of me. It really wasnt me, it was Demi. They had something, even before I had met Nick. So basically, I was the bad guy. I interrupted whatever they had. Nick didnt mean to cheat on me, it just happened because he still had Feelings for Demi.
Although I was dissapointed and mad, that he told me he loved me when he didnt; I still felt bad because I was the reason he cheated, It wasnt him. I just made him because I didnt leave him alone.
I didnt really have the right to be angry at him, we were even now.
I noticed that Demi was staring at me, questioningly, waiting for me to say something. I cleared my throat. ''It's okay. I'm sorry too. I didnt know you two had something. If I knew I wouldnt have..'' I said, just looking over the fact that Demi also had Joe, and she was basically cheating on him all the time. She shook her head. ''We werent official, Miley. You guys are. I made a mistake. You'll forgive us, right?'' she said, as if it was clear already that I would forgive them. But thats what I do, right? Forgive and Forget. Because how else would I survive if I didnt know how to Forget?
I didnt say anything and just laid down on my bed. She was still Standing in my room, looking at me hesitantly. I turned my back to her, signalizing that I wanted her to get out. She understood, I could hear her footsteps walking away.
Nicks P.O.V
10 minutes after she left my Apartment and I was laying on my bed, letting the tears fall freely from my eyes onto my pillow. Correction: Her pillow. Which was exactly smelling like her; watermelon and her own scent. It was killing me.
I was pathetic but I didnt care, because no one was seeing me anyway, and thats what I felt like doing; crying my eyes out over a Girl I didnt even intend to be my girlfriend. I had ruined it, with my own stupidity. If I had told her, maybe she would have listened and stayed with me. But, no. I was just too scared to tell her. Now, who knew what she thought about it, about me! She probably thought I did it on purpose, or that I was doing it for weeks! I rolled over, so my head was buried in the pillow, and screamed to get my Anger out. My phone vibrated on my nightstand and I reached out quickly to get it. Maybe it was Miley, maybe she wanted to talk to me.
It wasnt her. It was a message, again from Demi. im sorry. thats the only Thing it said. So she knew. Miley must had told her about it. I wondered if she had attacked Demi. I wished that she did.
I hadnt planned it out like that. I planned to go out with her once, or twice. Just to make Demi jealous. Just to get to her. So how did I end up crying over the Girl that I used? I fell in love with her, without even wanting to. She helped me get over Demi.
I fell asleep somehow, and woke up the next morning to my phone ringing on my nightstand. I huffed annoyedly and sat up, rubbing my eyes. I looked at my phone seeing it was my mum. I really didnt want to answer it, with a scratchy voice, giving away what I had been doing for the last hour but I couldnt just ignore. Maybe talking to her was what I needed. So I picked up, saying hello. ''Nick?'' she answered with a concerned voice. ''Are you okay?'' ''Yeah, mum, I'm just.. A Little sick.'' I tried lying, helplessly. And then faked a cough, doing a really bad Job. ''I can tell you're faking, Nick. Whats wrong?'' thats all it took for me to start whining again. ''Mum, Miley and I, we kinda.. broke up or we're on a break but I dont know because she said she'd text me, but she didnt and..'' I started explaining. I didnt want to tell her that I had kissed Demi. What would she even think of me? She'd be so dissapointed. And she'd tell Joe. Oh God, Joe! What would her say? ''What? Oh, no. What did you do?'' she asked. ''Mum..'' I said, trying to avoid to answer her question. My voice broke, distracting her. ''Oh, Nicholas..Do you want me to come over? Or should I call Joe?'' she asked. ''No, no. Can you just.. Call in sick for me? I Need a day or two off..'' I pleaded. ''Of course. Call me when you hear from her.'' she said, said goodbye and hung up.
Mileys P.O.V
I was miserable without Nick. I was just like I was before I met him. Slightly worse. I went back to staying in my room all day, the only difference was that I was crying 2/3 of the time. The left third I studied, and drenched my books with my tears.. After all, I still had to graduate from college. I was trying to decide whether to text Nick, or not. After 3 days of not talking to each other, I felt more lonely than ever. Feeling alone had never been a big Problem to me. I always loved being left alone to my thoughts. But after the time I spent with Nick, I forgot why I liked being alone. It was boring and I didnt know what to do. Even crying bores you if you do it all day Long. Demi and I kept distance to eachother. I didnt talk to her, and she didnt talk to me which I was grateful for.
4 days after 'breaking up' with Nick, I got a message from him. I know you said you'd text but I really miss you. He wrote. I miss you too, I wanted to say. Lets just Forget it ever happened, I wanted to say. But I couldnt, so I just ignored the message. A few minutes later my phone rung again. It was him again. Can we talk? As tempting as the proposal was, I just couldnt talk to him. Because I knew I would give up the second I saw him. I didnt want to be weak, but I was. And I had no Chance. No Chance against Demi, no Chance against his Feelings for her, and no Chance against my will. Not Long after his second message, his third message came. i know you're mad, let me explain. Please, Baby, i love you. It made my heart flutter and my tummy make backflips. He called me Baby, and It hurt so bad because I wanted to be his. He said I love you and made me want to run back to him. But I didnt answer.
He stopped writing me after the third unanswered message, and I was glad he did because I was about to give up and run back to him. I figured I had to distract myself with something, so I went out of my room and into the living room. Demi was sitting on the Couch, watchíng TV and before going over to her I noticed something on the table. It was a Vase full of beautiful red roses. I felt so jealous, because I thought they were from Joe. I would know if they were from Nick, right?
''I never saw the roses, did Joe bring them today?'' I asked and sat down next to her. ''Joe? No, I thought they were from Nick? They were delivered this morning..'' she answered, looking at me confused. My heart started beating faster and I got excited. So maybe he really cared.. I stood up and walked over to the roses with a slight smile on my face. I didnt want to seem to eager because Demi was watching me. I pulled the Vase closer to me, leaned down and smelled the roses. I always loved roses. I was smiling to myself and sniffing the roses when I noticed the Card in between the flowers. I took it, thinking Nick had left a message, but I had been so wrong. What the Card said made me grip the table to Keep me from falling down. My knees felt so weak and I started shaking.
I finally found your new address.
Came to see you, but you werent at home.
I missed you babe. I have to see you. - Liam
