Tittle: Mary McGarrett

Hi I´m here again, we´re getting closer to the end of this story

I´m still in the search of a beta. So all mistakes are mine.

A five year old Mary run scared to her big brother´s room, the thunder had scared her, but she knew he could make the noises and monsters go away, he was awesome.

"Beebe I´m scared"

"Mare go away I´m sleeping"

"Beebe please don´t like the noises"

"And Steve couldn´t never resist that face"

"Come here bug"

And she climbed his bed and would settle in his arms, her big brother could give the best hugs, and then he would start.

"You´re my sunshine

My lovely sunshine

You´re my sun when the skies are grey

You never bug how much I love you

Please my sunshine away…"

And she would sleep with a smile on her face because her big brother could make everything better.

Present

He was alone Danny and the princess along with the Ohana has stayed at their house, he wasn´t better yet but this was something he needed to do alone, she was gone, how on Earth could he move on from her death? She was his sister, his responsibility and he had failed her, he knew she was haunted by demons he wasn´t stupid but she had always had him there for here even when the only thing she did was yelling and coursing him for being an overbearing SOB.

How could she be gone?

"Why bug, why would you do that?"

"I´m sorry I couldn´t protect you better, I´m sorry I failed you"

He could see her, running behind him, trying to get his attention, her piggy tails bouncing in the air, he could remember the time when her teacher graded her wrong and came running to him to make him talk to the mean teacher, he had a lot of memories of her childhood.

He could see her face when their father told them that her mom had gone to heaven, she was an angry teenager she had so much pain, she carried so much shadows in her soul and he couldn´t do a damn thing to help her because he had his share of demons and shadows too.

When their father decided to separate he should have fight harder but he was grieving too and could barely hold his own sanity.

Time didn´t improve their relationship, his career getting in the way, she was a free soul and that landed her in trouble, he had try, he really had try, but apparently he didn´t try enough because he couldn´t make her stronger, he failed in making her see that she could win the battle against her shadows, he failed and his failure lead her to the cemetery.

He was lost in pain, lost in his memories of her, suddenly she was there.

"Why bug?"

"Beebe the monsters were getting me"

"Why couldn´t you wait for me? Why leaving me bug?"

"The thunder and the shadows Beebe, you know I´m scared of shadows"

"I´m sorry bug, you deserved better"

"I got the best brother ever, I got you"

And now he was seeing the younger version of his sister, with Lola her teddy bear and in her pajamas asking him to make the noises go away.

He laid in her grave with his imaginary sister and begun the song that knew would calm her down.

"You´re my sunshine

My lovely sunshine

You are my sun when the skies are grey

You never knew bug

How much I loved you

Please don´t take my sunshine away…"

TBC