Chapter 41
"Vincent." I turn my head to see Saboo in the doorway. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing, I'm fine!"
"You and I both know that's not true, so you may as well save time and tell me now."
"I just came over a bit funny, that's all."
"Vincent…"
"Nothing is wrong!" I shout. He continues to speak calmly, his voice even.
"Vincent, it's quite clear that that's not true. Tell me what's wrong."
"Why? What's the point? There's nothing you can do!"
"Maybe not, but telling someone will make you feel better."
"No it won't."
"Yes it will. Tell me."
"I always feel a bit rubbish around this time. It's no big deal."
"It's obvious that it is a big deal. What do you mean, around this time?" I mumble my response. "What was that?"
"Around the time of Julia's birthday."
"Oh, Vince. I know how hard it must be for you. Is it today?" I nod.
"She's 31. I haven't seen her since she was about 15." He pulls me into a hug.
"It'll get better, I promise."
"People always say that."
"I'm not people. It will get better."