Chapter 4 A little hump

When Harmoni was back in Jamie's room, she took off her jersey from around Jamie's waist, Jamie looked down and saw a nice wet patch in the middle of her jeans, she had wet her pants. Again. Jamie's eyes filled with tears, it was moments like these that she really felt the effects of her injuries, she couldn't even tell when she wanted to go to the bathroom. Harmoni grabbed her some clean pants and underwear, it only made the situation worse when Harmoni pulled out an incontience pad. Jamie snatched them off her and hobbled towards the bathroom, muttering some very un-like Jamie words. Harmoni tapped on the door as Jamie got dressed.

"Jamie, its ok, it was just an accident"

"Well I'm sick of having accidents! Its not fair! Why is it that everyone else has the control over their bodies but I don't, I might as well just quit right now"

It broke Harmoni's heart to hear that talk from Jamie, through everything Jamie had remained positive, focusing on that every little surgery and every annoying shot would make her better, but with every accident Jamie was just reminded how little her control was over her body. Eventually Jamie's body would get on the same page and she would stop having accidents, but in the mean time emotionally and mentally, every accident only made lose her more confidence, Harmoni hoped that her body would regain control before Jamie lost too much of her confidence. Jamie came out of the bathroom, her jeans undone and wet clothes on the bathroom floor.

"Jamie" "Don't. Just don't Harmoni"

Harmoni couldn't go through with the normal speech that was given, she was pretty sure it was the only bit of conversation that Jamie could actually remember.

"I thought Raven told you to stay out of Punk's room" Harmoni tried a different track, she wasn't sure if she could deliver another speech about her accident, Harmoni wasn't even sure she believed it anymore.

"Raven says alot of things" Jamie snapped, she wasn't in the mood for anything now. "And I didn't listen so here we are"

"Did she also mention what would happen if you didn't listen"

"You know what Harm, I don't really care, because nothing she could do could be worse than this shit"

Harmoni let out a sigh before putting her hand on Jamie's bladder, the exact spot where her jeans would do up. Harmoni pressed making Jamie squeal, "Go and sit on the toilet and we'll talk when you come out"

Jamie hobbled back to the bathroom still muttering her un-like Jamie words. Harmoni sighed as she pulled out her phone and rang Raven,

"Hey, whats going on?"

"Well she didn't stay away from Punk, but I think thats the least of our worries"

"Oh God, what happened now?"

"She had another accident, she's talking about just giving up"

Raven let out a sigh, "I'll be there as soon as I can, hopefully we can get her out of the funk"

"I don't think so somehow, she has physio in about ten minutes. You know how that goes"

"Poor girl" Raven let out another sigh, "I can't believe I'm actually about to say this but maybe we should let her be friends with Punk, I mean its given her something to focus on and it did make her really happy, just give her the warning and stuff"

"Alright. I'll talk to her before physio, that way she won't be so tired"

"Ring me when she's done and let me know how it went"

"Will do chief"

Harmoni tapped on the bathroom door again as the doctor came in, "Jamie? Everything alright?"

"I'm still peeing here!"

Harmoni left her and looked to her doctor, "Can I ask you something Doc?"

"Sure"

"Will she ever regain her sensations? She's had another accident and I'm worried about her"

He gave her a sympathitic look, "Eventually she will, it just takes time and patience"

"Its been three years, how much more time will it take?"

"I know its hard, but you have to be patient, it will happen"

"Really, because I get the feeling that you're just saying what I want to hear"

"It will happen, it just takes time and patience, her body and brain are on different pages, there is so much going on that the body is still over whelmed, it will settle and everything will go back to normal. On the outside we can help Jamie learn how to walk but on the inside we can't teach it, it has to do it by itself."

"Harmoni!" Jamie yelled out in panic, "Harmoni! Help me! I'm bleeding to death!"

Harmoni budged the door open, Jamie was standing up looking in the toilet bowl, blood spatted her thighs, her whole face had lost colour. Jamie fainted on the floor and then everything just spun. The doctors rang the emergency bell and Jamie was carted off to stop the bleeding and see what was going on with her body now. Harmoni could do nothing but pace and fret about her sister. After a while the doctor came back with some news, Harmoni's whole body started to shake with fear, maybe this was the battle that Jamie finally lost.

"What happened? Why was she bleeding? Is she ok? Oh tell me she's ok!"

"Jamie had some internal bleeding, she's fine now as we managed to stop it, she has been through surgery and has pulled through, she's groggy but she will be up and about as usual"

"What was bleeding? Lungs? Kidneys?"

"It was her left ovary. We have checked her over and everything seems normal." He touched her hand before leaving her alone. Harmoni had no choice but to ring Raven and update her with the news, "What happened now?" Raven never bothered with hello's anymore, there was no point, the only ones that called her were family and it was always about Jamie.

"Jam had some internal bleeding, her ovary has been removed and now I guess one of us has to explain again what that means"

"I'll do it, is she awake now?"

"She's still groggy. But other than that little hump everything is on track"

Raven let out an angry groan, "You know that whore is lucky she's dead, I swear if she was still alive"

"I know, I feel the same way, its the reason Iziah is serving a life sentence remember. I think thats the sweetest thing she's ever done for anyone, killed off the whore and her sleazy boyfriend for what they did to Jamie"

"Sometimes I wonder if it was enough"

"It would never be enough but for the meantime, it'll do"

"I guess. Tell Jamie I'll be by in the morning before work."

"Alright. And while I'm here I'll have a nice little chat to this Punk"

Raven finally let out a chuckle, "And I'll answer the door, oily Dave has just arrived and from the look of it, he has news of his own"

"Have fun"

Raven only let out a growlas she said good-bye to her sister.